It's been about a week since I've been married to Edward, so that means that I'm officially three months pregnant and about to go into my second trimester, or whatever. All I know is that being pregnant SUCKS! I mean, yeah you have a baby inside you and your excited, but between the vomiting and your body being totally destroyed, and all the other crap that pregnant women have to put up with, it sucks sometimes. And it especially sucks when you're carrying a baby whose DNA is partly made up of someone you don't know, and the fact you're giving it up for adoption and never going to see it again. Yeah. I love living with the Cullen's. It's just annoying, when they look at me. They all look at me like I'm some sort of freak. Except Edward, who looks at me with a look that breaks my heart. He looks at me and is sad. Sad to see me go through this, sad that it's not HIS child, sad that he wasn't there to protect me. And it makes me sad that he's sad. And then he feels bad, and it's all confusing. All I know, is that I don't feel good.

I woke up this morning with a note on my pillow.

Bella,

We all needed to hunt. And we will be back later.

If you need me call me and I'll be there in a second.

I love you, be safe.

Edward

I rolled over and as soon as my feet touched the ground I was sprinting towards the bathroom. As I retched, I was shaking, and I was throwing up like I'd never thrown up before. When I was done, I saw blood mixed in with vomit. My eyes grew wide. What should I do? Should I tell Edward? I shook my head at the thought. It was probably normal. I brushed my teeth and walked downstairs and into the kitchen got myself a bowl of Cheerios. But after a few spoonfuls, I was vomiting again, and there was still blood mixed in. I got myself a glass of water and trudged back into Edward's and my room. (A/N: is that proper grammar???) I was seriously cold. I turned the heat up to eighty and pulled the cover tight around me. What's wrong with me? I was still shaking from cold even with all the blankets. I felt light headed, sick, and cold, so I decided to take a nap. I was awakened by Edward's worried voice.

"Bella, are you alright?" I sat up but as soon as I did, I started coughing. I felt liquid coming out of my mouth and sure enough, I had blood on my hand. I quickly wiped my hand on my pants, hoping that Edward didn't notice, which was kind of stupid since he is a vampire.

"Bella, what's a matter? I can smell the blood!" I was about to answer him when a wave of nausea hit and I sprinted towards the bathroom once again. This time, there was more blood than vomit, and I couldn't hide it from Edward.

"BELLA!" He yelled. He rubbed my back untill I was finished retching and then picked me up in his arms and took my down to Carlisle. "Carlisle, Bella keeps throwing up blood!" Carlisle was suddenly next to me and Edward and put me on the kitchen counter. Carlisle put his hands and pushed on my pelvis, making me yelp.

"Bella," Carlisle said, "you need to go to the hospital." I nodded, letting them take me to the place I hated most. When we arrived at the hospital, Carlisle let me know that they were going to sedate me. He gave me a shot of something and I was soon asleep.

When I woke up, I was alone in the room. I pushed the button to let the nurse know that I was awake. But luckily a nurse didn't come in. Carlisle did. He had a serious look on his face when he walked in. He sat on a chair close to my bed and took in a deep breath.

"Bella, out of courtesy I thought you might want to hear what I'm about to tell you before Edward does." I nodded.

"Thanks. Is there something wrong with the baby?" I asked nervously.

"Bella, every woman's body reacts differently to pregnancy, and some women's bodies can't handle being pregnant. Unfortunately your body isn't reacting well to the baby. You can keep carrying the baby, but it would be very dangerous and there's a very high chance of the baby, and even you dieing if you continue carrying it. The best option would be for you to have an abortion and stop putting the stress on you're body, but it's your choice Bella." I felt my body grow limp.

"Did Alice see this coming?" I whispered.

"She saw you in the hospital which made Edward come home when he did." I tried to hold back tears.

"Carlisle," I whispered weakly. "Could you let Edward read your mind? I don't think I could say what you just said…." My voice trailed off.

"Of course." And with that he left the room. I stayed lost in thought untill Edward came in, his eyes full of fear.

"Oh, Bella." He said. I started to cry and he pulled me into his arms. (This time, there were no wires connecting me to machines) I sobbed and sobbed, and he let me stain his shirt with the salt water from my tears.

"Edward, w-what am I going to d-do?" I mumbled between sobs.

"Bella, I am with you with what ever you decide one hundred percent, but if I had to choose for you, I would make you get the abortion Bella." I gasped and looked up at him. "Bella, I don't like the idea of abortions, but this baby is not more important than you're life." I took in a shaky breath.

"I think that…"

Yeah cliffie, but I didn't decide whats shes gonna decide yet. And I know this chapter wasn't to good. Okay, yeah it was crappy, but it's the best I got. I don't know if I'm going to continue this fanfic, the same people keep reviewing. So if I don't get new reviewers, I might just stop this fanfiction next chapter. So please review, and please PASS THIS ON!!! I might update tomorow, but it's a maybe. Hoped you guys enjoyed.

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