Neither of them spoke as Logan carried James home, he was able to close the door with his foot before he took James to the living room and gently placed him on the sofa. James never removed his face from Fox's fur and still held his puppy in his arms; he didn't want to face the brunette so he just stood still as he carried him. He heard the sound of the door being opened and closed and felt a warm breeze a lot different from the outside chilly night air and felt a soft surface and footsteps. He didn't dare look up to know where he was no matter curious he was. Logan sighed when he realized James won't be talking to him any time soon, he sat next to him and wrapped his arms around him.
"James," he said softly hoping to catch his attention, he didn't move. "James."
No response.
"Listen James," he said. "I never intended to hurt you, I never wanted you to end up….what happened that night."
He still didn't respond.
"When you were gone, I was so devastated I was close to killing myself because I couldn't bear to live in this world without you." He tightened his hold on him, "I brought you back so we could have a second chance, when I saw you awake and breathing I…it's indescribable to have you back with me, together again, I've never been so happy in my life. I love you James and I'll do anything to make you happy and feel loved, as your friend and your lover."
Logan gazed at the younger male for any type of reaction, anything at all, but nothing. James wouldn't look up from hiding behind Fox; the brunette felt a wave of anger hit him when he saw the pup. He just poured his heart and soul to his true love, bringing him back from the dead only to be shut downed, hit, kicked, and having his heart break into little itsy bitsy tiny pieces, to have James hiding behind a small dog.
First successful experiment or not, that dog has got to go. He had been causing him nothing but misery, he was the main reason why James left him in the first place if the dog never got ran over they would have been married a long time ago. He was the reason why James won't speak to him, if he never showed James his original body, none of this would have happened. He was the reason why his relationship with James is such a mess leaving him to pick up the pieces to try to fix their broken love. With a harsh tug he took Fox from James's arms and began walking toward the basement.
James felt his heart ache in his chest, both from all of the pain Logan gave him and for loving him. There was one thing that will never be different from all of the shit he had been going through and that was his feelings for the brunette. He felt a shiver creep into his spine after hearing Logan's feelings toward him, the moment he first, or was it his second time? He met the brunette and he cared deeply about him, always being kind, sweet, and caring, whatever happened to the Logan he knew before he dealt with all of this? He wished things turned out differently then maybe they would have had a chance, but things won't ever be the same. Tears started to come out of his eyes after a moment of silence, he held his sobs in his throat, not wanting to confront him yet when suddenly Fox was yanked out of his arms. Worried, he looked up to see Logan holding Fox walking toward the hallway.
"W-where are you taking him?" he said with a strained voice from not being used since the incident in the forest and from too much crying.
"To the basement," he said with an angry tone. "So he won't bother us again."
James quickly grabbed his sleeve stopping him, "why? He's done nothing wrong."
The brunette shrugged him off and left the living room, he heard Fox whimper softly and quickly caught up to him, "please leave him alone Logan."
"I'll get you a new dog."
James's eyes widened when he realized his true intentions, he thought he was going to lock him alone in the basement as his punishment, not-, "No!" he wrapped his arms around Logan and hugged his back. "Please Logan don't kill him, he's the only family I have left in this life."
Before Logan opened his mouth to object, his breath hitched when he felt a pair of lips in the back of his neck, he closed his eyes at the touch and licked his lips at the touch, it felt so good.
"Please," he kissed Logan's neck again. James knew what he was doing could risk Fox's life, possibly his, but he had to try, Fox was the only connection he had to his old life and his only friend in the morgue. He has to do this for him. "Please."
Logan bit his lip to keep a groan from escaping his throat; the brunette knew James was trying to get him to stop from getting rid of the Alaskan Klee Klai through seduction. Before he could push him away he felt soft fingers touching his skin underneath his shirt, "Logan, please."
His hazed mind processed James's motive a whole different way, his logic screamed at him that it wasn't true to get back to what he was doing before James began touching him. He didn't know if it was for his own good or not, James won, in less than three seconds he placed Fox on the ground grabbed James's shoulder and slammed him against the wall attacking his lips.
James gasped when he felt his back hit against the wall, before he could breathe he felt something soft and wet furiously thrust in his mouth. He raised his arms to his chest and pushed, but the brunette quickly grabbed his wrists and pinned them above his head.
Logan pushed his body against his and when the need of air became too great he moved back and began kissing and biting his neck. James bit his lip from moaning, all of the dormant feelings he had with Logan came to life as there were flashes in his eyes as he saw himself and the brunette touching, kissing, and moaning in pleasure. Without thinking he thrust his hips forward hitting his pelvis creating a delicious friction as their clothed dicks rubbed together making them both moan.
"I want us to become one; James," he whispered in his hear before nibbling his lobe. "Let's make love together."
Logan swept James off his feet carrying him bridal style and walked up the stairs, the younger male, wrapped his arms around his neck in fright, he didn't want to have sex with him. He just wanted to distract him long enough to forget about killing Fox, this wasn't what he wanted.
