Note: Chapters 10 (uncensored, M) and 11 (censored, PG) are the
same, just their ratings/sexual contents are different. So you only have to
read one or the other. Clear enough?
"I knew you would come save me. You kept your promise, Tsuzuki." Hisoka kissed the lips that he missed so much.
"Let me take you home." The man reassured him.
"Yes." Hisoka allowed himself to lie comfortably in the arms of his beloved. He held on to the man, and fell to sleep. The man carried him home, as promised.
Hisoka was sleeping soundly… In his dream, he saw a giant spider with hairy fangs approaching him. Although an unpleasant sight, Hisoka could not bear to attack this creature that had familiar eyes… They were purple.
"Tsuzuki…?" Hisoka called out with an uncertain voice.
"Tsu-zu-ki…" Hisoka repeated weakly.
Waking in fear and breathing hard, he wiped off his sweat. Then he quickly looked around, and he saw.
He saw those eyes.
He saw the very same eyes looking back at him.
After a moment of shock, he was relieved that it was Tsuzuki there. His beautiful lover, sitting on the floor, next to their bed, watching him sleep. He threw his arms around Tsuzuki.
"Nightmare?" The man asked, returning the embrace.
"Yes. Same one I had a few days ago." Hisoka clarified.
"What is it about?"
"Just something silly. Never mind it." Hisoka felt himself relax in the warm embrace of his love. "Why are you sitting on the floor? You don't want to join me in bed? Are you still mad at me? If I forgive you for what you did to me, would you forgive me for the stupid fight?"
The man watched him intently. "So you are saying that we should let go of the past, and start over from zero? As if yesterday did not exist?"
It was the answer Hisoka hoped for. "Yes."
That was the answer the man hoped for. "Sure."
Reminder: sexual contents minimized in this version.
"Then let's not talk about the past anymore from now on…" The man whispered in Hisoka's ears.
"I love you Tsuzuki."
Brushing his fingers through the boy's hair, the man kissed him on the forehead. He move one of Hisoka's hands to his shoulder, the other to his face. Breathing in, he smelled the little hand as if it was the first time ever. He moved the palm to his mouth and kissed it softly. He then focused on each finger, little, ring, middle, index, licking them one by one, without urgency. For him, time seemed to have stilled. There was no need to rush. Foreplay was the most important part of sex. When he put the boy's thumb in his mouth and sucked on it like a nipple, he felt Hisoka tremble.
"Do you like that?" He asked.
The boy was speechless and could only nod. Good enough answer. He sucked harder on the thumb. Hisoka's heartbeats rose. As much as he loved the sensation, he pulled the thumb out, and instead pushed his tongue in. The man responded to the kiss for a short moment, then pulled back.
"Why?" Hisoka asked in surprise.
"Let's not rush. I want this to be perfect." The man answered.
"But every time we make love, you say that I'm so irresistible that you can't keep it slow. You were always impatient, hungry, … aggressive…" Hisoka teased.
"Do you want me to be aggressive? I can do that too. Tell me what you want. I can be very very rough…" The man offered proudly.
"No. We have had so many fights lately, I am tired. Tonight, I want something more gentle, nice, sweet, and tender."
"I want that too. At least for the first time."
"Uh? What do you mean, first time?" Hisoka asked in surprise.
"We said we'd forget the past. So technically speaking, this IS our first time. Correct?"
Hisoka blushed. And nodded. "You're … a little different tonight. But I love you nonetheless, Tsu..."
The man put an index finger on the boy's lips to interrupt him. He did not want to hear the old man's name. Maybe one day, he too could learn to love, like this boy himself learned from someone else. But tonight, he wanted only to fulfill his lust.
Innocently, Hisoka opened his lips and sucked the unmoving index finger into his mouth, trying to return the wonderful sensation he felt a moment ago when the man licked his hand so sensually. The man's breathing increased, which satisfied Hisoka a lot. He moved to work on the thumb. He took it in his mouth, pulling out, pushing back in, all the while using his wet tongue to swirl around the tip. He hoped he was doing it right…
The man gently pulled the thumb out, and replaced it with his lips. They shared a tongueless kiss, a long long one, until Hisoka could no longer control himself… Opening his mouth wider, he led a begging tongue into the man's moist mouth, and searched, until he found. Their tongues met, and wrestled inside this blissful, erotic kiss that words could not describe. Only their moans could define the intense pleasure an exchange of saliva could bring.
As the kiss deepened, Hisoka pulled the man off the floor and into their bed. The latter readily complied. They kissed some more, and Hisoka was starting to sweat heavily. A hot warm feeling in his guts just glowed, forcing him to unbutton his tight shirt. When he was done, he fumbled with his partner's, who helped by shrugging off the clothes. Hisoka's trembling fingers touched the belt that the man was wearing, "Do it", the man ordered, and Hisoka worked to unbuckle it. Eager to help, the man took care of the boy's belt. As he unbuttoned the boy's trousers, the latter tried to suppress an ecstatic gasp. "Why are you trying not to be loud?" The man asked.
"I … was… quiet like that when we… did it the first time, you don't remember?" Hisoka said shyly.
"THIS is our first time, remember? And I want you to be as loud as you can, so I know how to pleasure you."
"Loud? How?" Hisoka asked nervously.
"Talk dirty, call my name, or just, moan and pant and scream, make any noise, all the noises. I really want to hear you when we make love… and know that you're here with me… what you like, what you don't like..."
"Hhm…" Hisoka nodded shyly.
"What do you want me to do now? Tell me…" The man insisted.
"Hhm…"
"There's nothing to be embarrassed… Just tell me."
"Hhm… My pants feel very tight…"
"I can help you with that…" He unzipped the fly of the boy's trousers.
