I am so very very very very VERY! Sorry that I haven't updated this since what August? I have honestly been super Busy since then. It was my first year of college and I was just getting used to being so far from home and my friends. And When I got used to things I would have piles of homework, and when I didn't have homework I was out and about most of the time.

I haven't been on fan fiction to much either reading stories here and there, But I am now on Holidays for Three weeks and will be posting as much as I possibly can. I know I have requests to do too and don't worry they will be completed but since it's the holidays I think I`m going to do some Christmas one-shots. And yours will probably be posted after Christmas.

I`m back now and I hope You all will still read this and that I am forgiven, if I am not forgiven well then you're a jackass. JOKES! I am still really sorry I left this for so long though. And for next semester I will focus my writing for every Sunday so I won`t leave you this time for another whole semester.

Thanks To..

CheekyBrunette

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Logan Henderson Is Mine

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For The Reviews!

Kendall burst through the front doors of his school and bounded down the front steps cheerful as ever. It was finally Christmas break, which meant no homework, no teachers, no getting up early, It would just be him, his sister, his mom, and his friends for the next couple of weeks playing hockey, decorating, Christmas shopping and anything but school.

Kendall waiting at the bottom of the steps for his friends they would all usually leave the school at the same time especially since Logan managed to find trouble between his locker and the front door, Carlos would somehow get distracted by something and James would talk to whatever girls that were still hanging around the school, and it was usually Kendall`s job to make sure they left since that was all he wanted to do but once the dismissal bell rang all three of his friends had instantly disappeared.

Now Kendall was waiting in the cold watching the school buses leave and the last of the kids who usually walked home leave the school, He even caught a few teachers getting in their cars and driving home eager to get to their families for the Christmas break.

Kendall pulled out his cell phone quickly dialling James Number.

"Hey This is James leave a message."

Hanging up Kendall Dialled Logan`s number.

"This is Logan Mitchell leave your name and number and I`ll get back to you as soon as I can."

Groaning Kendall Punched in Carlos Number.

"Hey!"

"Finally Carlos its Kendall whe-"

"Psych! Leave a message."

Kendall mentally slapped himself he fell for that stupid message every single time.

Kendall debated if he should or shouldn't go in the school and look for his friends. For all he know they could of left already but that wasn't very likely since they always walked home together, but maybe they dec-.

Kendall`s thoughts were broken when he felt something cold and wet hit him in the back of the head. Whipping around Kendall could see Carlos and Logan doubled over in laughter while James was standing beside them rolling his eyes but a tiny smile visible on his face.

"What the-?" Kendall started only to be interrupted by another snowball to his face.

Kendall growled and dropped his backpack and quickly made a snowball whipping it in the direction of the laughter his full intent of hitting either Logan Or Carlos with the ball of snow. But instead aimed it towards James head.

James stared shocked for a second before reaching up and wiping the wet snow from his hair.

"Kendall My hair!" James shouted while Carlos and Logan howled with more laughter.

"I meant to hit one of them!" Kendall yelled defensively pointing a finger at Logan and Carlos.

James glared at his two friends. "You two are so immature!"

Logan and Carlos stopping laughing for a second before glancing at one another and losing it once again. James glared at the two and grabbed a handful of snow, not bothering to pat it into a ball but instead whipped the pile at Logan and Carlos.

The two quit laughing and stood in shock whipping their heads to shake the snow out of it and grinned at each other before diving at James and making all the three of them tumble to the ground.

James cried out shoving Logan and Carlos off of him.

"Kendall quit standing there grinning like that and help me."

Kendall shook his head and grabbed two separate piles of snow and walking over and pulling Logan`s and Carlo`s hoods back and shoving the snow down their backs. Making the two jump off James and wither around on the ground.

James quickly scrambled off the ground and tried to make himself presentable again, rolling his eyes at Carlos and Logan who were now just laying in the snow breathing heavily and giggling.

Kendall helped Carlos and Logan up. Carlos grinned at James glaring face and patted his back walking past him to grab his fallen back pack. Logan smiled weakly at James face watching as James face didn't even falter from glaring.

Logan frowned. "Sorry James."

James face softened, before grinning and grabbing Logan in a headlock ruffling his hair. " Yeah you better be."

"Can we leave now?" Asked Kendall impatiently.

All three boys nodded their heads and headed towards their homes.

