"What the hell?" Nagisa screamed as she pushed Charlie off of her. "What are you doing?"
Charlie stared at Nagisa with big blue eyes and pouted before saying, "I was just congratulating my little Nagisa."
"I am not yours, get that through your thick head!" Nagisa shouted as she stomped off the stage. "I belong to no one," She said under her breath heavily.
Nagisa made her way behind the stage to the changing rooms and quickly threw on her black t-shirt and blue jeans. As she slipped on her black shoes she heard someone approach. Automatically assuming it was Charlie, Nagisa quickly snapped around and slapped her visitor in the face.
"Well fuck me!" Phoenix shouted as she grabbed her sore cheek.
"Oh, I'm so sorry!" Nagisa apologized in a panic. "I thought you were someone else."
"Charlie?" Phoenix asked as she rubbed her cheek.
"Yes," Nagisa said before sighing. "She won't leave me alone."
"Can you blame her?" Phoenix said as she sunk in a nearby chair. "You are pretty sexy."
"It's just embarrassing," Shizuma said under her breath as she stared at the grey carpet under her feet.
"It's embarrassing because of how forward she is or embarrassing because of how much you like her?" Phoenix asked, avoiding eye contact at all costs.
"I don't like her…" Nagisa trailed off.
"I know you don't like her… that much," Phoenix said, deciding to stare Nagisa down. "It's ok to like somebody else Nagisa. Just because you become attracted or interested in someone else doesn't mean you have to do anything with them."
"I know," Nagisa said, almost annoyed, "I just feel bad. Shizuma…" She trailed off, not ready to say those words aloud.
"Yeah, we all know you love each other," Phoenix said as she moved to her friend's side, "But that doesn't mean it's a sin to look at someone else. Just don't touch."
"But what… what if I want to touch," Nagisa said as she looked at the ground harder, her face turning red.
"Just because you want to do something, doesn't mean you have to do it," Phoenix said as she rubbed her friend's back. "And if you want to do something with Charlie… and you want it bad enough to the point that you're willing to break up with Shizuma-"
"I don't not want her over Shizuma!" Nagisa shouted as she shot up from her seat.
"Then there's your answer,' Phoenix said with a smile, "Now we need to find her."
"I thought she came with you?" Nagisa asked confused.
"Well, she saw you getting your little kiss there and ran off," Phoenix said nervously as she scratched her head.
"You told her!" Nagisa shouted.
"We were high and it just slipped out," Phoenix said as she began to slowly back away from her room mate.
"You both were high," Nagisa said, her anger flashing away with confusion.
"Yeah, we smoked some weed to relax and it just slipped," Phoenix said.
"I can't believe Shizuma smokes," Nagisa said to herself.
"Yeah, well she ran off and seemed pretty upset. I actually caught her crying."
"Oh no," Nagisa said in a sudden panic, "Come on!"
They ran out of the theater and into the cool night air, both searching for a glimpse of their friend. Nagisa began to panic, fearing that Shizuma would disappear on her again; forever this time.
"Oh God please no," Nagisa said as she began to cry. She collapsed onto the ground and her body began to shake. "Please no," she whispered into her hands.
"What's wrong?" Battle asked, surprising Phoenix.
"You take Nagisa to Shizuma's and I'll meet you guys there," Phoenix said before running off.
"What's going on?" Battle shouted as she began to pick Nagisa up off the ground.
"Just do it and I'll explain later," Phoenix yelled as she began to run her fastest.
She didn't know how long she had been there, but it was now pitch black and almost cold. The breeze blew with consistency, causing goose bumps to crawl up her arm. Her emerald eyes stared off onto the dark crashing waves. She watched as every imprint in the sand was quickly erased but an oncoming wave. "Just like us," She thought to herself, feeling another tear roll down her cheek.
"Shizuma!" She heard a familiar voice shout.
Shizuma looked to her right to see Phoenix running down the sand toward her. She said nothing as her best friend ran up to her and sat down on the rock beside her, panting the entire time. Her friend took a cigarette out of her pocket and inhaled eagerly.
