A/N: Ummm my friend, the lovely Candice, finally poointed out to me that my last chapter didn't end where I said it did. I blame half of it on FF and half on my dodgy self beta-ing. So I'm so sorry about the way it ended and I've included the chunk of missing text at the beginning of this. I'd also love to thank the beautiful Jules for taking a look at this and giving me a few suggestions and corrections, love you mate. Anyways I'm so sorry for the long wait, but RL gets busy and I struggle to find the time to write some days. Thank you for all the lovely reviews and alerts. As always reviews are welcomed and appreciatted 3 Enjoy :)

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee :(

Warning: This story is rated M for a reason. There is smut in this chapter so for those not wanting to read that kinda thing, just skip the middle :)

Of meerkats and moving forward

Chapter 10

Dave pulled away and brushed away the tears still making their way down Sebastian's cheeks. "I'm so sorry." Seb hiccuped. "I didn't mean anything I said, I just wanted to hurt you."

A shadow passed over Dave's eyes. "Well, mission accomplished." He stepped away from Seb, who immediately felt cold. "What is your deal? What was all that stuff about Kurt? Or, what was it? Mctwinker or something?" Amusement added itself to the hurt and angry emotions playing across Dave's face.

"I just-I- I thought you were into Hummel or something..." Sebastian trailed off. Now that he said it out loud, it sounded kind of pathetic. Dave just raised his eyebrows. Apparently he thought it was a pathetic excuse too.

"No, I mean, after PFLAG with the way you two were acting I just-" Seb shrugged, struggling to keep his eyes trained on Dave's face. "Are you interested in him?"

"WHAT? Fuck no! I thought I made that pretty clear." Dave frowned. "Why would you care though, after all, I'm just some fat, closeted loser right? You'd never go for a peice of shit like me. Isn't that what you said?"

"Dave, I said I was sorry. I didn't mean any of that. I just- I thought you were into Kurt." Sebastian pleaded. "I've never done something like this before, and I'm scared. So I got angry and I lashed out." Seb looked down. He couldn't face anymore rejection.

"Scared of what?" Dave whispered, lifting Seb's chin up lightly so he could look him in the eye.

"Scared of my feelings. Scared of you rejecting me again." Seb whispered back. "I'm not the kind of guy people usually date."

"Neither am I." Dave smirked, brushing his thumb along Seb's jaw.

"Would you, maybe, want to date... Someone like me?" Sebastian could feel every part of his body trembling as Dave simply leaned closer, his lips soft and gentle on Sebastian's.

"Oh! Uhhh, sorry guys... I'm just gonna go-" Finn flailed for a moment- "Over here... Carry on."

Sebastian pulled himself away from the kiss with a glare. "Excuse me Sasquatch, we're a little busy here. If you could refrain from talking and just leave, that would be great thanks." He smirked.

"Seb, really?" Dave raised his eyebrows at him. Seb shrugged, they may know that he had a heart underneath it all now, didn't mean he wasn't still an ass. "Can't you just be nice to them?"

"And where's the fun in that, Davey dear? I like keeping them on their toes." He laughed, before eyeing Jimmy at the choir room door, squealing and fist pumping at the sight of Dave and Seb together. Sebastian rolled his eyes. Jimmy stuck his tongue out, before being dragged away by a smiling Alex. Sebastian shook his head, James was alright but fuck he was an idiot.

Dave laughed, heading back towards the choir room. "I gotta go back. I'm J and Alex's ride. Are you coming back in or...?"

"After that little display?" Sebastian raised his eyebrows. "I don't think so. You run along with your little friends Davey and I'll pick you up at six tomorrow." He smirked before turning around, ready to head out the door.

"Wait. What's at six tomorrow?" Dave asked, confused.

"Our first date David. Keep up please." He laughed before leaving the astonished boy behind.

...

Dave jumped as the doorbell rang downstairs, hearing his dads heavy footsteps as he headed to the door to answer it. He frantically went back to tearing apart his closet, looking for a shirt that would make him look half decent.

"David, your friend is here!" His dad called from downstairs. Dave groaned as he gave up the search, the outfit he had on would have to do now, he huffed and headed downstairs.

"Hello David." Sebastian smirked as the pair came into view. His smirk turning to his most charming smile as Paul karofsky turned to him with a narrow eyed look.

"So... What is the plan for tonight boys?" Paul turned to Dave with an odd look on his face.

"Just gonna hang out I guess." Dave shrugged. He wasn't sure what to say anymore.

"I was thinking of going to see this movie I've been dying to watch. None of my other friends were keen to go, so Dave here offered." Seb smiled gesturing to him.