"What are you guys doing tonight?" Kendall asked.

"Decorating the house with the family." Carlos answered excitedly.

"I`m going to do some Christmas shopping with dad." James replied still playing with his wet hair.

" Nothing." Logan admitted. Before quickly asking Kendall what he was doing.

"Decorating too."

All three boys quickly asked Logan if he wanted to help them decorate or go shopping and Logan politely declined all three. During the year Logan usually didn't have any problem joining his friends family, But he always made sure to let them have Christmas with their own families, He would never feel right if he invaded that time.

James house was always first when walking home, he quickly said goodbye to his friends telling them he will see them probably over the weekend and asked Logan once more if he wanted to go Christmas shopping to which Logan declined.

After James was Carlos house who also once again asked Logan if he wanted to decorate with him and his family and Logan of course said no.

Once they reached Kendall`s Logan said he`d see him later but not before Kendall stopped him.

"Arent you coming in?"

Logan shook his head confused "Your helping your family decorate today."

"Yeah I know and you`re going to help." Kendall declared.

"Kendall No, I told you besides I have things to do."

Kendall rolled his eyes " I thought you were just saying no so you wouldn't hurt James and Carlos feelings about choosing me over them."

Logan raised his eyebrow with a really? Look.

"Besides what things do you have to do. Its break, we have no homework, and you said yesterday your dad was in New York."

Logan went silent the gears in his brain turning on a good excuse.

Kendall nodded. " Exactly. Lets go." Pulling Logan`s coat sleeve.

Logan pulled back. " Kendall no. It's the holidays you should spend it with your family."

"What are you and your dad doing for Christmas?"

Logan shrugged his shoulders not meeting Kendall`s eyes.

"Logan come on your practically family anyways my mom loves you, Katie likes you, and your practically my little brother already."

Logan looked towards Kendall`s house. " Are you sure?"

Kendall laughed "Yes! Now come on we got lots to do."

The two boys entered Kendall`s house which smelt like gingerbread already. " Mom I`m home!" Kendall shouted kicking off his shoes anywhere while Logan placed his neatly against the wall.

"Hey honey, Katie`s in the basement already bringing things up. Oh hello Logan." Said Jennifer Knight smiling in surprise.

"Hey Mrs. Knight."

"Logan`s going to help us decorate." Kendall announced.

Logan glared at his best friend. " If that's okay with you?" Logan asked warily.

Mrs. Knight Smiled " Of course! Your welcomed to join us Logan."

Logan smiled relieved. No matter what He always thought that one of these days his friends parents would get sick of him always being around their houses. I mean His dad does, so why wouldn't his friends parents think the same thing right? Logan suspected that they knew how little Mr. Mitchell was really around they just didn't know what went on behind closed doors. There were things that sometimes happened when Mr. Mitchell was around that Logan would never tell, Not even to Kendall, James, and Carlos. Some things were best kept a secret.

"Hey Logan !" Katie Greeted carrying a small box that said Christmas ornaments on it.

"Hey Katie." Logan smiled giving a small wave.

"Are you going to help us?" Asked Katie Putting the box beside the naked Christmas tree.

Logan nodded his head slowly Hoping that Kendall`s ten year old sister would be okay with him being here.

"Sweet. You're the most bearable one to be around out of you four sometimes. The rest are always crazy and bouncing off walls most of the time." Katie admitted.

"Thanks…I think." Logan replied.

"Logan dear can you help Kendall with the heavy boxes please theirs only two I think." Asked Mrs. Knight emptying things from the smaller boxes.

Logan nodded his head eager to please and took off towards the basement to grab a box with Kendall.

"So?" Kendall asked pulling one box out and looking for the other one.

"What?"

"What do you and your dad do on Christmas?" Said Kendall bringing up his earlier question.

Logan shrugged " We don't really do anything, Just a regular day really."

Kendall frowned and stopped looking for the other box to face Logan. "Seriously? You don't do anything?"

Logan shook his head confused at what the big deal was. Lots of people didn't celebrate Christmas didn't they? His dad had always said it was a waste of money and time.

"Not even a tree?"

"No, I mean He`s usually home for Christmas eve and day but he always just tells me to stay out of his way and not to make any sound. So I just hang out in my room reading a book usually." Logan replied casually.

