Some ppl said that they wanted more emotion last chapter.

I'm sorry…. I thought that the lyrics spoke for themselves…. I guess I was wrong. Let me explain.

Bella was in the eigth grade when Edward was dating Jessica he thought he had got it right and Bella was so heart broken... she wrote the song because it's the only she knows to let her feelings out. And Edward wrote the song to express his feelings about leaving Bella.

Anywho!! I'll try harder to express how they feel. I just want to apoligze for that, oh and for the length...you guys are use to longer more dramatic chapters!! I'm sorry, and I hope u guys still love me!!lol. Oh…you probably won't after this chapter. SORRY in advance.

EPOV

I sat on the edge of the bed...thinking.

How do you tell the love of your life something like this? I mean... I love Bella... but this is... well, too much.

I know that she may get the contract...but the thing is that... I just got a call saying... My ex is…pregnant. The word felt choked even in my thoughts. I couldn't imagine how Bells would react. What if she broke it off without a second chance? I couldn't bear that….

I mean..I let loose one night and got drunk and this happens?

Life is cruel and unusual.

I sat back and fought against the sleep that wanted to over take me.

I lost that fight and within minutes I was asleep, and in my dreams, I was hanging onto the edge of the cliff.

I look up to see Bella standing over the cliff right beside my hand as she sadly shook her head and walked away I yelled out to her.

"Bella, I love you!!" I scream and she stops long enough to shake her head at mea dn laugh without humor.

"No you don't…you never did." She turned, her eyes darker than I had ever seen them, with hatred?

"Bella, help me!! Let me explain!!" I yell but I feel myself slipping and then I wake up. My forehead damp with sweet and my thoughts in a whirl.

Why, dammit?! My life was pulling together and then I get this call?? What am I going to do? I could keep it from Bella…or I could tell her and risk losing her…

What do I do?

I picked up my guitar and began to strum it….

I need noise, and I need comfort.

I found myself playing the song I had written a few years back…more than a memory.

Bella had always been more than a memory. I missed her when I was without her and with I was with her I could feel nothing else…so why had I been so god damn stupid?

I basically threw the guitar down on the bed, and five seconds later Bella walked in, laughing, and smiling at Alice.

Alice took one look at me and frowned. I imagined how I looked. Disheveled and troubled, like I was in trouble… I really am, I realize as I look Bella in the eyes.

"Bells, we need to talk." I say, and myvoice sounded dry, and hollow.

I could imagine her reaction to this…. And I don't want it.

I want Bella forever. Nothing else but Bella. I still look at her and we silently communicated that I really needed to talk to her.

"I'll leave so you can talk." Alice excused herself and then told us to call her later.

Then we sat down.

"Bella….you do know that I love you right?" I asked, and she nodded.

"Of course I know that Edward, and I love you too." She said,a dn I nodded.

"Good….promise to hear me out till the end, and not to scream and cry till the end?" I asked and she nodded.

I took a deep breath before beginning.

A/N: CLIFFYVILLE!!

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