"Liam I think it's best if you leave the room for a minute." I said, Harry backed away from me looking shocked. Liam walked out of the room mortified at his actions. "Harry, what you just said came as a little surprise to me; I can't say it back to you because I'm not sure if I'd be telling you the truth. I mean… We haven't been on a date yet and we are supposed to be on one now, if I said it I might not mean it and when I feel ready to say it I want to mean it. I'm really sorry I don't want to upset you but I hope you can understand my point. I don't think you meant it either though, I think you just feel bad for what happened and you think it's your fault so that's your apology " I said trailing off "I understand, I didn't mean to say it. I suppose that it's just everything has been building up and I nearly lost you earlier and it kinda slipped out." He said biting his lip hoping I accept his apology. "It's okay, you don't have to apologise. Is your face okay? I can't believe Liam punched you, I've never seen him like that before, he was really angry." I said changing the subject. I touched Harrys face where Liam punched him, it was starting to bruise. "I haven't seen him like that either. He knows about us you know, so much for not letting people find out about us." Harry replied smiling "I know, I didn't tell him, he must have just guessed and he was correct." I frowned "I think we should tell him ourselves that we're dating, he deserves to know I suppose." I continued and to my surprise Harry agreed with me to "Yeah I guess. I'll go get him."

Liam P.O.V:

What have I done? I've just punched one of my best friends. I'm a monster. Harry walked out of Sophie's room and got my attention, his face had tracks of dried blood running from under his nose and his eye had started to bruise a purple colour. I hung my head in shame. "Can you come in here a second Liam? Sophie has something to tell you." He nodded towards the room making his Harry's hair move in rhythm. "Yeah Sure." I replied, my voice dripping with guilt.

I got up off of my seat and walked through the door Harry was holding open for me, I walked in and leant again the window that was next to Sophies bed, Harry followed me in and sat down on the side of the bed holding her hand. They gave each other a encouraging look before Sophie started speaking "Liam, I know that you don't think that Harry's good enough for me and you don't think that he'll look after me, I know that you are just trying to protect me and I appreciate it but I you loved me in a friendly manner you would be happy for us, If you can't be happy for us I'm afraid we can't be friends anymore and our friendship is to important to me. Also, what you did to harry was unacceptable," It was true; they were together, my heart started to ache. They were both staring at me eager to hear my reply "Yeah, I'm… I'm really sorry to both of you I don't know what came over to me. I hope you're happy together" I muttered and ran out of the room before Harry got a chance to speak. I ran out of the hospital and hopped into my car. I turned on the engine and drove away; I drove away from everyone's happiness. I could feel my heart breaking; I didn't want to lose her. Ever. I turned the radio on to try and cheer me up whilst I was driving.

'And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight'

I quickly turned the radio off, that was the worst possible song to come on, it described my problem perfectly and it was one of Sophies' favorite songs. I quickly turned the radio off.

I had no idea were I was going; it was only when I drove past it I decided it was the perfect spot to think. I parked my mini on the side of the road and I walked in to the entrance of the park.

The trees swayed in the wind above me, it was getting pretty dark and it was only half past three. I pulled my hood up so no one would recognize me.

I looked at the signpost that would tell me what direction the river was in. I walked straight towards it. I could hear the gushing water splashing against the river bank. As I reached the edge the river I peered down, the river was really deep. It was more like a sea. I looked around so make sure no one was watching me, I took off my toms and rolled up my track suit bottoms and I sat on the side on the river. The cold water rushed between my toes making me shiver. The water was really cold but I didn't really bother me, I just sat and thought.

I thought everything; I really scared Sophie when I shouted at Harry. I felt terrible about everything. I ruin my chance with her now. Tears flooded my eyes and they fell one by one onto my lap. I wiped any remaining tears away. I let my legs flow freely with the gushing water. I've made such a fool of my self, I should have told Sophie how I really feel about her the first chance I had.

'I've been sat here for 2 and half hours now. I feel slightly better. It's really peaceful here and I've had plenty time to think things through. I'm going to go home soon. I hope Sophie doesn't come home tonight I don't think I could face her just get. I hope she's not angry with me either. If she hates me I don't know what I would do. My heart is already smashed into a million of pieces just seeing them two together, just holding hands had upset me this much. I won't be able to cope if it goes any further. I know Harry will hurt Sophie and if he does I won't be able to control my anger.'

I'm not sure why but I decided that I should write my feelings down, so I found a little piece of paper and a pen. I will keep this paper forever. It will remind me of bad memories but it will remind be that jealously is not the way forward.

I got up and put my shoes back on my feet. I was pitch black and I couldn't see a thing. I heard some strange noises whilst I walked down the path to the exit. I was terrified and I want Sophie next to me but I carried on. I climbed into my car and drove home.

I unlocked the front door, switched on the ceiling light; it flickered on making me blink several times to get used to the intensity. I took off my wet shoes and walked in to the kitchen so find a note from Sophie 'Staying at Harrys tonight I don't want to get in your way. We'll speak tomorrow.' It read. She must be pretty angry as there were no kisses or smiley faces at the end. She must be okay though as she's been taken out of hosptial. I sighed and threw the note in the bin.

Her hating me was the very last thing I wanted, ever…

Hey Guys, hope you like this chapter it's 1300 + words long and it's my longest chapter yet. Review if you like I'll be updating soon okay! :) x Sophie