Chapter 11
As always a big thank-you to my rock…also known as my beta florrie jade! And on with the show…..
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!
Warning: Little lemon alert
Develop a passion for learning. If you do, you will never cease to grow.
-Anthony J. D'Angelo
BPOV:
"Edward?" I asked in a timid voice after sitting there for almost a full minute of silence. His eyes quickly flickered to me as he opened his mouth like he wanted to speak but with no words actually coming out he closed it again.
I think he was in shock.
I was not sure what to say so I just sat there and waited for him to process what I had just said. It only took another moment for Edward to react as he flew off the couch and started pacing while screaming
"No, no, no, no, NO! Over my dead body!"
Edward was beyond freaking out and I knew I needed to calm him down quick or I was never going to be able to race like I wanted. I got up off the couch and grabbed Edwards hand to drag him back onto the couch with me. We were sitting side by side while holding hands, well more like Edward had taken my hand hostage in a death grip between his own, while Edward tried to process this new chunk of information. He was muttering to himself in what sounded like Italian to me, I couldn't understand what he was saying but I knew whatever it was he was saying would not be good.
"Edward you said your family do it for fun, so that's what it would be for me. Fun!" I said with a big smile on my face. Edward turned to me with anger written all over his face.
"Bella, I'm just protecting you. I won't budge on this; it's never going to happen! Besides you're not the type of girl that belongs down at the track." He spat. Suddenly I was just as angry as him as it washed over me like a tidal wave.
"What's that suppose to mean? Are you like what, ashamed of me?" I snapped back at him. I snatched my hand back from between his own and went to move off the couch only to have Edward pull me back down by my hips. This was quickly snow balling as tempers where escalating. Edward took a deep calming breath before saying in a calm voice
"That's not what I meant Bella. What I meant was that you are too good to be seen down there. The girls that go down there are skanks Bella, that I would not want a touch with a ten foot poll. You're my Bella and I'm just protecting you, you have to understand that." Edward was getting flustered and started tugging on his fully buttoned shirt to get it looser. I momentarily lost my focus when he started undoing the top buttons to expose his chest. I eventually found my focus again.
"Don't you want me to be happy?" I asked in a frustrated tone as I was not getting my own way.
"Of course I want you to be happy. You should know by now that I would give you the moon and all the stars if that is what you wanted. But when your safety is of concern I will not stand by and watch you get harmed or killed. It's just not in me."
"What if-"I started to ask my question when he cut me off with a loud resounding "NO!".
This happened four times in a row; every time I would speak Edward would cut me off. It was clear to me that he thought this conversation was done, dusted and over with. It was not. He was not letting me get my valid points across; I was getting agitated at the fact of how uncompromising he was being. I decided to use a more different approach to get me argument across. Edward was playing to his strengths which were his dominant authoritative personality; it was time for me to play to my strengths. I knew what I was about to do was a low blow, risky and could potentially crush my self esteem if I was rejected but it was worth a shot.
I felt foolish for what I was about to do. I was never the type of girl to flaunt my womanly ways. I could when I wanted to or when Alice dressed me up but for the most part I was more reserved. I started off with baby steps as I took Edwards hand and brought it up to my lips. I placed a soft lingering kiss on it as I felt my blush creep up my chest and flush my cheeks.
I kiss a few soft kisses up his arm over his shirt as I made my way towards his head. Once I got to his neck my kisses started to become more open and wet. I crept my left hand up his stomach, up his chest and grabbed on to the hairs that lay on the nap of his neck. I feasted some more on his neck and shoulders which were exposed to me thanks to his loosening his shirt earlier. As I was enjoying the taste of his sweet but salty skin under my tongue I heard Edward ask
"B-Baby, what are you doing?" His breaths were becoming more labored. I could tell I was getting to him. I didn't answer his question as I thought it was pretty self explanatory what I was doing when I twisted my body around and hitched my right leg over his legs and moved to straddle him.
