About a month after Rainbow Dash told the others about her relationship, she still hasn't seem Twilight. The rest of the mane six have seen her, but she has been avoiding Dash and she has told Celestia she does not want to talk to Luna.
Fluttershy and Rainbow Dash sat on a bench in the park. Fluttershy had brought Angel so he could get some playtime.
"You really should go try to talk to here." Fluttershy said pointing in the direction of Twilight's library. Rainbow looked in the direction and looked back at Fluttershy.
"I don't know Fluttershy. Twilight didnt seem very happy when I told everypony else. I think she has been avoiding me too, I don't know if she would like it much if I showed up at her house." Rainbow Dash replied.
"I'm sure she will understand. She was probably just shocked and didn't know what to do. Twilight has always been the understanding type." Fluttershy said trying to comfort Rainbow Dash.
"I can't Fluttershy, I just can't." Dash said as she got off the bench and began to fly away. She felt bad about just leaving Fluttershy, but she needed to be alone. She decided she do some of her kick ass moves to cheer herself up. After all, she still WAS the best flyer ever! She landed on a cloud and bent down into a starting position. She remembered the Wonderbolts' show and decided she would pull off some moves from that. She opened her wings and got the, ready. Then, with one flap, she took off at...well...rainbow speed. (Fast, we'll put it that way) She dashed for about a hundred yards before she turned upward, spinning herself around as she did so. She then did a back flip and turned the opposite way. Then she spun around a group of clouds, forcing them to be pushed together. They got tighter and tighter, then she launched it at another cloud. The cloud impacted and they both exploded into thin air. Rainbow Dash felt the adrenaline rush. Why hadn't she done this earlier? She looked down to see how high up she was. As she did so, she looked directly at Twilight's library. Her rush was immediately gone and she slowly landed on a cloud, staring down at the library. She sighed. She had to, she had to do it. She didn't want to lose a friend. Plus she couldn't bear the feeling that Twilight was mad at her. No, she still couldn't do it. Twilight may not even be home anyway. She turned to fly off again, but she found herself looking back at Twilight's. She needed to talk to Twilight, she knew she did. Why was she so scared to though? Twilight WAS here friend, what is there to worry about? She still couldn't bring herself to go though, she just stood up on that cloud looking down.
Finally she worked up the nerve to begin flying down, but she didn't do her usual rocket speed, she did a slow, lethargic pace. Once she touched down in front of Twilight's library, she cautiously walked up to the door. She raised her hoof slowly and shakily to knock on the door. She barely tapped on it first, but she knew that definitely wasn't loud enough for Twilight to hear, especially if she was reading. She knocked a little louder, knowing it still wasn't loud enough. She finally knocked loudly on the door. No answer. She knocked even harder, still no answer. She finally banged on the door, irritated that Twilight wasn't answering. STILL no answer. She facehoof, she was probably studying something. She didn't want to interrupt her, but Dash knew she had to talk to her if she was ever going to lift this feeling of fear. She slowly pushed the door opened and walked inside.
"Twilight? You here?" Dash called out. All the lights were turned on. No answer. But then spike came jumping down the stairs eating a tub of ice cream. He saw Dash and smiled.
"We'll hi Rainbow! What brings you here?" He said excitedly. Dash saw the ice cream.
"Is Twilight letting you eat all that-" Spike shushed her before she could continue.
"She doesn't know." He said quietly. Dash giggled a little bit and nodded.
"Anyway, where's Twilight?" Dash asked. Spike finished the spoonful of ice cream he had in his hand.
"She's upstairs in her room studying some sort of astronomy stuff. You can go on up if you want, I'd be quiet though, she's been working pretty hard." He said with a mouthful. Dash nodded again and started to walk upstairs.
"Oh by the way, I heard about you and Princess Luna, congratulations." Spike said as she passed by him. Dash smiled and blushed. She continued to walk upstairs. She got to Twilight's bedroom door and started to hyperventilate. She started to sweat a little. Could she do this? Yes she could. She slowly opened the door and cautiously walk inside. She saw Twilight sitting at her desk writing stuff down in a book while reading things out of another. Rainbow Dash slowly walked up the steps, trying to as quiet as she could. She decided it would be easier and quieter to fly, so she took to the air and flew up behind Twilight and silently landed behind her. She raised her hoof to tap Twilight on the shoulder, she hesitated. But she finally spoke.
"Twilight."
"AHHHHHH!" Twilight screamed as she jumped in the air. She landed back in front of Dash, still with a startled look on her face. When she saw it was Rainbow Dash, she lost the startled look and became stern.
"What do YOU want?" She said. Dash knew she wasn't happy.
"Twi, I just wanted to talk to you, about what happened at the dinner at Rarity's." dash said quietly.
"There IS nothing to talk about. Now go away." Twilight replied.
"Twilight, we need to talk, what's bothering you?" Dash asked, horrified of what Twilight might say.
"You want to know what's bothering me? The fact that YOU ARE SLEEPING WITH PRINCESS LUNA!" She almost screamed back. Dash took a step back.
"I didn't think that would bother you. You're are a very understanding pony. What about it is bothering you?" Dash replied. Twilight's face got even more stern.
