Title: Inkling
Author: Sierra (XFiercexxx)
pairings: Implied SoulMaka
Note: Anyone see the new RAW ep? Can canon get any more obvious than that? Their names are litterally written all over the box his `soul` is lept it. Can you saw awwww? Yeah, me neither. :P
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Is there a way to fully explain the love someone has for their family? To fully express exactly what it feels like, what it is to feel so strongly. How do you explain a mother`s adoration, a sister`s wonder, a daughter`s resentment? How do you express it all to begin with.
Spirit looks at Maka and sees many things, feels many things; he sees the future he might have had if he wasn't so completely stupid, he feels it`s loss so deeply that the feel of a cavity inside his very core feels like it will never leave and nothing could ever fill it or take it`s place. He loves her so very much and no daughter will ever know just how much.
He has an inkling of what his only offspring feels for him. Hate, betrayal, and resentment to name a few. What he doesn't know is the unadulterated love and devotion that she wishes wasn't there. She knows he doesn't deserve it but she would die for him. She loves him so very much that it hurts and she cant stop and there`s nothing really left to do anymore but forgive. Eventually she might really get there.
Spirit knows that there are people who love his daughter differently than he does just as much and just the ways she deserves. Friends who show the wonder and care of siblings and someone who`s eyes reflect what he once saw in a mirror every time he cared to look; those eyes belong to someone willing to be there when she needs him, who could argue with her one moment, joke with her the next then worship her without her even knowing. Someone who`s love cannot be expressed with words.
Unfortunately this person who should be so deserving of his Maka isn't good with words, wont or cant tell her everything. He isn't expressive but somehow that`s okay with her. This person can be conceited, hard headed, rude and uncouth. But he is still a better man than Spirit could ever hope to be again.
He just hopes that even though words seem to fail them all time and time again, it will all turn out alright and they`ll just know.
He`ll give them a nudge now and then until then.
What form that nudges take really depends on his mood.
Note 2.0: Erm... We love you guys...really we do. We wrote SoulArachne for cripes sake -.- Request anything, we can write anything but first you gotta drop a line here. We actually have a goal to reach but we can`t do it without your help! So critique would be awesome. Requests: even better! Yaoi and Yuri are welcome....sorta. Just don't go requesting any random guy on guy action. I`ve seen the archives -shudders- There are some strange things `round these parts.