Ch 11 BPOV

(The italic and italic bold two different parts of her subconscious. The bold is the doubting side and the plain italic is the positive side.)

I couldn't really make of what Edward just said, I know he said we could talk later but he said it so fast and he sounded scared like he didn't want to be near me. What do you care? I don't want him to hate me or anything. You don't even know him. But I want to get to know him, he seems so nice. They're always nice till they stab you in the back…or front. SHUT UP!! That's not going to happen again.

Great now I'm having conversations inside my head. I was thinking as I walked to my first class of the day, French. I don't really know why I chose to study French, I guess I just didn't want to be another one who took Spanish. I was walking to class in a daze thinking of Edward no stop thinking about him. Don't think about his bright green eyes, perfect smile, messy amber hair, or… stop!! I was falling for a guy I've known for a day, A DAY, and I couldn't get him out of my head!!

"BELLA WAIT UP!!" someone called from behind me. I turned to see Alice running down the hall; I slowed down so she could catch up. "Bella, why did you just take off like that? We always walk to first period together."

"I'm sorry Alice. I've just been thinking."

"Off in your own little world again?"

"You know me all to well," I said with a smile.

She really does, we tell each other everything no matter what. I should probably tell her about yesterday with a certain guy's lips. We walked into first period just as the last bell rang. I took my seat in the back and Alice took the one next to me. Ten minutes into the class a piece of paper flew onto my desk, no doubt it was from Alice. I opened it up to see it was from non other then…Alice, man do I know how to call them.

(Bold Alice, italic Bella)

Hey, this class is superbly boring and Mrs. Beackly as the most annoying voice EVER! X

I had to put a hand over my mouth so I wouldn't burst out laughing.

LMAO!! It really is and OMG you're sooo right she does!

I folded it up and tossed it back to her.

Sooo… what's new with you Bells?

…..Nothing Much. You?

Oh don't give me any of that shit. I saw you 'talking' to Edward earlier, anything I should know about with you two? ;-)

I gave him a ride home from school yesterday because his truck broke down. I was asking how he got to school.

Well I was going to ask him how he got to school if he didn't run off.

Why do I have a feeling that that isn't it? You wouldn't ditch your bff if that was all.

Ok ok after I drove him home we kissed.

I didn't ditch you, you just didn't follow fast enough.

I scribbled out the first part not wanting her to flip out in class. To my luck she could still make out the letters and I heard her let out a squeal, it hurt my ears.

OMG!! YOU KISSED EDWARD MASON!! HOW?! WHEN?! WHERE?! WHY!? WHAT HAPPENED?! D

There was so many questions and I didn't know the answer to why.

That's too many questions. I'll tell you later.

Oh no you don't! Tell me now, I NEED to know now, or I might die! '(.

It was always like Alice to exaggerate.

I can't tell you over a note. And a good girl doesn't kiss and tell. ;).

This was going to drive her insane.

BELLAAAAAA!! Please tell me. I always kissed and told you! (

You're always so anxious to tell me when you kiss Jasper, I don't even ask.

Oh come on!! pout face

Right when I read the note the bell rang, saved by the bell.

I gathered my stuff and tried to get out of the classroom avoiding Alice. But that failed miserably because once out the door Alice caught me by the wrist. This girl can move extremely fast.

"Bella you weren't going to leave with out telling me what happened, were you?"

"Of course not Alice. Why would I do such a thing?" She dragged me into the bathroom and stood in front of the door so no one could get in, and so I can't get out.

"Now spill Missy." She crossed her hands in front of her chest and tapped her foot on the ground. Which would be quite a comical sight, if this were any other moment.

"Well you're being very patient." She gave me the 'I'm waiting' look and I knew I wasn't going anywhere when Alice was like this. "Fine. I drove Edward home after school, he invited me in for something to eat, we flirted." I stopped just to look at her face, she had the same smile on her face when there was a sale in her favorite store.

"Go on." she pushed.

"I teased him, he chased me and well when he caught me he kissed me." I blushed tomato red and looked down. I heard her let out a load squeal.

"OMG, OMG, OH MY GOD!!" she was hopping up and down. "Bella I can't believe it, he was so bold. I need to talk to him. Are you guys going out now?!"

"I don't know. I still need to talk to him about it. And Alice I don't think I'm ready for a relationship." I could feel the tears escaping from the corners of my eyes.

"Oh Bella, don't cry." She enveloped me in a hug, trying to comfort me. "I think you should give it a try. Leave the past in the past, it will never happen again, I promise." She took out a cloth from her purse and wiped my eyes, then fixed my mascara. "But if you're not ready then you're not ready. Think about it, ok?"

"You're right, I'll think about it." Alice, always knows how to cheer me up.

"Aren't I always right?" We both laughed. "Come on, we're already late for our next class." We linked arms and walked out of the bathroom and down the hall. When she got to her next class she gave me one last hug and said bye.