Hey guys! So I just want to apologize for the mistake I made in the last chapter. I re-read the chapter and realized Hazel was drinking alcohol while pregnant... BIG MISTAKE!:o so sorry about that guys. I'll re-write the chapter when I'm finished with the story. I've also had some trouble keeping everything close to the timeline from TFIOS. I'm really sorry if some things don't match up. Re-cap! Isaac and Kaitlyn feel like someone should finally do something for Hazel and guess what? The Genie Foundation has returned! Isaac gets a wish and they are taking Hazel to Amsterdam!:D Wonder what adventures await Kaitlyn, Isaac and Hazel:)

I also told you guys I'd answer any questions about the story or just any question in general. So this is for Megan!:) I'm 18 years old. I'd like to think I've read almost every book known to man but we all know that's kind of not possible. If you haven't figured it out yet, I am a HUGE John Green fan. I basically worship his books:) yea I've read all of his books and I've read all of Cassandra Clare (Mortal Instruments), Suzanne Collins (Hunger Games), J.K Rowling (Harry Potter), Rick Riordan (Percy Jackson), Veronica Roth (Divergent Trilogy), Christopher Paolini (Eragon Series) and Stephen Chbosy (Perks of Being a Wallflower)... yea there's a lot more to list but it'll take a while! I'm actually in the process of writing a Divergent fanfic about Tris's mom. I want to focus on and finish Their Little Infinity before I start another fanfic though. Hope that's answered your questions! If you guys have any other questions please feel free to ask!:)

Last but not least, I've changed my pen name to Wallflower95. Just so you guys know! I won't keep you guys any longer. Enjoy the chapter!:)

-Wallflower95

Chapter 11

Hazel

"No."

"Mom."

"Hazel."

Fighting. Arguing. That's what my life feels like right now. Fighting to live. Fighting for Anna. Fighting for Gus. Fighting... My mom wasn't in total agreement with the whole Amsterdam idea. Isaac had talked to the Genie Foundation and they were only allowing three people to go. Me, Kaitlyn and Isaac. I think my mom is afraid to sent me too Amsterdam and never see me again.

"Mom please-"

"Hazel, we don't take charity."

"It's not charity mom. It's Isaac and Kaitlyn." My mom ran her hand through her hair. She looked stressed out. I wish I could just take all of it away. All of that stress off her shoulders. I sighed. I put my head back on the hospital bed. I was dressed in baggy jeans and a bright yellow t-shirt that said Hectic Glow on it. Gus's favorite band. I had my oxygen tank at my side again. We were waiting for Dr. Maria to give us they okay to go home.

"I should go with you." My mom said.

"I don't need babysitting." I said.

"Yes you do."

"No." I said. My mom was close to tears. I hated doing this to her but there was no point in her going.

"What's the point?" I asked.

"If I die here if I die there? There's no way you can prevent it. It's my life mom. It's what I want." My mom was crying but she looked frustrated as well.

"Stay home. Spend time with dad. Work. Have a life." My mom shook her head and took me by the shoulders.

"You are my life Hazel." She whispered. I smiled.

"I won't be in a few months." And she broke. My mom put her head in my shoulder and sobbed. I rubbed her back.

"Shhhh... it's okay. It's going to be okay." I whispered.

"When I'm gone you can't become one of those hermit people. You have live your life and take care of Anna. If you sit around depressed all the time I swear I will haunt you." I could feel my mom laugh. She took my face into her hands.

"God life is going to be boring without you." She said. I laughed.

"I think you can manage without me." She hugged me again.

"My Hazel." I liked my mom's hugs. They were tight and desperate, as if I was being pulled away by a wind and she was holding onto me for dear life.

"Good morning ladies!" Dr. Maria said, cheery as ever. She had a clipboard in her hands. She flipped through the papers and smiled up at us.

"You are free to go m'dear." I smiled. My mom and I had already talk to Dr. Maria about the whole Amsterdam idea. I was afraid she would call a cancer team meeting but luckily Dr. Maria saw from my point of view and agreed that it was my choice.

"Thanks for everything Dr. Maria." She smiled at me.

"No problem at all Hazel. Have an amazing time in Amsterdam."

Kaitlyn

There was so much to do and so little time. Pack, pack and pack. We were only going for a week. It's December now. Snow is starting to fall in Indianapolis. It was a perfect time to go away to Amsterdam. I looked around my room and saw all the clothes scattered on my floor. I groaned.

"Why is packing so freaking boring?!" I shouted to no one in particular. I sighed and grabbed my purse. I dialed Hazel's number.

"Hello?"

"I'm coming over." I said.

"Okay. How come?"

"I'm bored."

"Okay."

"Okay." I hung up, grabbed my car keys and went out the door. 20 minutes later, I was standing outside Hazel's front door. I was wearing one of my regular outfits. A jean skirts with black leggings, a purple and black striped shirt with a green vest and combat boots. Hazel opened the door.

"Hey."

"Hi." I stepped inside and kicked off my boots. I looked Hazel up and down. She had more of a baby bump now. Her hair was a tangled mess on her head. She wore a pale pink shirt with a green hoodie and baggy blue jeans.

"What?" She asked.

"Nice fashion choice." I said.

"Back at you."

"All set for Amsterdam?" I asked. The Genies had set us up to leave on December 5th and be back by December 13th. Exactly a week in Amsterdam. We leave in three days.

"Almost." Hazel said.

"We have to go Rijksmuseum." Hazel said.

"They what now?" I asked.

