Author's note: Hello there! Yes, another update AND ON TIME! Whew, this week is HOT, like nasty hot. It's to the point you go out side and you know you NEED to shower. Of course, with my luck...My A/C broke down today morning but luckily I won't be home tomorrow or the weekend due to a small trip with some friends. Hopefully the place I'm going will be cooler or have a working A/C LOL. Anyways, I really hope you guys are having an awesome week and taking care of yourselves under this nasty weather! Thank you again for all your view/reviews, you guys are amazing and honestly...I really LOVE you guys, thank you for all your support and time! You guys enjoy the rest of your week and see you guys on the next update! As always...STAY AWESOME! **Please NO FLAMES**
Blueboys: Hey there Blueboys! I'm so sorry to hear about the breakup, I know it's not fun and probably the hardest feeling to get over since it happened over the weekend! Trust me, everyone been through it BUT! No matter what, you'll get over it with time and later you'll think back about how silly it was. The only tip I can give you to get over the break up is for the first few days you should let yourself cry. Don't hold it in or fight it, just gotta let it go~ I know, sounds so silly or weak but trust me on this, it's better now than later. Keep your head up and don't worry, things will get alot better! I'm going to apologize in advance because this chapter might be a little sad...Sorry!
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Chapter 11: One night to hold you
"Taicho? Are you up there?"
Hearing the voice of his vice-captain calling out the window, he laid on the roof of his office and his two turquoise colored eyes continued to look at the bright illuminating full moon. It was clear skies with no clouds, only stars twinkling and the soft chill breeze going through his white snowy hair.
"Taichoooo?" she called out again, this time a little be louder. He let out an annoyed sigh "…What is it, Matsumoto?"
"So you are up there! Well, the women's association is having a meeting tonight" she said "We're all having dinner tonight so I'll be leaving now Taicho!" Hitsugaya placed both arms behind his head "Isn't the meetings on Wednesday? Today is Friday...And did you finish all the paperwork?"
There was no response.
He arched an eyebrow "…Matsumoto, did you finish the paperwork?" asking again but, there was no reply again. A large red vein popped out from his forehead, he couldn't sense her reiatsu meaning she had already left…
"Damn it, Matsumoto!" he hissed.
He let out a deep sigh knowing she would always disappear and looked back up the moon. It was calming watching the sky night, the stars twinkling and couldn't help thinking about a current brown haired vice-captain if she had made her decision yet. Closing his eyes slowly, he laid there...It had been a few days he seen or talked with her giving him time to close his heart and prepare for her answer tomorrow.
Not a single day passed where she wouldn't be on his mind. Just the thought of her would open up his heart and a rush of overwhelming feelings would crush him inside. The image of her would always burn through his mind, the smile and her beauty. His heart was aching for her...
Hitsugaya snapped his eyes open, he felt a familiar presence heading towards him. As soon as he was about to shunpo, he heard someone already landed on the roof softly behind him. Hitsugaya knew who it was as he sat there quietly hearing her breathing heavily. Hinamori looked at him as she was catching her breath "Hitsugaya Taicho..."
Hitsugaya sat there quietly, as his eyes were hidden under his bang. Slowly, he looked over his shoulder seeing the brown haired girl as his turquoise eyes looked into her chocolate eyes "...Momo." Hitsugaya whispered her name as gentle wind blew by them as they looked at each other.
Hinamori took a step down as she slowly walked towards him down on the side of the roof.
"Hang on, Momo. Stop, you're going to fall-" his words stopped as Hinamori's foot slipped. Before Hinamori could react, she was already in his tight embrace.
She could feel his strong hand on the back of her lower head and his fingers through her hair. Hinamori's lower face was pressed gently against his collarbone as Hitsugaya slowly lowered her down. Hinamori soon felt his arms releasing her and his fingers going down her head to the back of her neck causing Hinamori to sit there paralyzed from the touch. He kneeled in front of her, their cheeks brushed against each other lightly as Hitsugaya looked at her "...I told you."
Hinamori sat there looking at his turquoise eyes, the color she hasn't seen for so long and slowly raised her hand to touch the side of his face. Hitsugaya held very still as he felt her warm soft fingers touch his face, he closed his eyes and tilted his head towards her hand. "Hitsugaya...Taicho" she called his name in a whisper, he didn't reply as his eyes stayed closed.
"Where were you...?" she asked.
Hitsugaya sighed deeply as he slowly opened his eyes "Training..." he said, Hitsugaya had been training alone in a cave he had found where he could train without worrying if there are people around him that might get hurt. Hinamori moved her hand as she reached for his white bang and moved them to see his eyes clearly. Hinamori smiled "I see" she said with a bit of sadness in her voice.
His eyes soften "I'm sorry I haven't visited you..." his voice lowered.
She shook her head and smiled "It's okay, I understand!" Hinamori looked up at the night sky. Hitsugaya moved aside to sit next to her, he wasn't looking at the sky but looking at the brown haired girl as if it was the first time he saw her. He loved her too much to let her go...And she was never going to know that. Every night, he would dream about their memories they've shared and wake up hoping everything will return as of how it was before.
Every day he would look at her, hoping she would recognize him. Hitsugaya finally realized his love for her was never going to change, no matter if she has completely forgotten about him...He will always be there by her side.
He noticed Hinamori blowing her hands and rubbing them together.
