Much love to my girls Mia Isabella Cullen, Xquisiteprodigy, Lvtwilight09, Reyes139, DreamoftheEndless. You girls rock my socks ;)


I am seated with some of our friends from high school.

I try to be friendly and join in the conversation, but my mind is elsewhere.

I focus on Bella and him and try to drown out the walk down memory lane.

I don't need to be reminded every damn minute just how much she loves him. It so damn obvious since she married him.

Great now they are each recounting their favorite memories of the happy couple.

I guess they can't tell their stories are slowly killing me.

I shake my head and reach for another glass of wine.

I should slow down on the alcohol, but it helps the pain


Did you know a happy couple in high school that you just knew they were it for each other? *Sigh* I used to think that was my ex and I. Together for 4 yrs, got engaged then told me we were too young to get married. Jerk actually married his 1st wife 2 months later who was 2 yrs younger than him!