Well I guess the appropriate thing to say would be "Hello" but I'm just gunna nod in yur general direction and continue with this shitty ass story.

So I guess yur all wondering where I went too…..well I didn't go anywhere.

To many haters. I just ignored ff for a while…so…

Going in to grade 12.…yay me….

And for all those flamers out there; Fuck you I got word processor now

Enjoy my lovelies.

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I was finally there, soaring through perpetual darkness, or rather plummeting. I died. My body wasn't even there when I touched my chest, the ragged heartbeat missing from the hollow where my heart lay dormant. At least I wouldn't go through any more pain right? Sasuke was gone and all I had was the quiet nothingness for the rest of part that disturbed me about it all is that I knew what was going on. I was aware of the dead silence…..and I knew I was going to be alone till the end of would I do with the time I was given….with the time I was bound to by this what I wanted when I was with Sasuke?

Sure I was rid of him finally…..but so was I to everything even though I knew it wasn't there, and it didn't beat within me anymore, my heart ached.I'd loved him, and in turn I burned for my sin…..Was….loving Sasuke a sin…..? Is that why I was here in the first place?

Maybe if I hadn't felt a single thing for the Bastard I could have maybe….maybe escaped….lived the rest of my miserable life without to Itachi….he'd opened my mind when I'd first gotten to the coven…..He'd brought me memories that, at first, were so confusing….but then they all became perfectly clear. My family….my love…..my entire life was with Sasuke; and I couldn't have it. I felt like some kid who sat tortured outside a candy shop, gazing at what could be….

I hadn't even realised that the tears fell from my eyes disappearing as they fell past my feet.I stood alone, and now what was I to do?Sasuke….oh god Sasuke I loved you…..

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Sasuke: My Love and My Sanity.

As far as I knew, I'd been in intensive care for about two weeks.

I'd tried to pry Naruto from the table, trying not to crush what was left of his wrists, if they weren't ash already….His body was frail, and his skin was no more, eyes forever gone from his skull. I couldn't help but let those rivers of blood continue to leak from my eyes that day, not caring about the fire that engulfed me as it continued to burn upon Narutos' dying being. I wouldn't let him go this time I'd told myself…..Yet I had….I was weak, burning as did he, not even noticing that I had gone up in flame faster than even the gasoline drenched Naruto had.I was a full Vampire and fire was my fate.

Itachi pulled me off him, throwing me to the ground as I helped smoke up the room, screaming in emotional agony rather than pain from my body disincarnating within the hot cocoon, licking at anyone who dared help me. And yet here I sat propped up in the medical wing under that Oro-bastards care. I couldn't remember what had happened….how I had survived….or WHY I had even been saved…..This was my punishment wasn't it? "living" in this horrible world with my mind replaying every last horrible thing I'd ever done to the one person whom I loved, and even though I tortured them; they loved me too…

When he kissed me, even though his lips felt all wrong, they felt so right…..like I was home but I wasn't suppose to be. And when he spoke to me it made me work through the day just so I could hear his annoying….blabbering….scratchy voice…..Now I wouldn't hear it again…."And it's all my fault…." My voice was but a whisper, floating around the room as if it were a cold breeze.

"Yes it seems that way doesn't it" Itachi wouldn't leave me to sulk. He'd been here since three days ago when I'd first woken up. My flesh had healed mostly, and my hair was steadily growing back….having been charred from before….burned from my little thing I said, even if it didn't make any sense, he'd say something was coaxing me to talk to him. Maybe speak to him about what happened."Go away" I said for maybe the thirtieth time."No" was his snaky reply, light and airy as if this whole thing was a fucking joke "You haven't eaten since the incident, and you need the sustenance to finish healing""I'd rather starve to death…" is all I could say, glancing at him with what I guessed to be dead eyes.I wondered what it had been like to have them gouged out…

"That's going to be a very long time…." He raised his eye brows knowingly, smirking as I merely looked down to my bandaged arms and hands."I can endure it…." "Stop being foolish. Drink and get healthy" he scorned me shaking his head."No." "Why….?""I'm sending myself to hell""Oh really." I could hear his footsteps nearing me, a weight sinking the spot on the mattress beside me "Naruto wouldn't want that""I don't care""Of course, you never did; did you?"

I didn't say anything more as I looked back on my past, counting each and every bad thing I did to him so I could multiply it by a thousand and have the devil himself punish me for them.I was such…..such a bad person

"Well if Naruto were alive to ask it of you, would you live?" His arm wrapped around my shoulder, pulling me in to his side, his body warm compared to my drained one.

"….There's no way I could…" I mumbled closing my eyes "no way I can….""Well I'm sure he'll be disappointed to hear that when he's up and running once more" Itachi drawled."Don't joke like that….." I cringed feeling an ache in my chest."Joking about what dear brother?" He sounded as if he were kidding around again."About Naruto….I'll never see him again, and you dare taunt me with that fact…""I'm not joking" Itachi shrugged in a 'fine have it your way' stance.I didn't say anything yet again as I considered the possibly of Naruto being alive. I only wanted to die that much faster….."You'll just have to find out I suppose" Itachis' voice lingered in my mind as the door clicked closed, his words repeating themselves over and over again. How would I face him….what would I say…..would he want me alive, or would it be better if I offed myself now…?Asking myself these questions only made me frustrated as I did not have an answer to any. The only thing I could come up with in the state I was in was "If he wants me dead…..I shall grant him the privilege of killing me himself…."and then a thought crossed my I'd have to kill Orochimaru….

