Date for the dance!
Hayner P.O.V
I'm going to ask Mako to the dance! Damn that boy is too irresistible. I need to ask him to the dance! I really need to take that boy to the dance! I go over to him, since he is away from that Roxas, bastard does my head in. Since he's alone, I can ask him before his bastard boyfriend Roxas comes back.
"Hello Hayner. Are you ok?"
He asks me such a question with an angelic expression on. He really is an Angel. So cute yet I want to bend him over and take him here and now. His ass must be tight. I'm pissed that Roxas has experienced that ass before me.
"Y-Yeah. Mako, I want to ask you something."
"Sure! What is it you want to ask me?"
Damn it! I can't say it now! Ugh, why is this so hard!? I'm so hard when I look at him. He's got the best butt after all. So cute and the way he walks just shows it off even more than everyone else does. Yet the best thing it that he doesn't even realize that he is even doing it most of the time.
"Mako...about the dance..."
"I helped organize it you know?"
He's so cute sometimes! Saying things like that with a cute head tilt! Of course I know Mako! You are cute!
"I certainly did know that. You have been doing a great job in the student council. But Mako, I want to ask you about the dance."
He tilts his cute head to the side again while I breathe unevenly. I can't form the words right. No, I will form the words right as I have to ask him eventually. I can't keep waiting forever.
"What about the dance? Its Friday you know?"
I'm going to have to do it now! I am so going to ask this boy to the dance and hope that he says yes so I can be with him during the dance! Even if the dance is a stupid school thing, it is the perfect time for me to get closer to him.
"I do know. Mako, I want to escort you to the dance on Friday. So, will you be my date?"
He looks taken back by my words. I hope he says yes, because that's what I want from that sexy assed boy. Take him on a date around the world. Take him wherever he wants. And then take him in his cute ass.
"Hayner I..."
"Are you saying yes!?"
I ask excitedly! However, my dreams are shot down with a simple movement of his head.
"I'm sorry. I'm going with Roxas. But, I will save you a dance if you want."
I hold my tears back and look away. Of course he's going with Roxas. That bastard is so lucky to have Mako and doesn't even know how lucky he is. Mako is an Angel and Roxas is a bastard Devil! I hate everything about Roxas! He has everything! The boyfriend, the friends, everything! He has Mako and I want him! Why can't I ever get the boy for a change!?
"...Whatever. See ya later."
I turn to leave, but a hand touches my shoulder.
"W-Wait! Hayner, Roxas is my boyfriend, so of course I'm going to be going with him. But we can still dance together. I promise to dance with you at the dance."
"...I don't care. ...Roxas...is your guy anyway. ...I'm not a guy you want anyway. I have other options Mako! Hmph. I was only asking you because I thought no one would ask you! I thought I'd pity you Mako!"
He jumps back a little and looks at me with teary eyes. Damn it! Ugh me and my stupid pride! I didn't want to see what he had done to me.
"...Why are you being so mean all of a sudden? I'm sorry, but I haven't done anything wrong. Hayner, I'm sure you'll find a guy to go with you."
"Sure, I have plenty of guys who want me anyway."
I say with a fake confidence. I don't have any other options. I don't want to go with anyone else, but I will find someone so I don't appear weak in front of Roxas and Mako. Hmph, they can go together happily because I will get someone who is sexier than Mako! No, that's not even possible as he is the cutest boy around.
"I-Is that so? Then, I'm happy for you! I'm sure someone like you can get a date easily!"
Me getting a date easily. Hmph, well I could get one I guess. I will get one!
"Y-Yeah...I have to go."
"Ok...see you later..."
With that I walk away while holding back tears. He doesn't need to see how this affected me. I don't know why he rejected me. I'm not so bad, am I? I gave him things, isn't that enough? I gave him lots of things, yet he doesn't want me? I can give him the world! What can Roxas give him!? Nothing! Roxas can't give him anything, yet Mako chose to be with Roxas, over me. Fucking bastard!
I walk into the cafeteria and go and sit with my friends once getting some food to eat. Pence and Olette. My only friends. The only ones I consider friends.
"Hey Hayner! How did it go?"
I adopt a fake happy look at Pence's question. It wasn't something I wish to experience again. Rejection. You offer a boy the world and he doesn't want it. He just wants to be with that fucking Roxas!
"It went...it just went."
"Ooh, so he said no?"
I nod at Olette. He said no to me, because he wants Roxas. I don't see why. Because Roxas was the first guy he saw!? He doesn't have the right to be with Mako!
"Yeah..."
"Well, Makoto doesn't know what he is losing. You'll find a guy to go to the dance with Hayner."
Pence's words tried to reassure me, however I'm not going to find someone else I want to go to the dance with. It is stupid. Stupid dance. It is just to raise money for the school anyway. You have to pay for drinks and admission and other things like that. It is cheap the stuff you buy, but it is apparently for a good cause, the school's teams mainly.
"Yeah...what about you two? Got any dates?"
They shake their heads. So, we three are dateless.