"Come home," Phoenix barely let out between her pants and inhales.
"What home?" Shizuma said bitterly.
"Our home," Phoenix said with a smile, trying to cheer up her friend.
"I have no home, not without Nagisa."
"Oh come on, you don't need her to live. And besides, she's there, waiting for you."
"What?" Shizuma asked confused.
"You ran off so fast you didn't get to see her make a huge scene as she blew that girl of," Phoenix laughed.
"Why would she do that?" Shizuma asked hotly. "I saw their body language. I stood there watching for a while before I left, their body language said enough."
"Come on now," Phoenix said as she pat her friend on the shoulder, "Just because she finds someone else attractive doesn't mean she wants to be with them."
"How do you know that?" Shizuma spit out bitterly.
"Dude, I'm her room mate, she tells me everything. Every time she even thinks a girl's hot she automatically compares them to you and doesn't shut up about how you're better in every way."
"This is why I stopped talking to her," Shizuma said to herself. "I knew she'd want to explore and be free… And I want that for her. But I can't stand around and watch it."
"You're such a fucking dumb ass," Phoenix said as she stood up and walked in front of her friend to face her. "All she wants is you! She wakes me up in my sleep crying out your name! And I can never tell if it's cause she's worried of if it's cause she's coming! It's annoying as shit."
Shizuma sat up straight and began to listen to her friend intently. She never felt this broken or vulnerable, and yet Phoenix could fix it. She fixed her when she was completely broken, and she could always pick her up.
"All she talks about is you. All she thinks about is you. All she cares about is you," Phoenix began to act disgusted. "It's so repulsive how much she loves you. It makes me wanna fucking puke."
"You think she loves me?" Shizuma asked, hope shinning through her voice.
"Fucking duh genius," Phoenix said with a blank expression. "You know, for a smart person you are pretty stupid."
"You're right," Shizuma said with a light laugh as she stood up, "I can be pretty stupid when it comes to emotions."
"Come on girly, think," Phoenix said as she clasped her friend's shoulder. "It took you almost a year to realize you loved her. Two more years of heart break to realize she was the only one you wanted. She's here, now, take her, she's yours."
"You're right," Shizuma said as she stood up, the waves washing her foot prints away as she walked faster and faster to her lover.
The room was dark and the sheets were welcoming and cool to Nagisa's warm body. She stretched and inhaled deeply. Shizuma's scent filled her nose; the weird sweet scent of lavender and cinnamon filled her nose. She turned and inhaled more deeply, recognizing a scent that could only belong to her Shizuma.
"My Shizuma," She said aloud to herself, a smile creeping over her lips.
Thoughts dripped and trickled down Nagisa's mind, causing the young woman to blush. Every previous encounter of her lover flashed through her mind; every prolonged touch, every intimate kiss, every slow long thrust. "Shizuma," the young woman whispered aloud.
"Nagisa," She heard a hungry voice whisper into her ear.
Nagisa gasped as she opened her eyes, only to find hungry emerald ones staring back at her. She didn't know when or how Shizuma managed to straddle and bind her hands down without her noticing, but here her lover was.
Shizuma leaned forward, brushing her nose against her young lover's. She smirked as she drug her lips gently across the ones below her. She eagerly pressed her hips down into her lover's, getting a light gasp from the younger woman. She tightened her grip around her lover's wrist and pushed her breast's into Nagisa's.
"Shizuma," Nagisa breathed huskily.
"My Nagisa," Shizuma breathed before she sunk her teeth into Nagisa's neck.
Nagisa gasped at the hard bite and cooed when she felt her lover begin to suck and lick the spot she had chosen. Nagisa fought to release herself from the older woman's grasp, but it was no use. Her entire body was pinned by a goddess.
Shizuma continued to work Nagisa's neck with her tongue and let her one hand begin to roam the younger woman's body. She slowly made her way up Nagisa's shirt and began to lightly scratch every inch of skin she came in contact with. She finally made her way up to her lover's luscious breasts that were confined by her wretched bra.