Hitsugaya took off his Haori and placed it around the brown haired girl. "Ah...!" her face blushes "I-I'm fine, you don't have to..." her words trailed off as she noticed his arm wrapped around her and bringing her closer to him to keep her warm "...You're shaking. Don't you have a meeting with the women's association tonight?" Hitsugaya asked but Hinamori blinked at him with pink cheeks soon shook her head "...No, not today. We only have the meetings on Wednesdays."
Suddenly his eyes darken 'I knew it…Damn it, Matsumoto wait until I see you tomorrow.'
Hinamori smiled "Erm...I want to thank you...For the hell butterfly you sent me" she said as Hitsugaya arched an eyebrow, he did not recall sending a hell butterfly to her "The hell butterfly...?" Hinamori nodded. "What did the message say?" Hitsugaya was curious who send the hell butterfly under his name.
"Huh...?" Hinamori blushed "...You said you wanted to see me and told me to meet you here on the roof of your office." Hitsugaya knew exactly who sent it, without a doubt it was his vice-captain. 'No wonder she was in a hurry to leave...' he thought to himself. "Erm...Can I ask a favor, Hitsugaya Taicho?" Hinamori asked as he turned his attention towards her.
Hitsugaya nodded as Hinamori looked at her fiddling fingers "About tomorrow night..."
His eyes widen, the moment of truth he had been waiting for. Hitsugaya sat there quietly looking at the city waiting for her answer as she continued to fiddle with her hands "...I'm going to the cafe tomorrow..." Hitsugaya closed his eyes slowly and exhaled deeply '...I knew it.'
He kept his eyes closed, this was her answer and there was nothing he could do about it. He had to accept it...For her.
"And...I was wondering if you would like to come to the village tomorrow to help me choose a dress...?" Hinamori asked Hitsugaya sat there quietly. He opened his eyes looking at the city "Why don't you ask Matsumoto to go with you...?" he asked in a quiet voice. Hinamori lowered her head "I did...She said she's busy and...She suggested asking you."
Hinamori could sense some tension between them as they sat there quietly "...But, it's okay you don't have to! It'll probably be boring and I can go by myself-!"
Suddenly, Hitsugaya laid back as he pulled Hinamori to lay down with him. "W-Wha!" Hinamori's face blushed madly from the sudden reaction as she laid on his arm which was under her head like a pillow "H-Hitsugaya Taicho...?" She saw him looking up at the night sky, soon there was a small chuckle "How many times do I have to tell you? It's Toshiro, Bed wetter Momo" Hitsugaya teased her with the silly turned his head and looked at her with a small smile "...I'll go with you tomorrow."
He turned his head and looked at her with a small smile "...I'll go with you tomorrow."
"R-Really?!" Hinamori asked in complete shock, she was not expecting him to agree to go shopping tomorrow. Hitsugaya gave her an bored look "You asked me, right? Besides, I don't have a lot to do tomorrow anyways..." Hinamori looked at him surprised and soon smiled brightly "Thank you!"
Hitsugaya looked at her smiling, all he could think about is her being happy. Nothing else mattered in the world and finally accepted that. They've laid there together looking at the stars and trying to find the biggest star in the entire night sky. They've laughed as they pointed towards the sky and talked for hours. Hitsugaya laid there and turned his head seeing the brown haired girl had fallen asleep on his arm and her head resting on his shoulder.
His eyes soften, slowly he turned his body towards her and wrapping his arms around and bringing her closer towards his chest...
"Momo...?" he whispered quietly but, the brown haired girl continued to sleep in peace. He listened to her soft breathing, soon Hitsugaya held her closer knowing this was going to be the last time he could hold her like this "I'll always be here even when you have completely forgotten about me...I'm still here" he whispered continuing to hold her closely in his arms and cherish this moment he was going to have with her.
He reached for her hands and could feel they were cold. Carefully, Hitsugaya held her hand and brought them up close to his face and blew warm breaths. Hinamori slowly began to wake up and saw two turquoise eyes looking at her "You're awake. Your hands were freezing..." She could feel his lips pressed against her fingers causing her to blush "It-It's okay...! My hands are always cold anyways! ...Have I slept long?"
Hitsugaya shook his head "No..." Truthfully, it wasn't long enough. He wanted time to stop exactly where they were...
"Oh...I see" Hinamori slowly sat up as Hitsugaya sat up as well and still holding her hands causing her to blush madly "I-I-I should go now...I'll see you in the village tomorrow afternoon?"
Hitsugaya gave a short nod towards her and lifted her hand towards his mouth. Suddenly, she felt a warm kiss on top of her hand as Hitsugaya left a long lingering kiss on it. She felt like a princess being kissed on top of her hand by a prince in a fairy tale story.
Removing his lips, he released her hand gently and he looked up at her "I'll see you tomorrow...Good night, Momo."
Hinamori held her hand closely towards her chest, her hands were no longer cold but, nice a toasty. There was no point of hiding her blushed face now; she sat there in a complete daze. She could feel the warmth of her hand spreading all over her body. She slowly stood up and quickly took off the Haori returning it to him "G-G-Good night…" she said in a stuttering voice as she took a step back away from him and shunpo away.
Hinamori carefully shunpo roof to roof, she held her hand that he kissed close to her heart. She could feel her eyes filling with tears and began to flow down her cheek...She felt her heart in pain as if it was slowly being torn apart and confused about her true feelings. Hinamori stopped and stood on the roof of her private division looking up at the moon as tears continued to flow down. "...I don't know what to do anymore..." she said to herself looking at the bright full moon.