"Couldn't find a girl to go with."
"Couldn't find a guy who'd want someone like me."
Olette and Pence sound sad. Yeah, he couldn't get a guy and she couldn't get a girlfriend. Yeah, my friends are gay and lesbian after all. Maybe that's why we fit in so well. And even though Pence is gay, I'm not attracted to him, and that's not because he is slightly bigger than most people our age. We are just friends after all.
"Hey! Why don't we just go together!? Lets make a pact to go together!"
"Hmmmm, I second that Olette! What about you Hayner!?"
I smile and nod. There's no way I would want to go to anyone else anyway. Mako's got his guy, so I will just go with my friends!
"Sure. Lets go together!"
We share a laugh, but then I notice out of the corner of my eye that Mako has his arms around Roxas who has his arm draped around his shoulder. It sickens me that Roxas gets to do things like that with Mako.
"Hayner..."
"I know! I am not even thinking about him or his cute butt!"
"...I was going to say that we have gym next."
Gym, a class I'm good at. And, since Mako is in that class, I can see him in his underwear briefly. So beautiful. I'm so glad that we're in the same class. But, even then, Roxas and the others from our year are all in the same gym class. Maybe it is to do with some shit to promote cooperation between other classes.
"Oh, yeah. I guess we do have gym next."
"Ooh, that just means you can look at his little butt during gym. Even I like looking at Makoto's butt sometimes..."
I send a glare at Pence who waves his hands in front of his face. Even if he is gay, he can't look at Mako like he is his!
"Well, you gays can look at Makoto's ass all you want. I've got another girls breasts in mind."
"Yeah, Kairi's breasts you lesbian."
"No Hayner! I've gotten over her. She is really pretty but she isn't a lesbian. I've got my eyes set on Selphie."
Did she say Selphie!? That psycho! She's insane! She's actually insane! I'm sure she has mental problems, big ones!
""S-Selphie!?""
We ask desperately, she nods. She actually wants Selphie.
"Yeah...I dunno. She's crazy, yet that's really attractive. I like her insaneness. She can be nice. I would love it if she called me her petal."
Great, she's insane. She wants a nutcase like Selphie. Who'd want a Selphie anyway? Only the really insane would want Selphie after all. And that's even if they are like that crazy bitch Selphie!
"A-Anyway, lets eat quickly."
We nod and start eating. She wants Selphie the nutter. And Pence wants, I don't know who he wants actually. I know who I want. My sexy boy Mako who is sat on the lap of an ass hole.
Once finishing lunch we all head to the changing rooms and we split off from Olette. Once inside the changing rooms, I see the usual bastards. Maybe I should ask some of them to the dance, get someone to make it look like I'm not bothered that Mako doesn't want me.
I go over to Demyx. I'm sure that bastard doesn't have a date.
"Hey Demyx~"
"Ugh, what rich boy?"
I shake off an annoyed face and put on a sweet one.
"Hehe, you don't have a date to the dance, right? I'm sure we'd be able to get together and have some fun."
I winked at him. He rolls his eyes at me! Bastard!
"Sorry rich boy, I've already got a date with a sexy guy."
"Whatever. Hmph, I've got other options!"
"Whatever Hayner~ We already know that you've been rejected by Makoto~"
I narrow my eyes, but then smirk.
"Ooh, is that right? Then why was he sucking me off just before?"
"You are such a liar."
He said with a mocking tone. Now everyone is looking at me. Hmph, I'll tell a convincing lie.
"I'm not lying. Mako was on his knees begging for a treat. "Please Hayner! I want to suck your thing so much and to taste your naughty juices run down my throat!" He begged me to take his ass there and then! He even told me to finger his butt while he touched my erection and his own!"
As I go into detail about Mako being naughty, a flash of blonde catches my eye. When I looked, it was the teary eyes of Mako and the angry eyes of Roxas! Roxas, you can fuck off! But Mako...I upset him, I never meant to upset him.
"You fucking liar! How dare you say things about Mako like that you bastard!?"
Roxas charges at me but Mako gets inbetween us!
"Roxas! Please stop! Please don't fight. I don't like violence Roxas. It isn't worth it to fight like this."
Roxas growls and just nods in his direction. Mako then turns to me with tears streaming down his angelic face. Don't cry Mako! I never meant a single word!
"Hayner...you actually talk about being with me like that and me acting like that...and I thought you were a nice person. Way to prove me wrong Hayner."
Mako turned on his heels and ran away crying! I didn't mean to make him cry! I just didn't want to appear weak in front of these bastards! Shit!
"You stay away from Mako! Do you hear me Hayner!? You stay away from him, because the next time you say such vulgar things about him, I will kill you."
With that threat he left the area. Damn it! I never meant to do anything like that! Ugh! I'm such a fucking idiot! Everyone then started laughing at me! Fuck you bastards! Mako is the only one I care about right now!
...A few days later, Mako wont talk to me, and each time I try Roxas tries to punch me. Hmph, even I can't blame him this time. I said pretty disgusting things about him. Calling him a basic cock-whore and making out that he is actually a slut when that's the furthest thing from the truth.
