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Hii, thanks for reviewing and i am so sorry again about the three week wait! i feel really bad :( its kind of a filler but, hear is the long awaited chapter...

BPOV
I groaned as the stupid alarm woke me up. I picked it up and threw it across the room and put a pillow over my head. I think i only had about an hours sleep last night. I was tossing and turning for ages. All i could think about were the events of yesterday.

Luckily, when i got home from school, Renee was at Bed, bath and beyond, getting some things for the house; and charlie was at the station, so i was free to break down in peace. I ran straight to the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of coke, a bag of dorritos, and some ben and jerrys: Movie night!. i wrote my mom a note saying i wasnt feeling too good and to leave me in my room. Hopefully she would buy it and leave me alone. I just wanted to relax. No School, No Confusing adoption stuff, No Edward. But i couldnt stop thinking about him or the cullens. He reminded me so much of cedric in Harry Potter. And the girl in thirteen looked just like Rosalie. I turned thirteen off though, it was too depressing, so i decided something upbeat. Beauty and the Beast!

"Bella?" renee knocked on my door. "are you ok," i put on a crocky voice and answered.
"I dont know mom, i still feel sick," i sniffed hoping she buy it.
"Are you ok to go to school?" she asked coming in to my room. i shrugged, and she smiled at me. "Stay home bella, I'll be out today, but i will get rachel to make you some soup."

As soon as she left, i jumped out of bed and did a little dance. "No school, today! No cullens today!" i danced into the bathroom, and took a shower. By the time i put on a Black juicy coture tracksuit, and blow dried my hair, the house was empty.

There wasn't anything on tv, but cartoons. As, i was going through the channels i saw Arthur.! It was my favorite show as a kid and i was surprised that i remembered all the words to the theme song. And it dint take me long to jump up and down on the sofa singing:
"Youve got to listen to your heart, listen to the beat, listen to the rhythm, rhythm of the street, open up your eyes, open up your ears. Get together and make things better, by working together. Its a simple message, and it come from the heart, just believe in yourself, and that the place to start. And i say hey!"
"hey!?!" a voice came from behind me. I turned around and saw rachel there smiling. "A very good performance. Especially for a sick person."

"Erm, well i felt better and..." i tried really hards to think of an excuse, but came up blank. "Please dont tell my mom." Rachel laughed.
"I wont on one condition," she smiled and then sat down on the sofa next to me. "Why? your such a good student. you never cut school."
"its nothing," i mumbled.

"Cant i guess?" she asked with a big smile. thats what i loved about rachel, she was so young and cool, it was easy to get along with. i nodded. "its guy?" she guessed.
"Sort of," i wouldnt look her in the eye.
"Someone from your past?" she sounded like dr. Phil, and i had to hold back the giggles.
"Yes," i looked up at her a smiled. But that was all she need to see my eyes.
"Its a guy and a girl, maybe a few of them." she said, surly. "you used to now them, but then they broke your heart"
"No your wrong," i lied.
"And you have a BIG crush on the guy," she added quickly.

"I dont like edward!" i shouted.
"Ha, so its true!" Rachel jumped up and smiled smugly at me. I could feel the tears forming in my eyes, and before she could say anything else, i had lurched into my story.

"Well, before i was with renee and charlie i lived with the cullens, do you remember i told you about them once." she nodded "Well they are at my school, and i spoke to alice and shes as nice as i remember, and we spoke and became friends. I havent really spoke to the others, but they seem nice. It just edward, hes really hot by the way, he was nice and then i tried to kiss me, recognised me, then hated me. I dont get it." i sighed.

"Wow, your life is like something off the hills," Rachel said looking interested. i scowled at her. "So you like edward. and dont deny it." she said, a i was about to interrupt.
"Yes, but as i said, hes gorgous, he could never like me." i sighed.
"Well, as arthur said: its a simple message and i comes from the heart, just believe in yourself, and thats the place to start."
"That is the cheesiest advise i have ever heard." i said with a laugh.
"But its true. I have to go to the grocery store. Need anything?" she asked. i shook my head and she left.

I thought hard about what she said. And about the rest of the cullens. They were all beautiful, pale, cold, and looked the same as they did ten years ago. I typed into google Beautiful, pale and cold. there were so many results, but nothing i was looking for. 'Zazzle shirts, with "Pale is the new tan" on them. It was all the same. Modeling agencies, pictures, books ect.

I was about to give up, but on page nine i saw something. i was sure that beach near here 'La push' were quileutes. I clicked on it and gasped.

Native American Quileute legend suggests that they are descended of wolves. According to legend, a being known alternately as Dokibatt, K'wa'iti, the Trickster, the Transformer and The Changer (with the latter three titles at times embodying the previous two names) created the first Quileute from a wolf that he stumbled upon during his journeys. Dokibatt the Changer, or Transformer, who looms heavy in Pacific Northwest coastal mythology. Originally there were six native societies: for the fisherman, the elk hunter, the whale hunter, the weather predictor, the medicine man, and the warrior (the latter society performed the wolf dance). Quileute 'brothers' are pledged to protect La Push from their sworn enemies, The Cold Ones.

It was nothing suspicious, but i felt like i needed to do it. I typed into goggle. Cold One. But a suggestion came up Apotamkin.

The Apotamkin is a boheyman creature in native american mytholodgy. One interpretation of Apotamkin is that it is a myth used to instill fear into children from venturing into areas alone and without parental guidance. The Apotamkinis cold, pale and imensly beautiful, to draw in there pray.
The Apotamkin is sometimes considered to be a native Indian version of a vampire. There are different kinds of the Apotamkin around the world.

"The Apotamkin is sometimes considered to be a native Indian version of a vampire," i whispered. "Vampire,"

Ok, kind of boring. But necessary. And a bit too much like twilight for my liking, but it doesnt matter. Dramatic twist happening in TWO CHAPTERS!!!!! if you did not know Robert pattinson is in Harry potter and Nikki Reed (Rosalie) is in Thirteen. These websites are actually real. but with slight adjustment. Thanks for reading and review ellie grace xx