We are coming to an end, this is already the penultimate chapter! Thanks again to "Queen Stowe" for helping me with the beginning of the chapter! You know what I wanted an alternative series with only James and Madeleine, playing David and Vic and imagining different situations, it would be perfect!
David went downstairs and left home upset ignoring the questions of Charlotte and ran to the car, all I wanted at that moment was talking to Victoria he had never felt so wrong at that moment.
Victoria began to have breakfast when the doorbell rang, she soon figured Margaux had forgotten something and went to the door, but ran into David, he had tears in his eyes and broke into the house abruptly holding his arms and begging her forgiveness, sheHe was briefly unresponsive, but walked away as fast as you can ask:
-David What the hell is going on?
-I never meant to cause you so much pain in Vic, please forgive me !
-David, Calm down and tell me what you mean ?!
-If I could go back, you did not deserve to go ...
-David! I'm getting scared and I demand an explanation!
-I Read the letter ... the letter you wrote me when I was pregnant!
He shot the words quickly and she froze not knowing what to do, had written that letter in the most difficult time of pregnancy and never imagined the courage to write so much about your feelings, logically the courage to quit when sending, but inexplicably failed destroy it, she was puzzled and asked slowly:
-Where ... where did you get ...?
-The Charlotte handed me this morning, I read and I ran over here, I ...
-And Where Charlotte managed?
-With Margaux, I think.
-How you had the courage to read this letter without my consent?
-Well, it was addressed to me!
-That's no excuse, if I did not send it because I did not want you to read!
-Excuse, but she gave me, I have read and forgive me ... Victoria!
- Forgive why, having read the letter or the rest?
-Why all Vic, I never felt like I feel now!
-And how do you feel?
-a Monster!
-Well, I felt like a lifetime David, and you only made things worse when I told you the truth the night that Daniel ...
-I regret so much, I did not know what really happened, did not know the truth about you!
-an Apology will not erase my pain, will not erase my loneliness, will not erase the pain I felt when her daughter threw me in the face that you planned to kill me!
-Victoria!
-I Missed David, very wrong with you for twenty years, but I never wanted his death, much less pretend my feelings for you!
-I Know.
-When You came back saying he had never stopped loving me I was so happy and it was a lie David, I was so fragile, Pascal had died that horrible way, I spent six months in a hospice, if you knew how horrible it is to be in a place like that ... my children six months away from them, knowing how much they needed me and how much should be angry and when you showed affection, love I gave myself to you I needed you!
-Vic ...
-I wanted to protect you while I felt safe at your side and you waiting for the moment to kill me!
-It was not so!
-Why did not you kill me in that warehouse the day he kidnapped me, why do you prolong my suffering?
-Because I did not want to kill you! All I wanted was you to be honest with me, but you just lied again, you almost made me kill my daughter and when it all accumulated in my head I felt so much hatred that all I wanted was to get you the same I did with Conrad!
They were silent, David automatically regretted having said that, but felt he should be honest, Victoria turned her back and went to the window, he went to her and touched her shoulder asking:
-Vic forgive myself, I should not have said that!
-All right, you were sincere!
-And The rest you forgive me?
-is Not a matter of forgiving David, because the problem is not anger, the problem is hurt and the hurt is so hard to beat!
-I know, I need you to tell me Victoria, I need to know about how it went, pregnancy, change, delivery!
-David ...
-please!
-It's Ok.
They went to the couch, Victoria took a deep breath without knowing exactly how to start, David calmly watched waiting for his words, after some time she finally spoke:
-I was so frightened when he learned of the pregnancy and as you know I was looking for you, but you were with Natalie and was not very nice to me that night!
-But And the next day?
-After We saw the fires together and I told you that on to have paid off you do not kill me, I waited for you to come to me, but you did and I understood it as an end, you had already tried to invest in a new relationship nor cared about me then what to talk about the baby ?!
-Vic ...
-I only stayed here for Margaux, first because she was pregnant, then abortion, of course I knew I needed to leave and when his daughter destroyed my image on television considered the ideal time.
-I've been so hard on you when you came to me before I left!
-I Remember, know until that moment I thought about telling the truth, but ...
-The Was my fault, I was a thick, but still!
-Go To Paris was difficult, you know I cried the whole trip I knew from that moment was doing a terrible choice to separate my father's son, I felt my mother, but I do not want you to get me out of pity. When pregnancy began to get complicated I called Margaux, I realized I needed someone, she supported me, spent time there taking care of me, but then one night I passed out, she took me to the hospital, I was hospitalized a few days and that was when my doctor said it could be me or the baby!
Again silence prevailed, Victoria felt the tears flooding his eyes and at that moment David shook his hand, the encouraging continue, she took a deep breath and continued:
-I was so scared, but I could not, could not give it up, I loved both my baby and decided to take the risk, but I felt I needed you, I need your affection, your support and the baby needed you because I was afraid of not being there for him, David had moments that all I wanted was his embrace!
She had already left master with tears and he promptly pulled her into his arms, all the protection that can not give you in the past wanted to give him that time, but she pulled away and continued:
-After Writing the letter I thought so, so whether or not to send, but then I decided I could not would you go to Paris only feel obligated, and neither I nor my son deserved someone on our side out of pity!
-How you may have thought it? You can not imagine how much I thought about you all these months, I was wondering how you were, had met someone ... I was biting me jealous!
She managed to smile with the phrase, he also smiled and her eyes met intensely, she looked away and sighed before continuing:
-After Decide to keep the letter I struggled to regain my strength and move on, my first decision was to go back to using my maiden name, the last thing we wanted was our son being one Grayson!
-Thank you for that! Sorry to mess up again!
-Time Passed and everything was getting harder, when she was seven months the doctor decided to anticipate the birth, was the only way to save me and Henry and that's what he did, I only met him after four days he was so small, so fragile, but had her look, her features, I loved even more when I looked into his eyes, yet I was so afraid he would not survive, but he is strong and soon was already in Marry me!
-and Then?
-After Was easy, I started to believe that our lives would be perfect, I take care of him, he would be my joy, help me overcome all that I lost, of course it was hard for me to think of you, especially how much I was being selfish in not allowing you to meet Henry, but I've always been a little selfish!
-You Have never been selfish, things you went through gave you a self-preservation instinct that is natural, but you made the most unselfish thing in the world coming to save me after all!
-I Could not sit idly by if there was a small chance of helping you I would fight for it!
He smiled and walked stroking her face, ready to kiss her, but she pushed her chest and asked gently:
-Go away David.
-why?
-Our Conversation was difficult, I need some time alone!
-All right, thank you for telling me everything!
-It Was good to vent! Bye.
-Bye, stay well and give a kiss on Henry!
She nodded and followed him to the door, he went out and she closed the door, pressing his forehead against it, then went to the room and watched Henry sleeping, trying to forget David for some time.
David sat in the car for a long time reflecting on everything was a very complicated conversation but liberating for both and now he felt more comfortable with Victoria, but give him time to let demand it, take the time was now he understood perfectly and all I wanted was to repair their relationship naturally knew press Victoria was not a good idea.
How many revelations! Forgive the language errors and comment, comments are life!