He wont speak to me again. Hmph, I've failed to even bring that boy any happiness. All I brought was sadness. And that's something I never wanted to bring that guy. And I never even got to feel the inside of his butt.
It is the day of the dance. My friends both have dates. Selphie and Olette and Zexion and Pence. Hmph, I couldn't get anyone in the end. Even though I felt like shit, those friends of mine drag me along with them to the dance. I don't understand why they want me here. Roxas and Mako will be here.
Mako doesn't want to speak to me anymore. And I can't blame him either. He's...feeling betrayed by me. I've hurt him and there's nothing I can say that will make it better except for sorry and hope that works.
"Why...am I here?"
I mutter out. Olette looks at me with pity. Don't pity me damn it!
"Because it is the dance idiot. Even if you don't have a date, you should still come. And now that we are here, it doesn't mean you can't have fun."
"Fun? How am I having fun exactly? You've got dates, I don't."
"So? Even though we have dates, doesn't mean you can't have fun. Maybe if you see a lonely guy, you could ask him to dance?"
"...Maybe, go and have fun Olette."
She gives me a sad look before going over to Selphie. Those two are having the time of their lives while I'm sat to the sidelines. Even Zexion and Pence are having fun together while I'm just sat here.
I look around and see various people like Kairi and Riku. Namine and Xion and Wakka and Rikku. Even Yuna and Tidus are dancing together happily while laughing. I heard that Tidus was gay...hmmmm, I guess this is a friends thing. Paine is sat eating food to the side like I am...well, she's a creepy person to begin with. Hmph, well that's that then...no, I see Mako, Sora and Roxas dancing together. Having a laugh together.
Roxas then looks my way sharply before looking back at Mako. Yes, I realize what I did was wrong. I shouldn't of said such things about him. All of them where untrue yet I made him out to be the biggest slut around when he's a really sweet guy.
...An hour into this, I couldn't take it and was about to leave when someone came up to me. I looked up and saw the Angel Mako himself. He looks so cute in his tuxedo. He's such a cute guy after all.
"Hayner, I..."
"Mako! I am so sorry! I've been trying to tell you but I never could because you didn't want to know. I don't blame you for that. I shouldn't of said things about you like that. I honestly don't believe a single word I said that time. I don't, and never will think of you as a whore or a slut or anything like that."
"I-I see. Hayner, I wish you didn't say things like that about me..."
"I-I wont ever again. I just said them because everyone was making fun that you rejected my offer to take you here so I thought I would lie and say things like I did. I know it isn't really an excuse but I just want to offer you a sincere apology."
I bowed my head at him. But then he taps me on the head.
"Mako..."
"I forgive you Hayner. You seem like you mean it. Now remember what I said I would do while here?"
What he would do? I don't understand. What is he going to do right now?
"Hayner. Will you please dance with me?"
"Y-You'd dance with me? After I said such awful things?"
"You are a nice person Hayner. I can feel it. Sometimes you are a little naughty but I know you are a good person with good intentions. So please dance with me...hey, it is a slow song."
A...slow song. Meaning I have to hold him close to my body. He extends his hand which I take in my own. He helps me to my feet. We go to the dance floor where we start moving to the music. Our hips only slightly swaying. This is a little good at least.
"Why are you all the way over there?"
"...You want me closer?"
He nods and moves closer so our bodies are nearly touching. I can smell his hair from here. It seems like a meadow. It smells so good and he looks so beautiful right now.
"We should be closer than we were just then. It is a song where the dominant partner takes the submissive partner and holds them close to their bodies. That's how it works, isn't it?"
"Y-Yeah, but Roxas might be..."
"Let me handle Roxas. That's what I am good at after all. Hayner, hold me close, alright?"
I wrap an arm around him and take his a hand with my other hand. His head then rests on my chest as he wraps his other arm around my body. We are close right now. So very close.
"Mako..."
"Hayner's body is good right now. I can hear your heartbeat. Thump, thump, thump. It is really relaxing."
"Mako, thank you for dancing with me. After all the things I said, you shouldn't even speak to me but you are actually dancing with the idiot me. So...just thank you ok?"
"Hehe, of course. You've been nice to me. Christmas, remember? All those things. They were lovely. I wear that necklace you gave me everyday. I love Nigi as he is special to me. And everything else you have done. So, thank you for being nice to me."
He leans up and presses his lips to my cheek! Ooooooooooooooooooh! I just got a cheek kiss from Mako! I am never washing that cheek again. I will always remember this night!
"Hehehe, Hayner is excited because of a cheek kiss."
"W-Well, yes! Mako, you actually pressed your sweet lips to my cheek! I can't ever wash this cheek again!"
"Hehe, ok Hayner. That's a little weird. But being strange is what you are best at after all."
I'm best at being strange? Well that's ok with me! I can be strange after all! That's what I am best at!
Thank you for reading everyone! Until next time!
