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A/N- Thanks for everything and enjoy! Sorry for any mistakes guys. ALSO I HAVE TO APOLOGISE for not updating in like a month it's just I've been on holidays for three weeks and then I had relations down from around the world for two weeks and thing got super hectic and I'm super super sorry but thanks a million if you're still reading this and I'm sorry again

Chapter ~ 11

Reid sat staring at the same page of his book for a solid twenty-two minutes since Morgan left. I just don't know what to believe like they're my friends' right? They wouldn't lie to me and certainly not to my face, Reid thought. Oh no I just like yelled at Morgan because I was such an ignorant idiot, I hope he'll forgive me. Reid sighed and just at that moment Hotch walked in.

"Hey, how are you doing? "

"Is Morgan with you? Is he mad? Is he outside? Tell me he's not upset?" Reid said in a hurry.

"Reid, Reid calm down it's ok, I'm sure Morgan's not mad at you! Why would he be?"Hotch said calmly.

"I, I just he was here and then I forgot Hotch and I keep forgetting and it's tearing me apart and then I thought I was going crazy and you guy's knew and weren't telling me and that you guys were just lying straight to my face and I couldn't take you guys abandoning me too and I even forgot who Morgan was when he came in Hotch, I forgot who he was!"

"Reid it's alright, I'm sure they're just side effects from your medication and I'd say Morgan won't be mad at you for too long even if he isn't ok?"

"Yeah I suppose, sorry I just got worked up and overreacted "

"No need to apologise, look I'm just gonna pop out and get a coffee I'll be back in a little while"

"Ok" When Reid heard the door to his room click shut he felt relief rush through him for some strange reason that he didn't even know he was keeping something in at all.

Morgan sat outside Reid's door nearly afraid to go in, in case he did more damage but he knew it was now or never.

As Morgan entered his room he saw Reid shoot straight up in his bed to start apologising with tears in his eyes " Morgan, I…I'm so sorry about earlier I was just cranky and I guess a bit crazy…"

"Don't ever call yourself that "

"What…?"

"Don't call yourself crazy kid, because you never will be and no need to apologise. All is forgiven Pretty Boy I know you didn't mean it really."

"Huh… Thanks Morgan, you always know the right things to say, I saw Rossi earlier looking in on me when you left is he ok? He didn't come in!"

"Yeah, he's fine I told him what happened and he said he'd leave and come back later to give you some time to yourself to think through all of this. So how are you holding up now yourself?"

"Ok, I suppose a little nervous you know I'm starting chemo tomorrow and that means weakness and constantly throwing up I don't know how I'm gonna' live through that"

"Hey kid, don't worry you'll be fine because you have all of us here with you and you're strong so I have no worries and neither should you!"

"I know it's just if this doesn't work and all, I'll have to tell my mom I'm dying and that's gonna be hard itself"

"You haven't told her yet?"

"Well I'm all she has it would break her to know I was in hospital with a life-threatening disease"

"I know kid, in your own time you'll realise when the time is right to tell her"

Just then Hotch came back in with his piping hot cup of coffee. "You know I envy you being able to drink coffee, they won't let me have any I tried sneaking it in once but they found out and banned me from showing my face in the cafeteria here looking for coffee" Reid smiled softly and the others chuckled to the kid's story.

"Trust you Reid to try sneak coffee" Hotch said.

"Yeah, hey guys I'm going to try get some rest now before tomorrow if that's ok"

"Yeah no problem , we'll be back later or in the morning"

~~~ The Next Morning ~~~

This was it today was the day I started treatment , deep breaths Spencer no need to get worked up its just a bit of Chemo-therapy I assured myself.

At that exact moment Garcia burst through the doors with the rest of the team following behind plus JJ.

"Hi my little Boy Wonder we're all here to wish you luck not like you need it or anything" she then enveloped him into a bone-crushing hug that left him slightly out of breath after.

"Ooh.. sorry sweetie, I didn't mean to hurt you"

"It's ok and you all didn't need to come today"

"don't be silly of course we did we know how nervous you are so we just had to come also Garcia brought some of her special cupcakes for you to have before you go for chemo" Emily said gently.

"Aw.. thanks you guys are too amazing" just then Garcia whipped out the box of cupcakes and gave one to each of them and they all devoured them in minutes.

"Those were your best batch so far Baby-girl" and there were nods of agreement from everyone in the room as they finished off their Cupcakes.

"Only for my best babies" she chimed.

There was a sudden knock at the door then a pretty blonde nurse that seemed to be in her mid-thirties came in with a wheelchair and a huge smile showing off all her sparkly whites.

" Hiya, Hun it's time to get you down to Chemo-therapy. Don't worry you'll get to meet back with your lil' family here later"

"Ok, thanks see yeah later guys" there was a chorus of goodbyes and it's gonna be alright as he was wheeled out the door and down the hall.

A/N-Ok so that's that I hope it's ok and I'll try update soon probably in the next few days. Thanks again and please Review x