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A/N: It is finally here! We begin Kai's really journey in this story! I am sooooo sorry it took me so long to up date, but life just likes to happen and keep rolling on and it very rarely stops to ask permission, or your opinion. Yah, I have a unique philosophy of the world, lots of personification. I really meant to have this up sooner and I promise a faster update next time. (Well, I can only try). Also if I normally review on some stories and I haven't, I am really sorry about that! I will leave a little something hopefully tonight.

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SO NOW... WITHOUT FURTHER ADO... I PRESENT TO YOU... THE FIRST PART OF THE BIG REVEAL... PART ONE...


"Kaito Rand, if you don't wake up, I will hurt you."

I slowly open my eyes and weakly look around.

What was real? What was a dream?

"Oh thank heaven you woke up." The voice sighs, this time it is soft, not booming.

"Iss... Sumi..." I stutter.

"No." The voice says and I am forced to look for the voice.

Miss Ava comes slowly into view. "Kai? Are you ok?" She asks, softly. Her freezing hand is pressed on my forehead

"I don't know." I mutter back.

"You feel really hot. Do you want to stay home?" She asks. "I'll call in to work and say I have to take care of you."

I force myself to sit upright. "No." I say weakly. "I'll go to school."

She looks at me, slightly irritated. "Open your mouth."

I look up at her and obey and she sticks in a thermometer.

I wait a few minutes and she takes it out. "101.5" She reads aloud.

I fall back into the bed. I felt cold all of a sudden.

The pale blue walls turn a darker, colder blue, and I bolt upright.

Miss Ava also looks around, startled.

I touch my forehead. It's burning. The walls go fiery red.

"Kai, stop that." Miss Ava says.

"I don't know what I'm doing." I say weakly as my stomach turns.

I slowly pick up my tablet and see I have a message.

Professor Xavier: Kai. I have contact SHIELD and you will not be attending school today. Logan will pick you up this morning, and bring you straight to the mansion. Don't worry. Just stay calm. Pack some clothes, you may be staying here a few nights.

I sigh and hand Miss Ava the tablet. She reads it slowly. "Alright." She seems worried for a minute. "Go and get some breakfast." She sighs.

Once I am out of ear range I can hear her thoughts. 'Don't worry. Don't worry, Ava. Kai is in good hands.'

And I feel sick again.

"Hey Kai." Anna says as I wheel up to the table.

She looks up at me and struggles to not spit out her orange juice.

Once she swallows she watches me. "Kai? Are you feeling alright?"

"I don't know. My head hurts and I am running a fever." I sigh as she passes me the bacon.

"Nightmares?" She asks.

"Yes, but-"

"It's just a nightmare. You out grow them, you'll be fine." She cuts me off.

I wait for her to stuff her mouth. "Yes, it was nightmares but, there was something more behind it. The walls in my room kept changing colors."

Her eyes widened. "Wow."


About 45 minutes later. Mr. Logan picked me up.

He didn't say a word as I threw my bag in the back seat, and got myself settled in the front.

Miss Ava told me to be careful. And then we left.

The drive was quiet. Mr. Logan didn't say a word to me the full time.

When we got there, I was freezing. Mr. Logan pushed me the whole time, and we went straight into the back where Professor Xavier was waiting on me.

I swallow hard, when I see the metal table in the middle of the room.

"Kai, would you please lay down on the table for me?" He asks. I gulp. Looking for Mr. Logan, who was gone.

"Sure." I mutter weakly. I slowly levitate myself onto the cold table. "What's going on?" I ask.

"I am going to project into your mind, and I need to look at a few things regarding your powers and previous mentoring in telepathy." He says calmly as I lay on my back.

I'm not comfortable with this, this could lead to something bad.

"Kai, relax. Arms by your sides." Professor Xavier instructs me calmly getting in position by my head. "Just breathe. I will be in and out."

I feel his hand on my forehead and once more, it is icy against the burning.

Then the world fades into white light as I watch the memories playing through my head.