Once I was fully settled on him, his hands found purchase on my hips and dragged me closer to him until we were touching chest to chest. I kissed him on the neck a few more times, then along his jaw and then on his lips. He immediately started to dominate my mouth with his own. His kisses were hard and punishing, I loved it. I could feel him becoming hard underneath me, I loved that too. He was starting to lose control as his hands squeezed my hips in a death grip, I knew now was my time to strike. I stopped kissing him which made him emit a loud frustrated growl, I just smirked. I sat back on my feet which were now tucked under my ass and looked at Edward. I had changed my shirt from the one I wore today to another royal blue one and still had on my black pencil skirt from the interview. I played with the buttons on my shirt as I asked Edward
"Do you want me to undo this button?" in an innocent voice. He nodded, so I undid my top button to expose more of my clavicle. I reached for the second button and asked
"Do you want me to undo this button too?"
"Fuck yes." Edward panted, so I undid the second button to expose the swells of my breasts. Edward looked like he was in pain as slowly one by one my buttons were undone and my top left my body. Edward looked ready to pounce as I sat on his lap in just my black lacy bra.
"Honey, do you want me to take off my bra?" I asked as I reached around to touch the clasp on my back.
"God yes!" Edward said as it came out more like a moan. I released my tit's from there lacey prison and felt as they dropped slightly with the weight.
Edward moved forward a little as he looked like he wanted to kiss them but I quickly pushed him back into the couch. He growled at me again, I smirked. I cupped my C-cup breasts and asked
"Do you want to touch these Edward? Do you want to touch my tits?" He nodded and gulped as he stared intently.
"If you want to touch them you will have to do something for me." I said teasingly.
"Anything!" Edward said as he bucked up into me a little bit so I could feel his hard cock underneath his slacks. I leaned forward and whispered in his ear without touching him
"Let me race then..." Edward snarled as he banged his head against the back of the couch. I knew I had him exactly where I wanted.
"How about I let you ride shot gun while I race?" he offered in a compromise. This was good that he was willing to negotiate, so I added in
"As well as teaching me to race, like properly."
"OK FINE!" Edward yelled as he threw me off his lap and onto the couch as he dove on top of me. I squealed out but was silenced by his lips on mine. His hand quickly found my breast as he squeezed and cupped it as his other hand made its way up my leg under my skirt. I moaned in his mouth when he squeezed my nipple, it pebbled to his touch. I could feel his smirking above me, knowing that he was getting me worked up. To get back at him I cupped him in his pants. He let out a feral moan. That's right who's moaning now I thought to myself.
Things were escalating quickly as we became frenzied, we just could not get enough of each other. Edwards shirt found the floor, as did my skirt and Edwards pants a few moments later. I was lying underneath him in only my black thong as our lips and tongues passionately moved against each other. My skin was turning into goose bumps in the wake the of Edwards hands. Both my hands were buried in his hair which was incredibly soft under my finger tips. My hands would roam as I felt the muscle of his back and chest.
For the first time since Edwards clothes came off we stopped kissing and opened our eyes. He rested his forehead against my own as we both breathed in deep breaths. I noticed then just how beautiful Edward was, from his insanely green eyes to the tattoo that I was just noticing on the inside of his bicep. I lifted my hand to trace my finger along the elegant "Cullen" written with fancy French script. It really just made him that much more sexy in my eyes.
"Bella…" Edward breathed out as his sweet breath fanned over my face. He supported his weight with one of his forearms next to my head while he brought the other to stroke my hair and face.
"…You have no idea how much I want you right now. Your beyond beautiful but I don't want to do it like this. I will not treat you with any less respect than you deserve. You know this means a lot to me already but I want things to be official. So Isabella Swan, will you be my girlfriend?" He was so sweet and gentle with me, making me feel so special and precious in his eyes.