"What do you want me to do now? Tell me…"
"Tsuzuki, you're torturing me!… You know what I want!" The impatient boy was losing his temper.
"I do, but tell me nevertheless. I want to hear you say the words..."
"I want … you to touch me. I'm rock hard… Please touch me…"
The man did as asked, making the boy moan in pleasure. "Ahhh!"
"Louder. Don't try to suppress it. Just don't." The seductive hand continued.
"Ahhhh!!! Uh.. Oh! Ahh!" Hisoka let out noises that he never heard himself make before…
The man milked him some more. It was a perfect handjob. Flawless.
"Stop! Stop, Tsuzuki! I'm com-in-g…! Please stop!" Hisoka begged, trying to hold off his orgasm.
"Then come! Do it!!" The man encouraged him.
"But I want to come with you… please stop!" Hisoka argued stubbornly.
"Just do it! Do it for me…" The man milked harder.
"Arrghhh!!!!!! Tsuzuki!!!!!!" The boy screamed as he spilled himself into the skillful hand of his lover.
"I want you… inside me." The boy begged almost in an ecstatic whisper.The man looked deep into Hisoka's eyes as he entered him. A fraction of an inch at a time. Not too fast. Not too hard. Just a little at a time. No pain. He did not want to remind the boy of Muraki. The gentle movement continued. The boy arched his back and his eyes widened with pleasure. His body welcomed the intrusion and was gradually adjusting to it.
"Tsuzuki…"
The man was gentle, yet assertive. He went as deep as he could. When he hit the farthest wall inside, he was content. He remembered that when he decided to use the irreversible spell of body transformation, he once worried that the old fart didn't have a decently sized organ. But nevertheless, he chose to give up his perfect body, in exchange for an old fart's. It was the only way he could claim Hisoka as his.
"Huh… Ohhhh… Arrgghh!! Come inside me! Tsuzuki!" Hisoka yelled out as he orgasmed again, his own cum bursting onto his lover's chest and face.The man pumped some more, looked deep into the bright green eyes as he let loose and came deep inside the body of his fragile lover, as he screamed out loud "Hisoka!!!"
Breathing heavily, the two sweaty bodies collapsed together in bed. Koroji knew he wasn't Hisoka's first, nor second, but he knew, he would be Hisoka's last sexual partner.
As difficult as it was to believe, Hisoka was indeed Koroji's first. The cocky Shinigami never penetrated a male body before, because he could not find one that was perfect enough, so he saved himself and only did females. Tonight was his first time with a male, and he made it the most memorable and wonderful experience ever, to himself, and to Hisoka. He looked at the boy, who was dozing off to sleep. Placing his lips on the boys', he kissed him to awaken the sleepy thing.
"Hhm… Tsuzuki…" The boy asked with an uncertain voice, "get some sleep?"
"Not yet… I want more." The man responded in a lustful and ragged tone.
They looked into each other's eyes, and Hisoka realized that this man in front of him, had a need deep down into his core, a need for something… No it was not lust. Could it be love? No, that can't be. He already had Hisoka's love. So what exactly is it that this man needed? Hisoka could sense the very strong presence of an unfulfilled desire, yet he could not identify it. Puzzled, he simply asked "More sex?" He knew that wasn't it, but it was all he could come up with…
"Yes." The man nodded. But in his mind, he knew that wasn't it. He knew that what he longed for, was something he never had experience with, in life or in death. The feeling of love.
Now sexually plenished, Hisoka got up from the bed and pulled his lover to the edge of the bed. Hisoka raised his legs up and around the neck. The boy took it in his mouth, and the man's back arched as his young partner sucked on it. The man let a scream out as he had his second orgasm all over Hisoka's face. He continued to suck and lick until the man gently started to pull him up. Hisoka then worked his way up this beautiful body, up to the man's handsome face. They shared their dirtiest kiss ever.
They made passionate love again. Going and going. Having orgasm after orgasm. This intense pleasure was better than Koroji could experience in all of his wild, erotic, wet, dirty, Hisoka-driven dreams. As he looked deep into the boy's eyes, he whispered, "Hisoka Kurosaki, I..."
"I love you too, Tsuzuki Asato." The boy replied before the man even managed to say the words.
At the sound of the name he hated most, he felt an arrow pierce through his heart. Never had he felt such kind of ache before.
The love Hisoka had for Tsuzuki Asato was irreversible. So was the body change spell. He would have to be it and live with it for eternity.
Maybe one day, when he could give up on Hisoka, then he could transform into someone else. Of course, he knew it would be difficult to find a more perfect body, face, mind, than the Koroji made my mother nature, but at least, he wouldn't have to be trapped in an old body.
Koroji laid on Hisoka, kissing his nose, lips, ears, and neck. They snuggled for a few minutes. Hisoka told him how much he loved him. The man instead, told him how sexy he was. How much he turned him on. How beautiful he was. The boy had a great look of satisfaction on his face after all those orgasms he had. He took a little nap on the man as the latter held him tight in his arms. When Hisoka woke up, he kissed the man deeply and asked in a cute, sweet voice if he held him like this the whole time he was sleeping. Koroji answered, "Of course, Sweetheart. You looked so peaceful. I didn't have the heart to disturb you."
That was the beginning of round two.
Koroji's point-of-view
Yeah, sometimes, you do have to pay a price for what you want.
In my case, I gave up my perfect body, in exchange for a perfect partner.
Hisoka, maybe one day, I could learn to love you.
Without regret, your Tsuzuki.How about a quiz? Did any reader realize that the black spider with amethyst eyes referred to in chapter 2 and this chapter itself, not only represented the real Tsuzuki (aggressive) but also the fake Tsuzuki (Koroji)? Just wondering...
Thanks for reading. Comments always appreciated.