"Well, you boys have fun." Paul waved Seb off and turned to David. "David, after the trouble that happened last time you went out, I'm placing a lot of trust in you tonight okay?" Dave nodded. "So I want you to check in every hour okay." Dave nodded again. "And here-" He handed Dave an extra fifty dollars. "Just incase okay. Sebastian might want dinner first or something." Dave gave his dad a confused look before thanking him and hugging him goodbye.

...

"I can't go out there." Dave stated as they pulled into the Westerville local cinema. "I'm sorry, but I can't go out there."

Sebastian turned to him, one eyebrow raised. "I'm the hottest guy here. Who wouldn't want to be seen with me?" He smirked.

"That's half my footy team out the front Seb." Dave slouched in his seat, trying and failing to hide his massive bulk.

"Oh." Seb's face fell. "I figured we'd be safe out here. Be far enough from Lima." Sebastian started his car again and left the parking lot again.

"Seb, I'm so sorry." Dave hung his head. "I'm just not ready for all of that." Dave jumped as Sebastian's hand reached over to squeeze his knee.

"Hey, I wasn't always out Davey... I understand and it's fine. I'll just make other arrangements." Sebastian's beautiful smile turned into his signature smirk. No good thing came from that smirk.

...

Sebastian strolled into Dalton Academy like he owned the place, Dave shuffling in behind him. Out of all the boys they walked past, Dave noticed not one smiled or waved at Seb. Did the boy have any friends? So far he didn't recall ever seeing him with anyone. That saddened him. Deep down, deep deep down, Sebastian was a good guy. Dave felt awful at how lonely he must feel, something he could imagine all to well.

The larger boy looked around, finally taking in how HUGE the school was. How the students didn't get lost all the time was beyond him. Sebastian had taken him down so many corridors, they all blended together to look the same. Dave feared walking the halls alone. He'd never get out.

Sebastian finally came upon a door, which he proceeded to throw open and stalk in. "OUT! Get out!" Sebastian announced to the room. On closer inspection, as Dave walked in, he saw another boy, obviously Seb's roommate, sitting on a bed, papers strewn all around him.

"But, I'm trying to study." They boy said with a frown. "I have a massive test tomorrow. My marks on it go towards my final grades." The boy whined.

"Fascinating." Sebastian smiled. "Out!" The boy stormed out in a huff.

"You didn't have to be so rude dude." Dave murmured. He kinda felt bad for the poor kid.

"That wasn't rude, Davey dear. Rude would have been throwing him and his papers out the door." Sebastian smirked. "I left him with his dignity this time."

This time? How many boys had Sebastian had in his r-

"And stop that train of thought David, I do not bring boys back here. I just like my alone time." Dave raised an eyebrow. Since when could he read minds?

"So." Sebastian plopped himself infront of his mammoth dvd shelf that stood beside his equally huge flat screen tv. "What would you like as background noise while we make out?" Sebastian threw Dave a cheeky grin as the larger boy groaned.

"27 dresses? I just love Katherine Heigl." Dave simpered.

"I ju- are you fucking kidding me right now?" Seb gaped at Dave before the older boy burst out laughing.

"Pick whatever you want. I'll watch just about anything." Sebastian smiled at Dave. He couldn't get enough of Sebastian's smiles. When they were genuine, no snark behind them, his whole face lit up, high lighting all his beautiful features.

He watched as Sebastian bent forward to grab the dvd off the shelf, his perfect ass up in the air, most likely on purpose. Seb made a big show of bending over to put the dvd in, wiggling his butt around. Dave found his pants were becoming a little uncomfortable. But he couldn't tear his eyes away.

And that's how they ended up watching anything but 27 dresses.

...

Laying cuddled on Sebastian's bed, Dave didn't even get a chance to find out what movie it was before Sebastian was on him, kissing him with a gentle need. As nervous as Dave was he no longer had the restraint to say no. He wanted Sebastian, and embarrassingly enough, the evidence was obvious.

Sebastian's hand creeping under his shirt had Dave instantly tensing and sucking in his stomach. Sebastian pulled away from the kiss immediately, Dave opening his eyes to find Seb looking back at him worriedly.

"You okay? We can stop if you're not ready. It's no rush." The sincere way in which Seb said it had Dave pulling the boy back into a heated kiss.

