"Sometimes we laugh
To keep from crying
Sometimes we smile
To keep from frowning
Sometimes we hate
To keep from loving
Sometimes we hide
So we can be found
You don't know and I don't care
What is right and what is fair
That won't get you anywhere
And I find it so real

I feel alone
Walking Down the street
I feel alone
With the people I meet
I feel alone
With all my friends
I feel alone
Till the end
I feel alone

Sometimes we lie
to keep from feeling
sometimes we hurt
to keep from healing
sometimes we walk
to keep from sitting
sometimes we dance
to keep from sleeping
And I've done some feelings wrong
singularity is my home
loneliness is my friend who's home and i find it so real

I feel alone
Walking Down the street
I feel alone
With the people I meet
I feel alone
With all my friends
I feel alone
Till the end

And i sit all alone
lookin out at the gray night sky
theres No one to hear
But a car driving by
I look at the children
The good are so hard to find
I sit in my room
And i play my piano

I feel alone
Walking Down the street
I feel alone
With the people I meet
I feel alone
With all my friends
I feel alone
Till the end
i feel alone"

Nat finished singing, while his dad and Dr Stein looked on. They had taken to St Corstiphines for the afternoon, and put him in the room with all the musical instruments and told him to right a song about how he feels. They figured like with Alex, it's probably easier for him to express himself through music.

"Nat, I think we should record that song," Mr Wolff said softly.

Nat looked up at his dad and Dr Stein.

"It's not the good," Nat said softly.

"Nat, it's incredible, it's from your heart." Mr Wolff said quietly.

"You want Alex to hear it don't you?" Nat asked.

Mr Wolff smiled a litle.

"Nat when you sung that song, I couldn't help but think, Alex probably would have written it exactly the same. I think Alex would love to hear it, you've said what you he feels, because you both feel the same." Mr Wolff said softly.

"You really think me and Alex are that alike? Nat asked.

"You two are very close to each other, you have such a bond between the two of you. You have been through so much and I think it has made you even closer. I'm not surprised that you would think the same or even feel the same," Mr Wolff said softly.

"I guess... Alex says he always feels safe around me." Nat said softly.

"Alex certainly has a very tight bond with you, I wouldn't be overly surprised that if you died, that Alex could be on the moon and he would know instantly. He seems to know how to find you," Mr Wolff said softly.

"He' knows I don't blame him for this right?" Nat said softly.

"He knows, doesn't mean he's not going to feel bad, he loves you Nat," Mr Wolff said giving Nat a hug.

"Thanks dad, can you help me record the song?" Nat asked softly.

"Yes I can,"

When Alex awoke, his hand was immediately squeezed by his mom, and he gave it a lethargic squeeze back.

"Hey Alex, you've got company," Abigail said quietly.

Alex slowly opened his eyes and saw the band looking at him.

"Hey guys," Alex yawned waking up.

"Hey Alex," Rosalina said warmly, "How are you doing?"

"Doctors cut open my head... and I always tired," Alex mumbled.

"We smuggled you in some real food, Nat said you would like it." Rosalina said pulling out a couple of cookies, and pieces of cake.

"Thanks Rosalina," Alex said softly.

Alex was pretty quiet most of the time, when he did he usually tried to avoid saying peoples names, even when he did Rosalina picked up a tone of uncertainty in his voice.

"Alex honey?" Rosalina said softly.

"Yeah?" Alex said softly.

"Are you having trouble remembering everyone's names?" She whispered to try draw as little attention to it as she could.

Alex didn't say anything and quietly began fiddling with his sheet, trying to avoid Rosalina and having to answer the question.

"Alex is ok if you are, we know that you don't want to," Rosalina said softly.

"I remember everyone's names," Alex mumbled quietly.

"Just not who it belongs to?" Rosalina asked.

"Uh-huh," Alex mumbled quietly as he began to cry.

Rosalina just put an arm around him.

"Alex, we know it upsets you, and we are going to get together with Nat, so we can try make a video or two for you, to try and help you remember." She said softly.

"What if it doesn't work?" Alex sobbed.

"We'll keep trying Alex, We're your friends we're not going to stop until you remember." Cooper said quietly.

Alex just nodded as Rosalina continued to hug him, and after a while they did manage to convince him, and he slowly began talking again. Alex appreciated it, even if there wasn't a lot they could actually talk about.