I'm Broken:
(I almost thought I was going to be able to do this chapter today. My collage teacher had been throwing work at me and it's been keeping me so busy I have no time to do anything else. But I'm glad I got time to do this, so I hope you enjoy it.)
Hunger:
"So this is our new class?" Sam stated as he walked in with Castiel.
"Yeah" Castiel coughed sitting at the back, out of eye sight.
"It's big"
"Yeah" Castiel was already nervous and since their dad fixed the locks on the window, him and Gabriel can't sneak out anymore but luckly, their dad was away again and Micheal just wanted to get rid of them for as long as possabile and would agree to anything that would get them to go away.
"Still staying over tonight?" Sam asked.
"Yeah" Castiel said again. He couldn't stop worrying about Gabriel, he couldn't shake the feeling that Gabriel was either going to do something bad or something bad was going to happen to him, unless it was both. What was Gabriel going to do? Was he going to be ok?
...
"Are they ok, do you think?" Gabriel asked, his head turned to face the door.
"I'm sure they're fine, they are. Ok" Dean gave his best frineda reassuring pat on the back as they turned to face the teacher.
"Right, class" she said. He voice was loud and perky, both boys exchanged looks. 'Oh, it's going be this kind of class, ok.'
"Today" she contuied, "we will be doing a introduction exercise. I want everyone to stand up. Come on, everybody stand up, that's right, well done."
"She's annoying, she is" Gabriel whispered.
"On 3 everyone has to say their name ok. 1,2...3"
(Everyone speaking at the same time)
"Ok. See, isn't it hard to understand people when everyone else is talking. That, boys and girls is why you don't speak when the teacher is speaking" she announced taking her seat, "ok. You can all sit down now. I'll start, my name is Mrs. Queen." She looked around the room, wondering who to volenter to speak next when she noticed Dean and Gabriel were talking. "Yes, you" she pointed at Dean, "Tell us your name and if you have any brothers or sisters."
"Dean Winchester and I have a brother, his name's Samuel but we call him Sam" Dean nodded.
"Choose someone to go next"
"Gabriel" Dean said quikley.
"Why did you choose me? I'm Gabriel Novak. I have a younger brother Castiel but I call him Cassie, Dean calls him Cas-"
"So, you two know each other?" Mr. Queen asked.
"Yes. Dean is my Cassie's boyfriend" Gabriel nodded, after the laughter and whispering dyed down he carry on talking. "my older brother, Balthazar, older sister Anna, older brother Uriel, older brother Ralpheal, older brother Lucifer and older brother Micheal."
...
Finally everyone had been introduced and the class was silent again.
"What wrong with me being Cas's boyfriend?" Dean whispered to Gabriel.
"Don't know" Gabriel shrugged it off. It's not like it's any different to the other kids mums and dad. Only Dean and Cas were younger and they were both guys, but what was the difference, the we're still in love.
"Ok" Mrs. Queen cleared her throat, "there are a few rules that need to be layed out. 1- No doodleing in the books. 2- No talking when I'm talking or someone else is speaking aloud to you. 3- No phones, games or music players in the class room. 4- No eating. 5- No eating. Ok, so Dean, Gabriel since you guys are close to the book haveing kindly seated yourself at the back by the shelf, would you please give them out for me please. One each." With a moan and a groan Dean and Gabriel got up to hand out the books. Finally they sat down with their own and wrote what they were told to. Their name, the teachers name, the class number. E2MAQ. 'Elemtary. Year Two. Mrs. Ababadon Queen.'
They turned to the first page and started writing their work down.
...
"How was class?" Dean asked when him and Gabriel walked out noticing Sam and Castiel had already left.
"Good" Castiel smiled as Dean took him in his arms.
"Good, that's good" Dean smiled kissing his boyfriends nose. Everyone had stopped to stare. Two boys kissing? That was something none of them had seen before.
"What are you guys staring at?" Dean shouted at them as he looked up. Everyone suddenly looked away. Castiel smiled at his boyfreind. Dean knew that staring made Castiel feel uncomforatble, since he was used to being ingorned being stared at freaked him out. They walked over to the table Gabriel and Dean would sit at every break and lunch.
"I missed you Cas" Dean said quitley as they sat down. "You know at school."
"I missed you too" Castiel smiled laying his head on Dean's shoulder and Dean's arm snaked around his waist. Gabriel smiled at them. He was happy for his little brother, Castiel was actually happy and that was a big deal, as long as Castiel was happy that was all that mattered to Gabriel.
"We're going to have alot of fun when you come over after school" Dean said after a few minutes of silence. "I don't know where you'll be sleeping though, I don't."
...
"Come on boys, it's home time" came Mary Winchester's voice from the car.
