Hey, Sorry for the long wait…but here is a new update. Enjoy, my friends! xx
I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way
"So, I'll call you tomorrow?" Danny asked as I stepped out of his car.
"Whatever, Danny." I said, grabbing my purse.
"I said I was sorry," he whispered to me.
"I heard you." I snapped, slamming his car door and running up o my front door. I sighed as I watched Danny pull away. I stared at the place where his car had been parked in my driveway for a little while longer before opening my door and walking inside my house. All the lights were off, and the house was silent. I reached towards the light switch, and flicked it on. Almost instantly though, a large hand turned it back off.
"I've been waiting for you Caitlyn," my dad whispered, placing his hand tightly around my arm. I tried to pull away, but his grip on me was too tight.
"Please let me go," I whispered, but I knew it wouldn't do any good, whatever he was planning to do he was still going to do, whether I fought it or not, "I've had a long, hard night, and I want to go to bed" I continued on.
He smirked at me, "Begging won't get you anywhere," I shifted uncomfortably as he smelled the air around me, "You smell like beer Caitlyn…,"he whispered.
"Yeah…so I'd like to go please." I said, trying to pry his hand off my arm.
"You're not going anywhere…," he whispered, letting go of my arm. I sighed in relief that he let me go, and made a dash for the stairs.
"Caitlyn!" he yelled. I stopped in my tracks and looked over at him, "Come back."
I sighed, and ran my hand through my hair. I walked slowly over towards the living room. Even though I could have ran up to my room I knew that if I didn't come the consequences would be more severe, and besides, I am to tired and weak to put up a fight. My dad looked down at me, and pushed me on the couch. I looked at him as he slowly approached me. My eyes grew huge, and my heart started pounding faster as I realised what he was about to do.
I sat up on the couch, pulled my legs close to my body, and cried. My face was burning with tears, and my clothes were strewn across the couch and floor surrounding it. My dad had run out of the house as soon as he was done with me, and left me here alone. Scared, alone, invaded. Of all the things he has done to me, this is by far the worst.
I stood up and grabbed my pants and shirt and slipped them on, and walked slowly up the stairs and into my room. I fell onto my bed and continued to cry. I kept crying and crying until I fell asleep.
I woke up to my alarm ringing; I sighed and turned it off. I laid back down, and went back to sleep, I had no strength to get out of bed. I slept for much longer before stumbling out of bed, and walking over towards my bathroom. I leaned against the wall, fell to the floor, and cried more.
I've had it. That's all there is to it. No one understands what it's like to be me, and I can't take it anymore. 7 years of this, and it's still going, and last night was the last straw. If this is what my life is going to be like, then I don't want it. I'm done.
I stood up and opened one of my drawers and pulled out a bottle of painkillers, and walked out of my bathroom and over to my dresser. I picked up my phone, and dialled Danny's number, even though he was in class and his phone would be turned off. After the tone, I started talking,
"Danny, um, hi, its Caitlyn…I just wanted to tell you I forgive you, and thank you for everything you have done for me. You've been amazing, and you've changed my life. I really appreciate it, a lot…but my life's to messed up. I really thought I could do it, Danny. But the truth is I can't. Thank for everything Danny…thank you so much, but I'm done. I give up"
Okay, well, I hope you liked it.
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(an update of You Wrote the Book… will be up soon for those of you who were messaging me about that.)
xx Kenzie