"It's a museum in Amsterdam." She said. Hazel opened her laptop and showed me pictures.

"It's something that Gus and I wanted to do when we were there but we didn't get a chance. I want to go there for him." I nodded. Then I noticed something on the table next to Hazel's laptop.

"What's this?" I asked lifting it up. In Hazel's writing it said 'My Little Infinity'. Hazel grabbed it.

"Nothing."

"Come on Hazel what is it?" I asked. Hazel sighed.

"I'm writing some letters to Anna. You know, for when she's older."

"So she knows who you were." I said. Hazel nodded.

"I told everyone at Gus funeral that our love story would die with us but I think Anna deserves to know. I know you and Isaac and my parents will be there to tell her everything but I want her to know from me as well. Is that stupid?" I shook my head.

"No! I think it's amazing that you're thinking of Anna like this. She deserves to know how incredibly awesome her mom was." I wrapped my arm around her shoulders.

"Feeling up to some Amsterdam shopping?" Hazel laughed.

"Getting bored with your clothes?"

"Darling, I'm always bored."

Hazel

I've never been a huge fan of shopping. Shopping for books? I could literally do that for hours and hours on end. Clothes shopping? Kill me. But somehow, today I didn't mind. Maybe it was because Kaitlyn was trying so hard to make everything perfect. Kaitlyn would skim each aisle looking for something cute to wear and I'd be the friend who'd sit down and nod when she tried on something I liked.

We were taking a break in the cafeteria, sipping at some warm lattes.

"What do you think it's like? Dying, I mean." Kaitlyn asked awkwardly.

"I don't know." I said.

"I guess there are two different ways of dying." Kaitlyn said.

"There's the slow and painful way of dying and then there's quick and peaceful way of dying." I nodded.

"Guess so."

"What do you think Heaven is like?"

"I don't really believe in Heaven." I said.

"What do you believe in?" I sighed.

"I believe in a capital 'S' somewhere. Somewhere with my Gus." I said with a smile. Kaitlyn smiled.

"You really did love him didn't you?"

"I still do. I will always love Augustus Waters. I can never un-love him." Kaitlyn nodded.

"I really hope I love someone like that some day." Kaitlyn said. I took Kaitlyn's hands.

"I promise you will." Kaitlyn smiled and sniffled.

"Ughh that's enough crying. No more crying." She stood up and reached down to pull me up.

"Come on. Let's go find a dress that'll

know the socks off your dorky blind friend cause it seems like he is going to be the only guy in my life." I laughed.

"Well too bad he can't see cause you're gonna look hot!"

"I think my hotness would blind a second time though."

Hazel

I woke at 5am on December 5th. Amsterdam. My mom came into my room and took a huge breath. Probably to scream Amsterdam.

"Mom!" My jumped back in shock.

"No need to scream at 5am in the morning. I'm awake and yes I know it's Amsterdam day." My mom deflated. My mom and dad rushed around the house making sure I had everything I needed for the trip and I sat down getting out of breath just watching them. I was excited about going to Amsterdam. The City of freedom and sin but I was also nervous. Nervous about going without my parents. Nervous about getting sick in a country. Nervous, nervous, nervous.

After my parents finished checking absolutely everything we threw everything into the car and we headed over to Kaitlyn's house.

"So this is exciting huh? Amsterdam round #2!" My dad said, trying to get me into a conversation. I just nodded. We parked outside of Kaitlyn's house. I texted her. Outside now. Kaitlyn threw open the door. She was wearing a bright orange sweater that ended just about her knees, long brown leggings, beige ugg boots, a green scarf and a brown toque. She dragged two large suitcases behind her. I opened the car door so she could climb.

"Oh my god I said take clothes not your whole freaking closet!"

"What can I say? A girl needs her accessories." Next, we went to get Isaac. When we got to Isaac house I made Kaitlyn get out and get him. She didn't seem to annoyed this time.

Isaac opened the door and the two of them walked arm and arm dragging a medium sized suitcase behind them.

"See Kaityln? That's the size suitcase you want." I pointed to Isaac's suitcase. She stuck out her tongue.

"Please don't tell me she has a monster sized suitcase in that car." Isaac said.

"She has two monster sized suitcases in this car." I said.

"Yea we could fit bodies in them." Kaitlyn said.

"Let's not test that theory." And we were off towards the airport. It was a long and quiet ride to the airport. When we finally got there it was all emotional. We climbed out of the car and grabbed our suitcases. My parents insisted on walking us to our gate. When we got to the gate my dad got teary eyed. He hugged me tight and held me for what felt like forever.

"I love you so much Hazel." He whispered.

"I love you too dad." He kissed me on the forehead. Next was my mom. She hugged me tight.

"Be safe." She said.

"Maybe you should get me a taser. Just in case." I said. My mom laughed and kissed me on each cheek.

"I love love love you Hazel Grace Lancaster."

"Love you too mom." We picked up our suitcase and went through our gate. I was giving my passport to the lady at the desk and I looked back towards the gate where my parents were still standing. My dad had his arm around my mom's shoulders and my mom was leaning into him. They both waved. I smiled and waved back. I'm going to miss my parents when I die. Kaitlyn was leading Isaac through customs.

"Come on Hazel!"

"Coming." I said. I looked back at my parents one more time and I blew them a kiss. I walked through customs.

"Amsterdam!" Kaitlyn said. Isaac smiled.

"Amsterdam." I laughed.

"Amsterdam."

Hope that was to your liking!:) comment please and stay tuned for chapter 12. AMSTERDAM!:D

-Wallflower95