"You are in a relationship with Princess Luna! One of the most trustworthy ponies I know and YOU are ruining that! She is MY friend and she is one of the ponies I look up to! You shouldn't be involved with her! She is my princess!" Twilight yelled. Suddenly Dash was infuriated.
"Do you have any idea how selfish you are being right now?! She isn't YOUR princess, she is Celestia's sister for flying out loud! What does it matter to you that I'm sleeping with her?! How am I making her less trustworthy? I'm not making her any less honest! She is still Luna and that's how she is going to remain! Don't you dare accuse me of somehow ruining your friendship with her! She still loves you like she always has and nothing can break that! Except this, do you think she would agree with you if she heard you saying that?! No! She wouldn't! Stop playing this immature Philly bullshit and grow up up Twilight! Take a look at reality, take a look at yourself, is it really your place to judge? No! It's Celestia's and Luna's! You have no right what so ever! Do you and me a favor and stay out of our relationship! I thought you were a great friend Twilight, but you have just proved otherwise!" Dash felt a little better that she got all of her feeling out. Twilight is in awe of what Dash just said to her. She just sat speechless for a moment. No pony had ever done that to her before. Suddenly a rage built up inside her and she lunged at Rainbow, knocking her to the floor. Twilight raised her hoof to hit Dash in the face, but Dash pulled up her hind legs and kicked Twilight off of her. She was in shock that Twilight just attacked her. Twilight got back up and lunged towards Rainbow again. Dash's reflex took over and her hoof jacked Twilight in her jaw. Twilight was caught completely off guard and she was knocked to the floor. To drive it home, Dash then kicked her in the stomach. She was a still stunned that Twilight had attacked her. She turned to leave, but Twilight lifted her head and spoke something that drove Dash out of control.
"Nightmare moon bitch." Twilight said as loud as she could. Dash stopped and an unparalleled anger burst out of her. She turned around and launched at Twilight, hitting her in the face with both hooves. She got on top of Twilight and held her hooves down. Dash continued to hit Twilight in the face again and again. Blood was shooting out of Twilight's nose with every hit to the face, a few gashes had opened on her face and started bleeding profusely. Dash kept swinging, hitting her over and over until she realized what she was doing. Dash stopped suddenly. What was she doing?! She quickly got off of Twilight and backed up. Twilight moaned, unable to move in all the pain. Dash looked at her blood spattered hooves, then at the blood spattered floor. She couldn't take in what she had done. Tears welled up in her eyes. She turned around to see Spike standing behind her. He had seen the whole thing. He just stood there, staring at Rainbow Dash, unable to say a word. He saw the tears in Rainbow's eyes and knew she didn't mean to do it, but he still felt a smoldering anger at her for beating Twilight, but he smothered it. He looked at Twilight.
"Just get out Rainbow Dash." He said quietly. Dash now had tears rolling down her face.
"Spike...I-"
"I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!" Spike turned and yelled. Dash was shocked at him for using that language, he was one of the most pure creatures she had ever met. She began sobbing as she started flying and flew out of the house as fast as she could. She didn't know where to go, she just kept flying, unsure of when she would stop. She shot straight though the clouds and kept flying upwards. She was unaware that she was flying directly upwards. Her thoughts were going too fast and her tears were blinding her vision. She decided to fly to Fluttershy's cottage. No, she couldn't tell Fluttershy what she had done. She need to go to her own home and lock herself in. She need to go in and never come back out. She flew to her cloud home as fast as she could. She turned around and started to fly downwards. She got faster and faster. Suddenly she could feel what was happening. Then BAM! She created a sonic Rainboom, she didnt mean to, it just happened. Now she felt even worse, as the rainbow spread throughout Ponyville, Dash started flying even faster, faster than she ever had before. She slowed down to a stop in front of her home. She ran inside and closed up her entrance archway. With cloud. But she made it thick enough that no pony could get through. She filled in all the windows and took the colors out of her rainbow waterfall. The water continues to fall, but it was jet black. Like and ink waterfall. She want anyone coming in, and she didn't want herself going out. She went upstairs, jumped on her bed, and bawled like she never had before, she sobbed and tried to drain herself of the pain inside her. She could feel herself getting tired, but the pain, sorrow, and guilt wasn't going away. She had to do something. She got up and saw the wall. She knew how she could make herself sleep. She ran as fast as she could towards the well, hitting it head on. She impact was so hard, she didn't feel anything at first. Her vision was blurry as she fell to the floor. That last the she remembered was the feeling of her mane getting soaked and blood running into her eyes before her visions faded into blackness.
Heh everybody! Hope you enjoyed our longest chapter yet! Sorry it took a while to get uploaded, I was playing too much DayZ, so forgot to even write the chapter! But my partner in crime, Skrapt, actually wrote this chapter for us! I told him what I had planned for it, and he wrote it! I think he did an amazing job. By the way, Skrapt is his fanfic pen name. You can check him out if you want, but he doesn't have any fics up yet, so I wouldn't bother. Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, and again sorry for the wait! Stay frosty y'all! Beware my dark tricks and black hearts.