He needed to figure out a way out of this, without provoking him. That thought quickly went out the window when Logan placed him back on his feet and kissed him again. The brunette gripped James's shirt and grabbed his ass with his other hand and squeezed making James moan. Logan quickly got rid of their shirts before he gently pushed James on the bed and straddled him; the brunette brushed his hand down the younger male's chest making him shiver.
He gently took his lips in his while his hands touched every skin on his torso before he placed his palms over his nipples and began to tweak and pinch them with his fingertips. James mouth went slack and moaned; he tangled his hands with Logan's hair and pulled making Logan pull back with a small pop.
James didn't want this, he really didn't, but it was getting more difficult to fight it the more he went along with it and his heart and body was begging for more. He gave out small gasps of pleasure as Logan slowly moved south kissing, biting, and licking his skin, before he reached his jeans.
He unbuckled them and pulled them down along with his boxers revealing his erected dick, James hissed at the slightly cool breeze hitting his cock while the brunette got rid of his shoes and socks before he took of his jeans. Logan did the same to his jeans and shoes and took a moment to savor James in all his naked glory, his toned muscles, his mouth watering torso, his luscious legs, and his six inch cock so thick he can barely wrap his hand around it, "you're so beautiful James."
James slightly squirmed under his gaze and quickly turned away, but couldn't help but gape at the Logan's large erected eight inch dick and let his eyes roam at the rest of his body, staring at his strong legs, his built upper body watching the muscles ripple under his skin making him want to taste it with his tongue. A moment later he gave out a surprise cry when he felt his manhood being engulfed in something wet and warm. He looked down to see Logan's intense gaze on him as he bobbed his head up and down his dick. James gripped the bed sheets underneath him when he felt something touch his slit, Logan mentally smirked at the withering male as he gave him a blowjob.
He moaned sending vibrations of pleasure to the tips of James's toes and fingers. The brunette gripped his hips to make sure James didn't thrust into his mouth as he hollowed his cheeks and took more of him in until he was deep throating. Again, James tangled his fingers in Logan's hair and gently tugged making him moan again. "Ah! Ah! Ah! Logan, ah! I-I-shit!"
James yelled when he felt the brunette's tongue swirl around his slit like a lollipop and took him in again. He gave out a scream of pleasure when he came in Logan's mouth, the brunette greedily took his juices and swallowed every drop before he pulled back with a small pop and licked his lips humming in ecstasy as his taste buds tingled from the taste.
He smirked when he saw James panting for breathe with a light sheet of sweat, James watched Logan with half lidded closed eyes as he crawled to him like a predator will toward its prey and began kissing him. James heard a few rustling noises and a small click, he parted to see the brunette holding a bottle of a clear gel like liquid and placing it in his fingers.
He furrowed his brows in confusion; he felt like he recognized the object, but couldn't quite grasp the name of it even though it was on the tip of his tongue. Logan suddenly began kissing him again and felt his hand spreading his legs, James gave out a surprise cry when he felt something warm and cool intruding his hole.
His body tensed and he scrunched his face in discomfort at the foreign feeling.
Logan gave a peck to his lips and whispered, "relax; it'll get better soon."
James now remembered what the liquid in the bottle was; it's lube, for quicker and easier insertion. Logan continued kissing him while pushing and pulling his finger and inserted a second digit, he swallowed James's groan and curled his fingers slightly trying to find his-
"Oh Fuck!" he threw his head back when he saw a flash of white across his vision and a wave of pleasure hit him. Wanting more, he began bucking his lips trying to get the brunette's fingers to go deeper and hit his sweet spot again, he moaned when he did and continued until Logan pulled away making James whimper.
Logan kissed his lips again and chuckled, "so impatient, you are always in a rush."
James whimpered again, "please Logan please." He never felt so desperate in his life; he needed to have him, both his body and his heart were screaming at him to let the Logan have his way with him, to fuck him until he couldn't remember how to say his name. In the deepest pit of his stomach he felt the need to release again, he needed to be taken, dominated, his blood rushed in his veins for what's to come in anticipation.
Logan situated himself between his legs and poured lube in his hands and bit his lip as he coated it on his dick. Afterwards he leaned forward and kissed him sweetly before he aligned his dick to his hole and slowly pushed in, James gasped and grasped the sheets tighter in his hands, "since this is your first time in your new body, I'll go slow."
James scrunched his face in pain as Logan entered slowly pushing in inch by inch until he was fully sheathed. Logan buried his face in the crook of the younger male's neck and gripped the sheets next to them, relishing the feel of the heat and tightness surrounding his dick and moaned. Meanwhile James was taking deep breathes as tears fell from his eyes, "L-Logan…i-it hurts," he said through clenched teeth.
Logan began rubbing his thigh and kissed his tears away in comfort, "I know James; try to relax and let me know when to move."
James never felt pain like this before; he vaguely remembered how his first time was and only focused more on the pleasure. However it is very difficult when you feel you are being nearly split into two and feel you have a giant hole that shouldn't be there at all. He felt soft touches on his thigh helping him relax a bit, he loosened his muscles slightly and took deep breathes calming himself. He felt the brunette above him shake slightly, he knew he was holding back for his sake, he knew Logan won't hurt him on purpose; this must be very agonizing for him, he didn't know if it was good or bad and decided not to think about it for now.
