Chapter 11
Yuki doesn't need to drink...
Ryuichi stood at Yuki's door and knocked on it. He was pulled in without hesitation.
" Shuichi...you finally came back...don't leave me again I love you."
" I-I'm not-", Ryuichi was cut off.
" It's ok I won't force you to leave again, because you don't have to I promise." Yuki leaned down and kissed Ryuichi.
Ryuichi just stood there as Yuki forced his tounge through. Ryuichi tasted the alcohol Yuki just drank. He felt sick from it.
" Stop I'm not Shuichi!", Ryuichi pushed Yuki away.
" Oh, you're just Ryuichi. I guess you'll do. You did cause all of this."
" NO! I came for a favor!", Ryuichi yelled making Yuki stop and look at him with shock and hunger.
" I know what you want. I guess that's why you broke me and Shuichi up. Just relax, I'll do everything."
Yuki reached for the zipper of Ryuichi's pants.
" No I don't like or want this.", Ryuichi closed his eyes becoming scared.
" Your body seems to disagree. Then tell what you want if it's not this."
" I want you to propose to Shuichi again!"
" I don't need her. She was just my toy."
That was the moment all the fear Ryuichi had left, something in him snapped, " DON;T SAY THAT WHEN YOU JUST TOLD ME YOU LOVED HER AND PROMISE TO NEVER LEAVE HER AGAIN WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS HER! ADMIT IT YOU TWO ARE NOTHING WITHOUT EACH OTHER!"
" You ruined everything! She cheated!", Yuki screamed at him.
" She pushed me away! I tried to kiss her and she pushed me away because she could only love you!"
Yuki was trying not to pass out from the all the alcohol he drank but ended up passing out on the floor after he whispered something to Ryuichi.
" I'll do it."
" WE'RE BAD LUCK AND WE'RE GOING TO SING TWO SONGS FOR YOU TONIGHT!", the crowd roared. For someone who was drink last night, she sure didn't show any evidence she had one drop. The band started to play Spicy Marmalade.
" Spicy Marmalade as though its the next era
The face that hides sadness is lead astray
Why the trembling
The pleasure principle is to laugh
Wake up over reality
With many wounds the streets look gloomy
This feeling gets in the way
How is it being passionate?
Isn't it like a nightmare?
If you're bored, then cheer together
Spicy Marmalade bursting out at this moment
From now you have to seize your chance
Vanish into the night the conspicious Marmalade
If you decide you're ready sooner
Spicy Marmalade, right now from myself
I removed the idle chain
Vanish into the night as though it's the next era
The face that hides sadness is lead astray"
Shuichi looked blank. She was singing only on instinct now. She searched the crowd with hope. Wishing she would see him just one last time. Then the last time she scanned the crowd she saw him. Her Yuki! She saw his golden blonde hair, his suit, his sunglasses he wore to hide from his fans who would attack him. Just like he always did, he showed her it was really him by letting showing his eyes to her. She wanted to jump off that stage and tackle him to the ground, but she had a fire burning in her. A new urge to sing. To sing for her Yuki.
" The orange colored moon has come into the night
I'm thinking about you
Every word was set in place
Like someone's steps
Suddenly looking up at the silhouette
Your profile was shining
In the faint light, even now
What am I waiting for
You're not in the room
Time is only like a bad sound
I can't sleep, my chest hurts
Now I'm waiting'
Waiting alone
We saw together that day's moon
Somewhere now you're seeing it
Now I'm waiting
Waiting alone
We saw together that day's moon
Somewhere now you're watching it"
At this moment right now, Yuki looked up at the sky like Shuichi was and closed his eyes remembering that night when him and Shuichi stayed up and watched tv and Shuichi talked to Yuki about anything and everything. He would just listen to her ramble and maybe answer anything she asked. That night was a full moon like it was tonight and they just looked at the moon as Shuichi fell asleep.
' I remember...', Yuki and Shuichi had the same thought cross their minds.