Sorry for the long time between updates, I have had mega writers block, and working a 6 day week averaging at 48 hours a week- there isnt much time left for writting. this chapter is here really to break up the patten i had been falling in to, I want to get the story moving a little bit- but also not move itso fast its rushed. well happy reading- oh and comment please!

Diseny owns your soul. And the man who walks round the thyme parks in a micky mouse suit is a lesson to us all as to why we stay on at college!

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I shall not call this a diary for I know it isn't one. But with all the time spent with Kim possible in her state I feel I need to write down some of my feelings, as I am unable to express them aloud.

I feel she is adjusting better to her new environment than I. She has asked few questions that I have been unable to answer and if I have been unable I have dealt with the question any way.

Oh heck! Who am I kidding? I am a coward I can't look at my self and not think of the horror Kim must be feeling. Yet with all this I still cant bring my self to tell her the truth of her condition. Every time I think about it I feel disperse for her, I don't know how she will react to such a physical set back.

I know I should have done the right thing and taken her to the authorities when I found he r in that building. Yet a part of me was unable to do that- and not just because I would have been taken by the police-. And its not like they could have looked after her any better than me.

Things are a real mess aren't they? I have got a world hero in my care; I am a villain and wanted all over the world. She is never going to see again, and I am going to have to grow a spine and tell her eventually. But then what happens to Kim? As far as the world is concerned she is dead, saying that they think I am too. How can she just walk out of here? Where can she go with out me being in the worst trouble ever?

And to make matters worst- I am starting to feel a form of friendship towards the child, oh hell this is complicated!

Shego laid down the pen she had used to write down a few of her jumbled thoughts. She turned off the light and settled down in her sleeping bag that was on the floor- Kim had the only bed.

"Night princess" Shego whispered to the silent room. Then she fell asleep fast.

Once Kim heard the sound of Shego's change in breathing, she turned over on the bed.

"Night Shego" se replied quietly to the room. Yet she didn't fall asleep yet- she couldn't, she had some thinking to do.

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well thats it for another short update. Next one soon I promise!