With shaking hands, Dave slowly moved them from the smaller boys shoulders, down his sides and under his shirt, dragging it up and off slowly. Sebastian smirked as Dave gasped. He'd seen naked guys plenty of times before in the locker rooms and... Movies... But he'd never allowed himself to openly look and take in what he was seeing. And never had he had the chance to touch, to run his fingers down taut abs and strong back muscles. Dave laughed softly as Sebastian shivered, Dave running soft fingertips over his nipple, causing it to harden.

He tensed again as he felt Sebastian's fingers skim under his shirt, running up his sides and back down along his belly. Before lifting it off Sebastian caught Dave's eyes, silently asking for permission. Instead of answering, Dave lifted it off himself, blushing as he watched Seb take in the sight of him.

Whatever insecurities Dave had about his body vanished as Sebastian growled out his next words. "Fuck you're hot." Before smashing his lips against Dave's in a hungry kiss.

Dave grunted out in suprise as Sebastian ground his hips into Dave's, causing sparks of pleasure to rush through his lower regions. He couldn't help but grasp the smaller boys ass tightly in both hands, pressing him down further, causing a small gasp of suprise to come from Seb before he moaned.

Dave was enjoying the feeling of Sebastian laying open mouthed kisses along his jaw and neck when he finally realised the boys hands were on his zipper, slowly lowering it and flinched, pulling back immediately.

"I'm not- I'm not ready for... I don't want to have sex yet, I'm not ready." Dave looked down, embarrassed at sounding like such a prude.

"Hey, Davey it's okay." Seb held his hand against Dave's jaw, running his thumb along his bottom lip. "I was just hoping to show you, just, something enjoyable. Just to show you how I feel. We can just watch the movie if you like? Honestly, I'm fine with waiting. No pressure." Sebastian's smile was so genuine, showed how much he truly cared for Dave, that Dave's apprehensions slowly faded. His nerves were still there, they weren't going anywhere, but he trusted Seb and he wanted to do this.

Steeling himself, he slowly lowered Seb's hand back down to his zipper, prompting the boy into resuming his previous activity. After successfully undoing Dave's pants, Seb slowly lowered them, flinging them behind him once completely off. As Seb began to move back on top of Dave, he put a hand up, slowly dragging it down Seb's solid abs and began undoing his pants. Hands trembling, it wasn't an easy task, but he finally got them undone and started tugging them down, Seb helping.

Seeing the boy in only his tight boxers, Dave couldn't help running his hands all over his body. This was his first chance to properly explore another man's body, and he was gonna use it to his full advantage. Down his strong shoulders and ticklish sides, along his stomach, across his prominent bulge- where Dave lingered curiously- and down his solid thighs, causing Seb to shiver again.

Finally getting the nerves up to look the other boy in the eye, Dave saw nothing but full blown lust, and pulled Seb back down, wanting to cover himself in the other boy, grinding his groin roughly into Seb's, causing them both to moan.

"Do you trust me?" Sebastian murmured, focusing his eyes on Dave. Dave could no longer find his voice and just nodded.

He grit his teeth and forgot to breathe for a moment as Seb kissed his way down Dave's chest, stopping at the waistband of his boxer shorts, before hooking his fingers under them and dragging them down. Dave had never felt more vulnerable, more exposed in his life. Laying naked in front of the boy he liked? Loved? A boy who had seen many a finely sculpted body was now staring hungrily at Dave's. It was a hard thing to wrap his head around, but Sebastian was doing a good job at distracting Dave from any thoughts except one, Sebastian.

His breathes were short and shallow as he felt Seb kissing along his hip bone and down his inner thigh, sensations he'd never felt before. He looked down at Seb as he felt the boy stop lathering his body in kisses. Seb looked up at him with a smirk before taking Dave's aching erection into his mouth as far as he could.

Dave flinched at the sudden hot, wet feeling engulfing his length. He tried staying as still as possible for Sebastian's sake, but the sounds coming from the other boys throat was not helping. Sebastian had one hand tightly gripped on Dave's hip, stopping him from thrusting up, the other fondling his balls, not helping Dave in the slightest.

Dave tried to keep his mind off the sensations Sebastian's tongue was creating, wanting to last as long as possible, but soon the familiar tight feeling in his stomach was upon him and he desperatly tried to pull Sebastian away. The boy refused to move, doubling his efforts on the task at hand. And before Dave could grunt out a warning, he was coming hard, the waves of pleasure crashing over him, Seb taking all he gave.

Sebastian crawled his way up Dave's body, kissing every inch of skin he could reach, before pulling Dave into a strong heated kiss. Dave wrinkled his nose at the foreign taste of Seb's mouth, before he realised he was tasting himself. The thought kind of excited him. Dave flipped him onto his back, catching the boy off guard. He grinned down at Seb before awkwardly kissing his way down his body, stopping at the waistband of his boxers. Finally gathering all his courage, Dave slowly lowered the offending undergarment, resulting in his first view of Sebastian Smythe in all his glory.

