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Rachel's pov
I have been in the hospital for 2 days with alot of visitors asking alot of questions main question was 'why would you do this? 'And I told them the same reason other people do it their depressed and it's only pain we can control .
The most painful thing was Finn cheating i don't understand he if he did love me or care about me then why did he played
with me like a toy . He says he's in love with me if that was true then why isn't here in middle of me thinking i hear a knock at the door .
"Come in " I yelled while sitting up in the bed when the door opened Finn appeared
" Hey Rach "he said with a sad look
" What are you doing here "
" I want to see if you were ok "
" why would you care "
" Rachel you know I am so sorry for what i did "
"No your not because If you were then you would of told me instead of Quinn you're just sorry you got caught !"
" No I'm truly sorry Rach if it could go back then I would i know we only dated for a few days but it felt like year i love you Rachel and if you give me a second chance then I will never neglect or break your trust again please forgive me "
" okay but this is your last chance and I want you to stop talking to aamber for now until we get the trust and loyalty back in our relationship and at least two sessions with my therapist can you at do these things for us please "
" I'll do anything for us so when is the first therapy session "
" In an hour I'm being discharge so after I get ready and we leave , we can go straight there "
" okay good " an hour went by fast before I knew it the nurse came in the room telling me I could leave now I quickly packed and got ready then me and Finn got in the car and drove to therapy after a few minutes we were there .we were a few minutes late though so we just went straight to her office and took a sit .
" Hi Rachel I haven't seen you in days ,who is this " Dr. Taylor said looking at Finn
" Hi Dr. Taylor this is my boyfriend Finn Hudson and the reason I haven't been here in a while is because I was in the hospital for cutting my wrist "
" Rachel why would you do that ? what lead to cutting "
" I guess when Finn cheated it hurt me it was the last draw for me "
"At that moment how did it feel "
"It felt like he didn't care, like i was just a toy he played with , like I was nothing to him and everybody else "
"okay now Finn is that what Rachel is to you "
"No Rachel mean alot to me if she died because of my stupid mistakes i would never forgive myself for it "
" okay Rachel how do you feel about Finn "
" I love him before he even noticed me that why I was so hard to hear he cheated"
"okay besides trust what is your other problems in your relationship "
" communication and loyalty "
"okay Rachel for what reason "
" It's because after what happened how do I know he's not going to do it again and if he has a problem in our relationship i want him to be able to come to me and if i have a problem i'll talk to him "
" okay Finn how do you feel about that "
"I feel like we should work on our trust and loyalty and communication if this relationship is going to work and I do believe it is worth working on "
" okay Finn what is one change your wiwilling to make "
" I'm willing to stop talking to Quinn and Amber just because they are toxic to my relationship "
" And Rachel what do you feel about that "
" I feel Finn is determined to fix us and I love it because it provides he cares about me and loves me "
" What do you guys hope to accomplish in therapy "
" I hope we it makes our relationship grow stronger than it is "
" Okay guys time is up i want you guys to see me two more times after this "
" Okay Dr. Taylor nice meeting you "
" Bye Dr. Taylor see you next week " After we left the office we went for frozen yogurt and Finn drove me to puck house we decided it will move back with him sometime this week once I got in the house Noah and Santana rush to me and hugged me .
" hey Rach sorry we couldn't get you from the hospital who pick you up " Noah said as they released me
" It's okay Finn pick me up and we talked and we're back together "
" That great but if there's anything wrong remember we're for you okay "
" I know that now i love you guys "
" we were about to watch a movie you wanna join "
"okay but I have a question ,what is going on with you two are you dating again "
" No just friends " puck said
" saying of dating i have to tell you guys something so sit "
"okay what's wrong sis "
" Nothing really but I'm gay"
" I'm happy for you Santana so you have someone in mind "
" yeah britt "
" when you two make out can I watch " Noah said with a smirk
" your a pig " we both said throwing pillows at him the rest of the night was us eating, watch 21 jump start and suicide squad then we fell asleep
Sorry it took so long to update but here it is i hope you enjoyed remember to give feedback bye for now