Edward
called Jake who readily agreed to meet up with us a.s.a.p. Though I
was greatly disturbed by the idea of my brothers fighting vampires I
was still excited to see Jake. I'd been missing my best
friend.
When everything was decided we kept going. According to
Jasper, Victoria had fallen back and was no longer in such close
pursuit. Though that didn't mean that she was giving up. She was
probably meeting with her friends to plan how they were going to
slowly torture me to death.
Jasper groaned at my change in
emotions. "Please stop thinking like that. We're not going to let
anything happen to you, Bella. Please, trust us." He pleaded.
"It's
not you I don't trust, Jasper." We knew who I was talking about.
The one in the car behind us that could hear what I'd said. The one
who'd taken my heart and stopped on it with inhuman strength.
I
could almost see the hurt expression on his face. The way his eyes
would be pleading with me to forgive him and let him back in. But,
what about the next time he got bored with me? I wasn't enough then
and I would never be enough.
Jasper growled again. "Bella,
stop!" Did you not hear anything he said last night?" Yes, how
could I not hear what he had said?
After a moment of thought he
turned to Alice and said, "Alice, I think it's time we let you
intervene."
She squealed in delight. "Oh, yay!" She beamed
and then spoke so low and fast that I couldn't make out what she
was saying.
I let a growl of my own out and Alice turned her head
to me. "Don't worry, Bella, you'll forgive me."
I knew
asking questions would be pointless. So, I passed the time in
silence. Alice was on the phone with someone and once again made sure
I couldn't hear her. After a moment the car stopped on the side of
the road.
Alice turned to me and said, "I'm sorry, Bella, but
this is necessary."
Before I could question what she was
talking about, my door opened and revealed Edward. The sun was out on
this deserted highway and he glittered relentlessly. "Bella, we
need to talk."
I broke out of my stupor and said, "No, we
don't."
He sighed. "Please."
I shook my head
stubbornly. "No."
He surprised me by smiling mischievously
and saying, "Then you leave me no choice." And then his arms
lifted me up and out of the car. At first I wanted to revel at his
touch but I was overcome with anger.
"Put me down!" I screamed
at him. He ignored me and walked at a human speed to the passenger
side of the Volvo. "Alice, I will never forgive you!" I screamed
in anger. In response I heard her silver bell laugh.
Edward put me
in the car and buckled me in before sliding into his seat. I was
furious and couldn't bring myself to enjoy his scent that covered
every inch of the car.
We were speeding down the highway now and
he was silent, for the moment. "I thought I had explained to you my
reason for leaving quite clearly." No response from me. "I've
always wanted and loved you. Nothing could ever change that. Even my
need to protect you wasn't enough to keep me away." He sighed and
his face turned into pure torture. "I begged you to not do anything
stupid, Bella. My plan was for you to move on and forget about me.
Not try to take yourself out of this world."
"Edward, how
could I ever forget about you? I thought you were my other half. My
one true love. My soul mate! And then knowing that you could never
feel that way about me was too much, Edward!"
"Bella! I've
always known that we were supposed to be together. That we were
perfect for each other. Always! I screwed up when I left! I know that
and I'm sorry. Please, just tell me, is there reason for me to hope
that you'll ever forgive me for what I've put you through?"
I
stared at him for a long moment, silent tears sliding down my broken
face. I whispered, "I forgave you a long time ago . . . but, I
don't know if I can trust you to not leave me again."
The car
stopped and then his face was dangerously close to mine. I could feel
his intoxicating, cool breath on me. "As long as I exist, I will
never, ever leave you. Not unless you ask me to." In the moment
that followed a thousand thoughts ran through my head. I wanted to do
a variety of things. I wanted to slap him with all my strength. I
wanted to scream and run out of the car. I wanted to tell him that
what he did was the cruelest thing I could imagine and that I could
never trust him again.
I lost all control that I had been trying
desperately to hold in. All thoughts except one were flung out the
window.
I placed my hand on the back of his neck and pulled his
face to mine. Our lips locked together with urgency. He grabbed my
waist and pulled me closer to him in the small space of the car. Our
hands were wound through each other's hair. Our lips were molded
together with beautiful intensity.
That one kiss pushed past many
boundaries that I had never dreamed of crossing with him. His hands
roamed where they had never gone before. I was entirely lost in
him.
He pulled away not because he thought we'd gone too far but
because I was completely out of breath.
He pressed his forehead
to mine and we both breathed deeply. "I love you, Bella."
I
smiled and said the words I'd longed to say, "I love you,
Edward." His lips parted into a smile and I took advantage and
pressed my lips to his.
A car's honk and Emmet's voice broke
us apart. "Go Eddie!" Edward growled playfully and I laughed.
He
pulled away reluctantly and twined our fingers together before
starting the car and following the others. We rode in a comfortable
silence reveling in the beauty of reunion. He lifted our hands and
kissed my knuckles before flashing me an award winning, beautifully
crooked smile.
I was calm and at peace and very, very happy.
Edward couldn't seem to refrain from pulling my face to his in a
breathtaking kiss. All was perfect until I heard the agonized howl of
a wolf.
A/N Yay! They're back together! Sorry about the sad
ending. =c feedback is much appreciated and to show my gratitude I've
recently started replying my thanks.
-Day