Dave must have hesitated to long as he felt gentle fingers run through his short hair. "You don't have to do anything you don't want Davey. I didn't expect anything in return, just wanted you to feel good." Seb murmured.

Dave shook his head. "I've jus- I've never done this before." Dave swallowed hard. "I just don't wanna dissapoint you too much." He muttered nervously.

"Hey, listen to me. You could never dissapoint me Dave. Dissapointing people is my job."

Dave rolled his eyes at that before slowly reaching out for Sebastian's hard, leaking member. He gave it a few soft strokes, before slowly covering it with his mouth. Dave took in the strange, but not unpleasant taste, the musky, manly smell. He liked it, alot. His first try at taking it all in had him gagging as it hit the back of his throat unexpectedly.

"R-relax baby." Sebastian groaned. "You're doing good okay."

Dave highly doubted that, but took his advice and took it into his mouth more slowly. Licking his way up and down Seb's shaft gently before sucking on it experimentadly. Sebastian arched his back off the bed, hands fisting the sheets as he tried to keep himself from shoving down into Dave's throat. Dave appreciated that. Those reactions gave Dave a little more confidence and he picked up the pace, bobbing his head, alternating between sucking and licking his way along Sebastian's hot length.

"F-fuck Dave, i's good, so good." Sebastian moaned. Dave blushed as he failed to smirk around Sebastian's cock. "K-keep going, yeah fuck."

Dave gagged a few more times in his efforts to go a little harder. He just wanted to please Sebastian. He wrapped his hand around the base of the other boys length and started stroking in rhythm with his mouth. He found it easier that way, and continued to do his best to lick and suck every inch of Sebastian he could take.

"I'm gonna- F-fuck Dave I'm gonna come." Sebastian grunted. Dave continued sucking, doing his best to swallow down everything Sebastian gave him. It wasn't the most pleasant tasting thing Dave had ever experienced, but it was all Seb, and he could get used to it.

...

Dave made his way up the bed, slumping beside Seb who immediately curled himself into Dave's chest, Dave kissing the top of his head a few times before Seb looked up and drew Dave into a slow, deep kiss. "That was nice." Sebastian whispered with a lazy smile.

"I-I'm sorry it wasn't very good. Never done that before." Dave blushed.

"Mmph, fuck Dave, that was plenty good trust me." Sebastian laughed, nuzzling into his neck.

Dave looked up as the loud noises of the tv finally registered to him. Ahh, he thought, Fast and the Furious.

...

After laying around talking and giggling, Sebastian decided he was craving junk food, so the two boys straightened themselves up and headed through the vast maze of Dalton Academy.

Passing by what looked like a common room, Dave heard someone shouting. Turning around, he saw an angry looking boy, around his age, heading straight towards them. dave instinctually stepped infront of Seb. "HEY! What the fuck do you think you're doing bringing this asshole here?" He shouted at Seb. Dave grit his teeth, trying to keep his temper in check.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Sebastian sneered, obviously not sorry at all. "I didn't realise I needed to ask you permission. I'll make sure to remember that next time. Goodbye now." Seb made a shooing motion.

The boy turned to Dave with a glare. "I used to play footy against you. Mckinley high Titan's arrogant, fat right guard. Homophobic, asshole bully." The boy sneered. "Predictable though, just another coward. Heard you'd died though?" His smile was not a nice one. Dave felt his stomach drop at that. "Better luck next time." The boy laughed nastily, before stalking back into the room, Seb in a rage, running after him.

Dave didn't wait to see the fall out. He did what he always did. He ran.

...

He made it as far as the front gates of Dalton, before realising he didn't know how to get home and just how far Dalton was from Lima. Luckily he was saved the trouble of walking by Seb flying up behind him in his car.

"Dave!" The other boy shouted, jumping out of his car and running at Dave, hugging him tightly. "Come on man, get in the car." Dave followed him.

...

"You wanna talk about what just happened?" Seb asked quietly once they'd left Dalton far behind.

"Not really." Dave shook his head. "Not yet." He whispered.

"Yeah alright." Seb wrapped his hand around Dave's gently, brushing his thumb along his knuckles. "I'm always here for you if you ever need to talk though, okay?" Dave nodded and shot the boy a small smile. Maybe when he had the courage he would tell him. Maybe then Seb would feel safe enough to start talking back too.