The first one was me and Dad. We were in the palace garden and I was showing him my powers. This was after the attack and I was leaning on a tree.

The next one was Master Tuan and me training.

Memories just like these float in my head. All my training no matter who it is with.

Each memory getting closer and close to the day, The Goblin had to appear in the city.

I can't help but start getting worried.

I had accepted the fact of what happened to me. I am at peace with it.

But I still don't think about it casually, and I sure don't tell anyone about it.

Finally the first lesson starts to play, while the others were going by fast, this one plays slower as I watch from a third person view.

The conversation starts and it goes along. We talk and then I say the words. The words that I could never take back.

"When can we start?" They were childish, but at the same time serious.

I was serious. At this point in time, Hope had Doctor Strange as a mentor. So why couldn't I have one?

Someone to talk to, to teach me, to listen and understand.

'But, really why did you trust him Kai?'

I had almost forgotten that Professor Xavier was here.

'I don't know.' It's a lie.

'Yes, you do.'

'I needed a friend, someone to be there for me. Dad was there but that was different, more special maybe. But Master Tuan, he didn't have the other side of the story. I was connected to his spirit, there was something special. And he just…'

'You needed a shoulder to cry on. You needed someone to forget what had happened and not ask about that.'

'My parents cared, and they were there, but they were being parents. They were supposed to be worried about me.' I report back.

The memory fades and the next one begins. I'm in my room, laying on my bed. And Hope rushes in.

The look on her face. And the nervousness as she re-grips her sword every five seconds.

"No!" I yell. I fight it as the memories fade away. I fell my spirit being physically thrown into my body.

Shoved down against the table.

But I don't open my eyes.

I hear crashing as my fists clench at my side.

All I am is angry.

Angry at the memory.

I can't help it.

I listen to things crash and break around me. The world feels like it is spinning.

"Kai." I see Dad standing before me.

We're in a void. Colors mixing around us.

"Its ok." His hand is on my shoulder.

"Dad." I whisper. I close the gap between us and hug him tightly. "I don't know what's happening."

"Kai, your emotions. You bottle them up, you need to let them go."

I look up at Dad and my eyes get wet. I hug him again with my face in his chest so I don't have to look at him as he places his arms around me also. "Kai, lestin. I have kepy things from you and I am sorry, you are not just a telepath."

I look up at him and he is standing before me, not as a father, but more as a king in his greatness. He is mearly a projection in my mind. "What?" I ask shaking. "What does that mean?"

But, he doesnt reply. He only bows his head as the void slips away.


"Kai!" A rough voice says.

I open my eyes to see I'm not with Dad anymore.

I sit up weakly and look around the room. Mr. Logan is standing over me and Miss Munroe is helping Professor Xavier up, his wheelchair had been knocked over.

Everyone looks overwhelmed. "What happened?" I ask fearfully.

"Kai, can you please go wait in the library?" Professor Xavier asks. He looks stern and I can't tell if he is mad at me or not.

I nod quickly. Getting into my wheelchair and leaving.

I sit there for a while looking at everything. All the books.

I sigh as I push myself up to a table and touch it. When nothing happens, I sigh happily.

I am not going crazy.

After a while I get bored and decide to meditate. So I situate myself on the couch and pull up my leg and slowly relax.

I am too fearful to enter the sanctuary of my mind, so I keep it simple.

I clear my mind instead.

Nothing.

It was at least an hour later when I was disturbed.

"Kai."

I open a single eye and see Mr. Logan standing over me. "The professor wants to see you."


MY MOST BELOVED READERS: I AM CURRENTLY GOING THROUGH SO TERRIBLE WRITES BLOCK! I WOULD ENJOY ANY THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS AS TO WHAT SHOULD HAPPEN NEXT! THIS IS YOUR STORY AS MUCH AS MINE, SO PLEASE, HELP ME OUT TO DECIDE WHAT COMES NEXT. ALSO PLEASE LEAVE GUESSES AND ALL WILL BE REVEALED IN THE NEXT CHAPTER. (THIS TIME I SWEAR!)

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