Kendall frowned its concerned him sometimes how Logan took things so casually and normal as if there was nothing wrong with a father telling his son to stay away from him on Christmas day. It`s what made him easy to control and push around thought Kendall sadly, It`s how his dad taught him to be.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Kendall broke out of his thoughts. " Like what?"

"Like my puppy was just murdered in front of me."

Kendall shrugged spotting the box and grabbing. " I don't know what you`re talking about." And headed up the stairs.

Logan grabbed the other box mumbling under his breath " Weirdo." And followed Kendall up the stairs.

"Its crooked Mom." Katie pointed out watching her mother adjust the tree.

It was the last thing to do on their list, they had set up the Santa`s , Put the Garlands around the windows and stair cases, the lights were around the tree and around the garlands which Logan had trouble with since he kept getting everything tangled and mixed up that he declared he was just going to supervise Kendall, they had a small snow village set up above the fire place with each of their stockings hanging and a blank stocking for Logan that they find, which he was thrilled about. Now all that was left to do was decorate the Christmas tree.

"How`s this?" Asked Mrs. Knight.

Kendall and Logan agreed it looked good, While Katie stepped back inspecting it.

"Perfect!"Katie declared excitedly quickly heading over the box labelled ornaments and opening it up.

Kendall went over to join his sister Logan following behind him.

Logan went through the ornaments seeing all the different ones and the ones that clearly would mean a lot to the small family such as the ones as Katie and Kendall`s first Christmas, a ornament with a picture of the whole family including Kendall`s dad Tyler Knight, a Angel ornament with the date of his birth and death, and ones that were clearly made by Kendall and Katie throughout the years.

Logan wondered if he had any type of Christmas decorations hidden away in his house. He was sure he had celebrated Christmas before his mom left, It`s such a vague memory for him though he isn`t even sure if its real.

Logan reached into the box pulling out a Grinch ornament and smiling.

"That was Tyler`s favourite." Mrs. Knight spoke up smiling at Logan.

Logan could feel the whole families eyes on him now or at least on his hands where he held the ornament. Logan gently put the ornament back.

"I`m sorry I didn't mean to It was just there and I saw it and..I`m sorry." Logan finished lamely.

Mrs. Knight shook her head " Oh no dear its fine, You can go ahead and put it on the tree. The Grinch was Tyler`s favourite Christmas movie. That ornament originally came in a box of ten of them but over the years we kept accidently dropping them, or they would fall off the tree. But not that one after Tyler died it survived every drop."

Logan smiled looking at the ornament and handed it to Mrs. Knight. " You can put it on the tree."

Mrs. Knight smiled and gently took it from Logan`s hand and placed it on the tree.

The Four of them finished the rest of the tree. Before shutting the lights off and ordering a pizza and settling down to watch The Polar Express.

Kendall and Logan decided to spend the night in the living room so they could admire the lights that surrounded the house. Mrs. Knight lead Katie off to bed and kissed Kendall on the Head, and moved on to Logan who blushed in response.

"Hey Kendall?" Whispered Logan laying on the floor.

"Mhm?" Kendall replied staring at the bright tree.

"Thank you, For this, for making me come, I-I really had a lot of fun today."

Kendall smiled " Anytime Logie."

"Hey Kendall?"

"Yeah?"

"You don't think I upset your mom did you, about your dad?"

"No Christmas was his favourite holiday I think the fact it hasn't broke makes her think he`s the one keeping it safe. We Miss him but it gets easier." Kendall replied.

"Kendall?"

Kendall laughed "What?"

"Do you think.." Logan hesitated for a second.

"Do you think when you do this next year I can join you guys again?" Logan asked Unsure.

"Of course Logan. Your part of our family. Your welcomed to Join us for all the Christmas festivities including Christmas eve and day."

Logan smiled and was grateful for the offer but he couldn't invade them on Christmas day, it was their time as a family. And as much as Kendall said it He wasn't part of their family no matter how badly he wanted to be, He wasn't ever going to be, why would another family want him, when his own family didn't?

"Thanks Kendall."

Did you know you can bite your finger off as easily as you bite a carrot but your brain won`t allow you.

And there it is WOOHOO! I always seem to make my stories at the beginning really light hearted and fun and then make it kind of angsty, I can`t seem to help it. I have a thing for Angst, But who doesn't?

Review! And I`ll give you a nicely wrapped Ryan Gosling for Christmas..unless you're a dude than I`ll give you Megan Fox.