One month later
I think the worst part about this was knowing he was still out there, and I was almost positive he still loved , we still had to be apart
Hello, my name is Janelle Eliza Carter, but ever since i got my "new" parents, I've been Janelle Eliza Smith.
Three years ago, I met Tanner, the absolute love of my life.
Eight months ago,we sort of took a little "vacation," from reality.
One month ago, we were seperated by none the less than barriors of distance.
Today, I'm still in reality, and I know he's out there somewhere
This very second, I'm still thinking of him just as i have been for every second leading up to now.
I turned on my usual choices of music first was Everytime,
"And everytime i try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby" next was Chalotte,
"Don't cry Let go oooh oooh oooh Losing, I'm losing all my fame oooh oooh oooh Cause I'm wasted Your face, my place
Just let it pass you by
I'll be by your side
Each and everyday
You gotta lose control
Teach you how to roll
Never be the same
oooh oooh oooh
Cause I'm wasted
I'm face down on the foor
Can't take anymore
I gave it all away
Lately I can't find the eyes
Help me realise
That I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
And I can't stand the days Letra de Charlotte - Air Traffic -
That I'm alone
Tell me do you feel the same
And are you glad I came
And can I walk you home?
oooh oooh oooh
I'm face down on the floor
Can't take anymore
I gave it all away
Lately I can't find the eyes
Help me realise
That I'm in love
I'm in love, I'm in love
Your face, my place
Your face, my place at night."
I was in my bed once again waiting. I knew I couldn't be alive agin until I had him back. Music at least kept me from dying completely.
Whatever those portals were pretty much scared the hell out of me. It's only the natural human way to fear what you don't know. Also ,they angered me to my core. How does it come to be that some random force seperates you from your beloved?! Well it feels awful!
Once again I was on the verge of tears.I tried to hold them back, but they came on their own.I know there are other things to do then sit around here he was my life, my whole universe.
When the people who were my parents found me in this state, they freaked out. Apparently I'd spent my whole life in this town as their only adopted child, and I'd had no problems whatsoever. That's probably the farthest off scenerio for what I've actually been doing. I tried to avoid Al and Ellie as much as possible.
Another thing that changed was my I'm twelve again. When I went through the vortex something must have altered my age.
So now I sit here, waiting around for, well........something. Maybe another vortex would swallow me someone would just come and kill maybe, a tiny voice of reason said in my head, maybe you'll find him again someday.
But I didn't think I .
I know I have to keep faith, but serously, he could be on the other side of the world. I'd looked it up on the internet, I'd done everthing I could to find him, but every attempt came up short.
So here I was once again.