"Have you ever even thought about it?" Alec asks, staring incredulously at me. I purse my lips and think.
"No, I don't think so. It never really seemed like an option." I tell him.
"But humans are absolutely delicious. And animals.. It makes me sick just thinking about it." He shivers.
"Its really not that bad. And it makes me feel strong." I sigh in contentment.
"Are you kidding? Humans give you twice as much power!" He grabs my empty thermos and gives it a slight squeeze. It crumbles into dust.
"I don't mean brute strength, but thanks for breaking my last thermos. I mean I overcame my temptation for humans, it makes me feel like I can overcome anything." I smile.
"What kinds of things might you need to overcome?" He asks, his eyes flashing out the window where storm clouds are gathering, as if he is avoiding my gaze.
"I don't know.. Heartbreak.." I try to seem indifferent.
"I would never hurt you," He promises, taking my hand.
"I trust you," I peck his lips.
"What are we going to do when its time for me to go back?" I ask as my conversation with Renesmee over a month ago comes rushing back.
"I don't think you should worry about that.. Come on, lets go ice skating." He quickly changes the subject like he always does when I mention our relationship in a long-term sort of way and a sprinkle of fear and doubt settles over me. I internally shake it off like a wet dog as he pulls me out the door.
"Where are we going ice skating at?" I laugh as we run at a human pace down the cobblestone streets. He lifts our hands in the air and I do a little twirl.
"The mortals put together a shabby little skating area every winter." He grabs me and dips me down. Dancing in the street. This boy knows all the mushy, romantic things girls want.
We arrive at a small, melting rink and rent stinky old white skates with dull blades as a few tiny raindrops splatter down. He laces his quickly, but I get confused and end up with a huge knot.
"Let me help you," He laughs, kneeling on the ground and carefully undoing my mess with his strong fingers. He ties a beautiful bow on each foot, then slowly runs his hands up each of my calves and halfway up my inner thighs, causing tingles to run through me. He stands gracefully and grabs my hands, supporting me as I wobble out onto the ice. He holds on to my hands and slowly glides around the oval rink with me.
"This is actually really fun," I laugh as I get the hang of it, sliding out into the center and showing off to the humans with an elegant twist.
"I thought you would like it," Alec smiles, grabbing my waist and lifting my into the air. He whirls around in a fast triple spin as if we are professional figure skaters.
"You are so small and light," He laughs as he sets me back down.
"I'm a fourteen year old girl. Aren't I suppose to be that way?" I self-consciously wrap my arms around myself.
"I'm not saying its a bad thing! You're adorable and perfect exactly how you are," He pulls me to him, kissing me softly and sweetly for an immeasurable moment.
"Lets get out of here," He whispers in my ear, beginning to take me back towards the rental booth.
"But we just got here," I am a bit disappointed. I wasn't finished showing off my abilities for the gawking humans.
"You are only going to be here for two more weeks, Cassie. I don't want to waste our time together ice skating," He sighs and begins unlacing my skates. I slide my fur boots back on as he takes our skates back to the rental booth.
"I guess you are right," I want to ask again about what we're going to do when I'm gone, but I don't want to make him angry. Suddenly, he grabs me and picks me up bridal style.
"Alec!" I squeal and giggle in delight. He carries me all the way back to the castle and we burst in the doors laughing.
"Wanna go back to my room?" I purr. His eyes light up and he nods eagerly, running faster than I've ever seen him into my room, slamming it with his foot closed and shifting me into one arm so he can lock it. He throws me onto my bed and begins unbuttoning his shirt. I ogle at his incredible six pack.
He jumps onto my bed on top of me, supporting himself with the palms of his hands. He grabs the bottom of my shirt and lifts it over my head, then expertly unclasping my bra in the back.. How many girls has be brought to bed before?..
"You're so hot," He moans, grabbing each of my bare, supple breasts in his hands. He squeezes, and then lowers his head to my left one, sucking on it as I arch my back and moan. Then he bites so hard I cry out in a mixture of pleasure and pain. He switches to my right, giving it the same blissful attention.
I fumble around and manage to undo his pants, letting them drop to the floor, and slide his boxer briefs down at the same time to reveal his large, pulsing prostate. I decide to pleasure him as he has pleasured me, and shove his member into my mouth. I slide it back out, and then shove it back down my throat. He places his hands on the back of my head, making me go harder and faster as he lets out moans of desire.
He suddenly decides he has had enough foreplay, and gently knocks me down on the pillows. I spread my legs open, and he grabs his dick and slowly pushes it inside of me. Then he pulls it back out, and jams it back in with such force I scream.
"Oh God. Oh God. Oh God, Alec. Alec. Oh Alec," The more I say his name, the more excited he gets. He pushes in and out of me hard and fast, panting heavily. In. Out. In. Out. In. Out. We go at it for at least an hour, taking turns on top and bottom.
"That was amazing," He gasps out.
"Totally," I am so out of breath I can hardly speak. He rolls himself over so he is laying on top of me supported by his elbows.
"I love you." He whispers, staring straight into my eyes. The whole world freezes over. And that was the first time Alec ever said he loved me.
"I love you too," I whisper back, grabbing his face and kissing him tenderly. He wraps his arms around me, and we spend the rest of the night together, staring at the stars out the window as he whispered the sweetest things in my ear.