And then the men who took Sable….Naruto away from I entitled to asking Naruto to postpone my death until further notice? Was it right to want to live for the sake of killing those….fiends….?

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Sasuke: The End of MeI'd been alone for god knows how long in my room, having been discharged about three months ago, I sat here on my bed doing absolutely nothing.I'd asked my brother about Naruto only to be looked at and then was no way he was still here, why had I even clung to that small whim before…hoping that maybe….maybe he was still alive…..I should have killed myself….But no.I also had a promise to keep to Naruto…..a promise that I had made to carry out; put my miserable existence to use! I was going to kill. There would be much more blood shed before I was to retire in to the eternal depths of I was going to bring those damned bastards with yeah; those fuckers would pay.

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Sasuke: Becoming of a Killer

I waited before the council to be judged, marked by Naruto, on my neck was a scar. I was claimed and therefore I was filthy….tainted. Itachi stood beside me as I sat glaring at the hooded men who where responsible for ordering my only reason to live to be killed so many years ago. My brothers hand clamped down on my shoulder, his head bobbing so that the leader would continue with this discussion.

The man with piercings stood from his large wooden throne, 12 of them raised up on a marble pedestal to make a small crescent shape before my feet, his chair being in the middle of course. One on the end was empty though, the chair lacking a head master to take it."Now Itachi….what are we to do about your dear brother" His strange purple eyes settled on me, long nailed hands clamping together in front of his stomach as he smiled "You do realise the Half-breeds essence is coursing through him…." Itachis grip tightened, my own fists clenching as he replied "We do nothing""Oh? And why is that?"

"Well what would you like him to do?"

"Hmm, well he's impure now Itachi…..even though he's your brother….I'm afraid he just isn't an acceptable specimen…" the large violet eyes glowed as they watched me, my own eyes bleeding in to red and my lip pulling back to bare my elongated fangs "Do you see?…He's already becoming animalistic…..without his new mate he'll surely go mad""Too late" I breathed smirking now.

Mad was I?

He glanced at Itachi but looked back to me yet again "I suppose since you are an Uchiha….we should give you a chance to overcome the hormones in your body…it's not like your bloodline is expanding at any rate"

I hissed lowly standing to sneer at the head of the coven, knuckles cracking in anticipation, and eyes blazing "You'll be seeing me" Itachi quickly followed as I took my leave, hating, absolutely HATING that I couldn't have torn that mans head off right then and there. I wanted to scream, but I also just wanted to crawl away where no one would find me ever again. There was a line of maybe a dozen other coven members at the large metal double doors that led to the elders appearance room, all of them waiting to be heard, or waiting to be sentenced to either death or reward.I glared at those who even dare give me a look of pity, having witnessed my weakness back then…..I'd never been so….emotional in front of people….no not people; we were monsters.

I hated myself for what I had thought of Naruto….what I had made of him never really taking in to account that like me he too had feelings…even though he was not human he….he was capable of feeling sorrow…anger…pain…As was I.

"Sasuke"I heard my brothers quiet voice behind me, his footsteps falling in line with my own "What…""You will not lay a finger on the council do you understand…?""Oh?" I scoffed knowing he knew EXACTALY what I was planning to do."Yes. They are merely the faces…There is a higher up behind them…..and I do not wish for you to die in vain-trying to kill those who have done nothing""Fuck you!" I spat glaring back at him over my shoulder "You think I'll die that easily!""Yes"

"hn" I cringed cracking my neck as I looked ahead of me once more "Then what should I do Itachi…""Let me take care of the matter little brother" He sounded serious, keeping a straight ace when I turned wide and shocked eyes to him, questioning whether or not he was serious. I knew my brother better than anybody, and the look on his face backed up his words "I will take care of it Sasuke""That's not good enough!" I raised my voice throwing my fist out to the side, slamming my knuckles into the hard rocky wall, pebbles falling down to the gravel by my feet "I want my own revenge….""Don't you think you've exacted enough revenge for a life time Sasuke…?""…..For Naruto….enough is not good enough!""I see" Itachi sighed having stopped beside me.I didn't even notice that I had stopped walking, my eyes narrowed and set forward in to the darkness of the corridor."Well little brother I'm sure he won't be satisfied either if he doesn't get to see you after all he has endured"Staring at my brother I felt a sting in my eye and a wallop in my gut "Why do you talk about him as if he's alive Itachi. He's no where near me….he's somewhere buried! Cold and dead in the ground, and you stand there and speak like he's still amongst the living" I spoke lowly and very calmly, my hand shaking now as it lay palm flat on the wall, my other reaching up to grab at my brothers shirt "You better stop fucking around with me Itachi because my patience is wearing thin" I pushed him so that he stumbled frowning as I took off down the hallway again, stopping once more when his words reached my ears."If you're going to perform a suicide mission, it may as well be on the way to see him. Sasuke I am not being cruel to you…..only telling you to wait a little longer. But little brother as you are so impatient….why not die at the feet of those who have him"

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End Pt 2

Yes, yes, entirely too short, but it's pt2. The second part…or part one…..BESIDES…

UMM…..

HI…..

…..well…hard at work on the next one…I was about 5 pages in on the next chapter b4 remembering that I was being a prude and I never uploaded the second part….

So…

OOOO YAY….WHAT HAS ITACHI GOT UP HIS SLEEVE…..Sorry about the length really….again: PT2

Next chapter should be around 14 pages long… ^_^

Kio~