"Coming mum" Dean shouted as he climbed into the car Castiel behind him.
"Mum, what's for dinner?" Sam whinned.
"Are you hungry?" Mary asked him kindly.
"Yes" Sam pouted. "Dean made me give half of my lunch to Gabriel."
"He didn't have any food, I gave mine to Cas" Dean argued.
"All of it?" Mary asked.
"Half of it" Dean replied.
"That was very sweet of you, I'll cook as soon as we get back if everyones hungry" Mary promised as they stopped at the red light.
"Good, I'm starving" Gabriel replied.
"Me too" Castiel agreed with a nod.
"Alright then. How does... Pie sound to you?"
"Good" Dean shouted as he lent his head against Castiel's.
...
"John" Mary called when she walked in. "John" she said again as he peered round the corner of the kitchen, "hey" she smiled walking over to him adn recieving a kiss on the check. "We gotta start cooking now because everyones hungry."
"Ok, ok. Why don't you boys watch some t.v we'll make food" John pulled Mary into the kitchen so they could start cooking. "Where will Cas and Gabriel be sleeping tonight?"
"Uh - I was gonna put Gabriel in with Sam and have Cas on Dean's bottom bunk bed" Mary confessed.
"Sam and Gabriel won't share!" John reminded her, "but it doesn't seem fair to have Cas and Dean sleep in separate rooms."
"How about, Dean and Cas sleep on the pull out couch and Gabriel sleeps in Deans bed?" Mary suggested.
"That should be alright" John shurrged. Because they were only little and still didn't know how babies were made there was nothing they could do but talk and sleep.
"What should we put on?" Dean asked looking over the DVD's.
"Bugs bunny" Castiel demanded. "Bunny!"
"No" Gabriel moaned. "Let Sam pick. He never gets to choose."
"You want to choose, you've never said that before" Sam crossed his arms.
"I'll choose then!" Gabriel stropped and picked a harry potter dvd of the shelf and handed it to Dean.
"Harry Potter?" Sam raised an eyebrow, "I like those movies."
"Potter, Potter" Castiel started cheering as Dean sat next to him on the couch again and pressed the play button before his arm too it's defualt posistion at Cas's waist.
...
"Oh Dean" Mary said when they were sitting around the dinner table. "You can Castiel will be sharing the couch bed tonight. Gabriel will be in you're room."
"Ok, Mum" Dean nodded and watched as Castiel and Gabriel shoveled the food into their mouths. Food hadn't tasted like this since - well forever. Since Gabriel was only 1 when his mum died he didn't really eat a lot of real food and Castiel never tried his mum cooking, their dad...not a good cook and there wasn't even that much food to eat. Plus Micheal made them skip breakfast today and didn't give them a lunch. Soon they both put their knives and forks down and pushed their clean plates away.
"Was that nice?" Mary asked in amazment.
"Yes, thank you" Gabriel smiled.
"You're welcome. What have you eaten today, besides, you know. Half of Sam's lunch?"
There was silence.
"You did eat breakfast, didn;t you?" John wondered.
Again there was silence.
"Wow, I guess it's a good thing Mary can cook" John joked taking out the plates. Dean looked sadly at Castiel, Cas didn't tell him that he'd missed breakfast. What else was he not being told?
...
"You didn't eat breakfast" Dean said while they were laying in bed that night.
"No" Castiel's voice was plain as if it didn't bother him at all, sure it did but he was so used to mising meals that it no longer mattered.
"Why?"
"We we're late" Castiel said. They were but that's because Lucifer broke thier alarm and Micheal didn't wake them until it was 5 minutes till Mary arrived to come and get them so there was no time to eat.
"Ok. Eat breakfast tomorrow" Dean kissed the top of Castiel's head, "sleep now."
"I love you" Castiel said.
"I love you more"
"I love you most"
"That's imposable. Night."
"Night" Castiel closed his eyes and quickly drifted of to sleep.
He couldn't remember much of his nightmare. He remember Gabriel and his dad, Gabriel was holding a hand gun and pointing it at their dad. Their dad was calling him a coward and the next thing he remember there was a gun shot and he woke up sweating and screaming.
"What's the matter?" Dean asked concerned.
"Nightmare" Castiel stuttered.
"About what? Monsters again?"
"No" Castiel said looking up as everyone else came charging down the stairs. "You killed dad" he said looking at Gabriel.
"What?" Gabriel shouted, "I wouldn't-"
"He had a nightmare" Dean said, rubbing Castiel's back, "go back to sleep. You're dad gonna be fine."
"I hope not" Gabriel whispered to himself and he walked back up to Dean's room. He laid there, he still hadn't forgetten what his mum said. 'Anything.' Then Castiel acusses him of killing there dad. Is that what their mum meant?