"Yes Edward, I will be your girlfriend." Then we kissed. I rolled over so that I was on top off him and straddling him while he lay down on the couch. We were still making out like teenagers as I started to grind down on his erection. We were both moaning as he brought his hands down to my ass and gripped it as he pushed me further on his clothed cock. Edward had been so good to me and I decided it was time to thank him in a way I knew he would love. I broke our heated kiss and kissed all down his body. Slowly I kissed down his chest, stomach and hips. I brought my hands up to his boxers and started to pull them down when Edward stopped me by gently laying his hand on my own.
"You don't have to do this Bella." He said.
"But I want to." I said as I kissed the inside of his leg. Slowly I pulled down his boxers and release his erection. I pulled his boxers down until they were off his legs and dropped them on the floor. I looked back up at him and was actually a little scared by what I saw. Edward was huge! I tried my best to hide my fear from him but lord knows all I could think of was how the hell am I going to be able to fit that huge thing in my mouth, let alone my poor pussy. I must not have been hiding my fear as well as I thought I was because Edward said
"Don't worry we can go as slow as you want. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do." I nodded my head in understanding but was determined to do this, I wanted this with him. I must admit that sex was out the window at the moment because I was in no way pre paired for that monster but I still wanted to make Edward feel good. He deserves to feel good. So I settled myself down on my knees between his legs as I leant forward and kissed the head of his cock. I brought my right hand up and circled the base of his huge dick as I slowly lowered my mouth down.
"Fuck Bella.." He hissed as I tested my gag reflex. Slowly I managed to fit in almost half of Edward as my hands worked and pumped the bits that I could not reach. I swiped and circled my tongue around the head of his cock and was rewarded by a strangled moan leaving Edwards mouth. He fists were gripping at the couch cushions as he looked like he was ready to tear them apart. Being brave I decided to test the waters some more and try and take some more of Edward until he was hitting the back of my throat.
"FUCK! Ohhhh Jesus Christ you suck me so good baby! UGH!" Edward yelled as he brought his hand to the back of my head to help guide me into a slightly faster pace how he liked it. Not even 5 minutes later Edward was as hard as granite and was about to lose it.
"Fuck baby! Move I'm gonna come…Fuck, fuck, fuck!" He yelled as he tried to get me to move. However being the good little girl that I am, I stayed in my place as I swallowed all of my boyfriends load in my mouth. I did so with pride. After I licked his softening cock clean I smiled down at him as I moved to cuddle him.
"Whoa that was intense. Thank-you so much for doing that for me baby but now it's time for me to take care of you…" Edward said as he reached down for my panties. I quickly stopped him thought and told him that tonight was all about him and I could wait for another time. Edward was not happy about this but begrudgingly agreed. After a while we decided to get dressed and cuddle on the couch some more. Edward was not happy at all that I manipulated him into somewhat getting what I wanted.
"Well played swan, well played." He told me as he kissed me softly so I would know that he was not really upset with me. When then talked about the double date that I had suggested earlier, we both decided that Emmett and Rose would be a good couple. I felt my eye's becoming droopy towards the end of the night but I refused to say good bye to Edward just yet. I loved my time with him to much that I never wanted it to come to an end, I never want to have to say good bye. It felt like all I did was blink and it was suddenly morning and I was waking up in my bed. I looked down to see that Edward had changed me into the shirt that he was wearing last night and my underwear. I brought the shirt but to my face and smelt it, basking in the fact that I smelt just like Edward. I rolled over to find a note placed on my bed side table.
To my beautiful Girlfriend,
Sorry I didn't say goodbye to you late night but after you fell asleep on my chest I didn't have the heart to wake you up again. By the way do you know you talk in your sleep, so cute!
Anyways I didn't want to go through all your things to find your sleep wear so I just put you in my shirt. I hope you don't mind and I loved seeing you in my clothes.
Have a great day and I will call in the afternoon so I know I did not wake you.
Love,
Edward
Xoxoxo
After reading his note a grand total of seven times I brought it to my chest and squealed as I rolled around my bed. I have the best boyfriend!
