"What the fuck do YOU want?" Evelyn asked, rolling her eyes

"I wanna talk about Saturday night." Jon said, walking towards her. She backed up and put her head against the locker.

"I don't care what you have to say, you ditched me for some prostitute." She said as she walked towards the door.

He stood in front of her and moved with her to keep her from leaving. "God damn it, Jon, move your ass!" He looked down and his eyes started to burn as he felt the tears coming on but he held them back and looked her straight in the eyes.

"I'm sorry. About everything. Please just don't be mad at me anymore, I can't stand it." He said, sounding like he was about punch a wall or cry.

"Jon, you stood me up, what am I supposed to be? Happy?" She felt her eyes starting to sting, but she tried her best to keep the tears from falling. She was tired of crying because of Jon.

"Babe-" he started.

"Babe nothing! I'm done. Bye Jon." she shoved him to the side and walked out. He stood there, staring at the door as he practically watched the girl he finally had feelings for walk out on him...his heart ached more than ever before.

Evelyn sat in her car crying as everything finally hit her. I just fucking lost the ONE guy I thought I had feelings for. But I'm stupid to think that a superstar like him would give two shits about me. He proved it Saturday night. Whatever he can go fuck a brick for all I care. She cleaned her self up and drove to the hotel.

As she got to the hallway her room was in she saw Jon sitting with his back against the door. She facepalmed and walked over to her door. Jon saw her and stood up, mouth open and she put her finger up. "Save it, Jon, I don't wanna hear your bullshit." And she unlocked the door and Jon wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close. She looked at him, trying to push him away. "Jon, don't. This is go-" and he cut her off by pressing his lips to hers. She fought it at first but he wouldn't give up so she gave in and wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back.

Jon picked her up and carried her inside while still kissing her. Once inside he set her down gently on the bed and closed the door. He walked over towards the bed and slowly crawled on top of her, pressing his lips to her neck. She tilted her head to the side a bit. Part of her didn't want to give into him, but she instantly melted into his touch.

Jon was beginning to run his hands up her shirt when she brought herself to tell him that she can't do this. She wasn't ready for him; for this.

"Jon; Stop-Please get off of me." Jon removed his lips from her neck and looked down at her with a concern look on his face as she sighed.

"What's wrong Evelyn? Did I do something wrong?" Evelyn couldn't help but laugh.

"Does Saturday night remind you of anything?' Jon sighed.

"I'm sorry-" Evelyn waved her hand, gesturing him to shush.

"Look, anyways; It's not about you. It's-It's about Alan." Evelyn could feel his hands clench into a fist.

"What did that bastard do this time?" Evelyn shook her head.

"It wasn't this time. I haven't heard from him since that night you saved me from him. Anyways, that's not the point." Evelyn began.

"My point is, Alan is my ex boyfriend. He hurt me not only mentally and emotionally, but physically. I've known him since I was about 14. Yeah, I know I'm stupid for even talking about him.. But, it just- he stills haunts me. I was forced into things that I didn't want to be apart of; I was cheated on multiple times.. When I saw you with that women or man; or whatever it is; that night it just reminded me of Alan. I honestly was hoping I would finally meet that one guy that was able to help me get rid of everything about Alan.. Yes, I thought you were the one that could help me.." Evelyn sighed as she ran her hand through her hair.

"But, I was wrong." Evelyn's words hit Jon like a ton of bricks.

Jon sighed, getting off of Evelyn and sat at the edge of the bed with his head in the palm of his hands. Jon tried his best not to cry in front of Evelyn since he is very well known as being that tough guy. Evelyn couldn't help but sit up and crawl over to him, placing a hand on his back.

"Jon..?" Evelyn sighed as she looked over at him.

Jon stood up instantly as soon he felt her hand on his back. "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry that I happened to fail you. I'm sorry that I even saved you that night. I'm sorry that you even came into my life." Evelyn swallow a huge lump that was in her throat.

"I-I'm sorry that you feel that way.. Please leave my room, now." and with that he was gone. Evelyn watched him leave feeling herself wanting to cry, but this time she wasn't going to cry; she wasn't going to let Jon make her cry anymore. She was tried of crying; this time- it's change time.

A/N; Hey guys! Sorry for the long wait, I've been busy with healing my nearly broken fist and smashed knee.. But, that's not the point. anyways, I'm hoping that I can start updating more frequently instead of like monthly. but, uhm; yeah.

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