He took another breathe before he spoke quietly, "o-okay L-Logan."
"Are you sure?" he asked with a strain voice, his body tensed trying to hold back.
James nodded, "go."
Logan didn't need to be told twice; he slowly pulled back until the head of his dick was inside and slowly pushed back in. James whimpered, hot stings of pain traveled up his spine into his body, it really did hurt. Logan continued while kissing and nibbling his neck trying to make him feel good and offer him comfort, soon James's whimpers disappeared to small gasps of pleasure. The brunette quickened his pace as each of James's cries grew; he angled his hips slightly in every thrust trying to find his prostate.
James's eyes flashed white again, but this time the wave of pleasure was fifty times better than with his fingers. He threw his head back and screamed; his leg involuntary wrapped around his back making him go deeper and quickly took Logan's cheeks in his hands and kissed him, Logan moaned and continued his thrusts, feeling James's hands roam his body leaving a trail of fire in its wake.
The minute he felt pleasure course through him, memories started to come forth into his mind of everything that happened in the past hour. He felt a click in his mind when he was brought back to reality a bit, he was having sex with a mad man, the only reason he was having sex with him was to save Fox's life. Will he hurt him after their night together? He'll be all alone with only a crazy person to look out for him and make sure he stays in his life. No friends. No family. No Fox. If he doesn't kill himself surely the loneliness will, however there is no doubt in his mind that Logan won't waste any time resurrecting him again. If he did will he go through the nightmare again if he ever found out? Will Fox be with him? Will he remember him at all? Logan was able to change his memories; he'd done it once he will surely do it again. Will Logan act like this never happened?
There were too many things running through his mind, too many questions, too many thoughts, both in anger, worry, and pleasure. There is one thing he knows for sure, James hates him and loves him at the same time. He hated that he had to depend on him to live a life that wasn't worth living, he hated that his heart and body didn't' feel the same way.
Not wanting to think about his life, he threw caution into the wind and decided to just enjoy this moment. Giving in to the euphoria, giving in to his heart, giving in to Logan, by letting him take him, he could regret it later, right now he didn't want to think or remember.
He gripped his arms digging his nails into Logan's flesh as he was being fucked onto the bed, hard. Moaning, screaming, and begging for more against his neck, Logan smirked and gave in to his command bruising his hips as he held them tightly as he thrusts into his tight heat.
James looked up into the brunette and kissed him again, "f-faster, h-harder, ugh! Logan! Fuck! Make me yours!"
"I-I love you." Logan said staring deeply in his eyes.
"I l-love you t-too," James said through his foggy mind. He continued moaning and screaming as he felt wave after wave of pleasure hit him deep in his core, he placed his hands on his back and pulled him wanting more. Logan grabbed his other leg and placed it on his shoulder going deeper than before, the brunette savored being inside James feeling as if they were being made as a whole. He panted and moaned as they made love and continued until he felt James tense in his arms and watched his eyes roll to the back of his head. James's entire body lifted off the bed connecting with the brunette's when he felt a familiar sensation under his stomach and felt his toes curl and legs tightened around his waist.
"Logan!" he screamed and painted both of their abdomen's white as he came. He groaned and his eyes fluttered closed as he went lax in Logan's arms and gave out soft cries of pleasure as Logan continued hitting his prostate until he reached his peak and buried deep within James as he went over the edge, filling James to the brim. Logan fell on his elbows so he won't fall on top of James and kissed him sweetly eliciting a moan from the younger male. After slowly sliding his soft member out of him he fell on his side and pulled the covers around them then wrapped his arms around James bringing him close to his body.
He tilts James head and kisses him again; they both pull apart and gave him a loving smile as they looked into each other's eyes. "I love you James and I know you love me, I want to hear you say it again."
James quickly moved his gaze and laid his head on the pillow making sure Logan was unable to see the way his eyes sparkled when Logan said those three words. He forced himself not to say it back as sleep took over ignoring the painful stabs in his heart.
His smile disappeared as he watched his love turn away from him, he felt his chest tighten at his action and copied his actions laying his head on the pillow and kept him close. He wiped away the tear that fell from James' closed eyelids and watched him sleep until he too did the same.
Feeling cold James moved his arms to try to find the body of warmth only to bump into something soft and plushy. Slowly opening his eyes he realized he was back in the familiar darkness of his coffin, naked and alone. He felt a thick blanket on his legs and pulled it until he was buried underneath it and brought his legs to his chest and wrapped his arms around himself to try to gain warmth. Closing his watery eye he hoped sleep will come to make time go faster so the sun can go down to be back in Logan's arms, his horrible and lovely caretaker's arms and hope Fox will be there with him too.
THE END
Turned out I had only one chapter left for this story. It was fun while it lasted, I'm going to miss writing this story now I can go back to my other stories and make new ones too. Hope you like it and thank you to those who favorited, reviewed, and followed this story.
Also I will post a Alternative Ending as I planned so if you want to chech it out and review or just read it go right ahead. I will have it post later today if not most likely tomorrow.
Thanks for sticking around until the end.