"Off," Shizuma breathed before quickly removing Nagisa's shirt and instantly unsnapping her bra.
Nagisa gasped as the cool air hit her nipples, instantly making them hard. Without hesitation, Shizuma dove her mouth onto a perfect nipple and began to suck and lick every bit of it. Her free hand found its way to the other breast and began to kneed and message. Nagisa thrust her hips up, trying to desperately relieve some tension.
"So eager, like always," Shizuma laughed as she pulled her mouth away to look at Nagisa's face.
Nagisa looked down at the older woman, her eyes begging her lover to touch her. Shizuma smiled deviously and slowly began to unbutton Nagisa's jeans. Within a second, the younger woman's pants were gone, and all the remained were her white panties.
"No fair," Nagisa said before suddenly flipping Shizuma on to her back. The older woman gasped, surprised at the younger girl's forwardness. Nagisa smirked as she began to slowly pull Shizuma's shirt off.
Nagisa stopped and stared at the prize she was straddling. She had no idea where this bravado had come from, but she wasn't going to stop long enough for it to disappear. She continued to rip off her lover's clothes until she wore noting but blue panties.
"My, my," Nagisa cooed, "Don't you look good like this."
Shizuma took the opportunity to flip the girl back onto the bed. She straddled her lover with a smile of clear satisfaction. She began to lower herself above the younger woman so their eyes would meet, and then began to slowly thrust her hips into the woman beneath her.
Nagisa let a deep moan release from the back of her throat as she closed her eyes and clasped her fingers around Shizuma's. Slowly, the older woman dug her hips into her lover's, craving the sweet friction.
"Off," Shizuma said huskily, and in one swift motion both of the women were completely naked.
Shizuma stopped to stare into Nagisa's eyes, seeing the same passion and love that was burning every inch of her skin. She kissed the girl below her furiously, their lips battling for dominance before Nagisa slipped her tongue into the older woman's mouth. Their tongues danced until their lunges burned, causing them to break away from each other.
"Shizuma," Nagisa breathed, "Don't stop."
"I love you Nagisa," Shizuma said as she stared into her lone and only's eyes. Without waiting for a response, Shizuma dug her hips into Nagisa's, causing the younger woman to loudly moan.
Shizuma continued to kiss her lover as she created a rhythm with their bodies. Nagisa spread her legs, allowing Shizuma to shove herself deeper into her lover. Their hands found every inch of the other's body as they continued to drag their clits together, causing more and more friction. Their kiss finally broke, causing the two to star into each other's eyes.
"Shizuma!" The younger gasped, tightening her legs around Shizuma's waist.
"Fuck," Shizuma breathed, "Come with me baby."
"Oh fuck, fuck, fuck," moaned, trying to hold herself back.
The young lover's moved faster and harder, and pulled closer to each other. Their bodies ground together, that sweet friction reaching its climax. Shizuma dug her fingers into the sheet below her and Nagisa dug her nails into her lover's back.
"Nagisa," Shizuma breathed, "Nagisa, look at me."
Nagisa looked into her lover's emerald eyes, seconds away from being thrown over the edge. Shizuma quickly kissed her and panted.
"Just keep looking at me," Shizuma moaned. "I wanna… I wanna see it when you come."
That was it. Those words threw Nagisa over the edge, "Shizuma!" She screamed as she clasped her legs tighter around her lover.
"Nagisa!" Shizuma screamed, staring into her lover's eyes as her world came crashing down around her.
Shizuma collapsed onto the younger woman's chest and held her tight. Her eyes were now closed as she gasped for air. She kissed the skin bellow her, trying to praise the woman who had just given her a piece of Heaven.
Nagisa wrapped her arms tightly around the woman on top of her as she tried to control her breathing. She smiled as she felt her lover begin to kiss her way up her chest. Her eyes were once again met by emerald ones, along with a devilish smile.
"What?" Nagisa asked.
"Oh, we are not finished," Shizuma said as she thrust her fingers deep inside of her lover, earing a loud gasp.
