Lily's POV

The whole Ashley thing confuses me; I don't know what to do with her. I know I love her and will always love her but I don't know if she feels the same with me anymore. I know I wouldn't by the way I treated her.

I tried talking to her but she said later. We have to talk to get everything straightened out between us. I can't believe my mom made me and Madison move for a man that happened to be a total… how can I say this in a nice way? A two faced, two timing, cock sucking bitch. Yea that'll work. He totally played my mother even though me and Mads told our mother he was no good.

But really at the time I wanted to move to get away from Ashley. I know that sounds mean and you're probably asking, but didn't you love her? I do a lot and it scared me because I was falling for her way to fast. Like the first week I was already madly in love with her. It's just… I don't know anymore. But I know she hates me for not even telling her I was moving.

Well now I'm back at King and I am going to try and get my girl back. After I talked to Ashley I just couldn't help myself; I went to go sit down on some stairs and just cry. Cry because I know I messed up. I sat there for about five minutes when some blonde hair chick stopped and asked if I was okay. That's when our friendship formed.

We walked to a diner and had some pancakes and just sat there and talked but then some guy came up to us and asked us if he could join. We didn't want to be rude so we said yes. I was surprised when both, me and Spencer, said we were gay. You can tell she was surprised to by the look on her face.

"Well umm, I think we should start heading back," Spencer said gathering her things after us sitting there for an hour just talking with that guy named Chris.

"I can give you guys a ride if you'd like," Chris said. I looked over at Spencer and she just shrugged her shoulders.

"I guess…" She said trailing off. Spencer called Darleen over here. "Well we're going to go so like call me later KK," They gave each other a hug and kiss on the cheek and all three of us went out side. Chris led us to a black SUV. We got in; Spencer sitting shot gun and me in the back.

"So where to ladies?" He said looking at us.

"King High," Spencer replied looking forward.

Chris drove off and about a few minutes later we arrived. Before we got out Chris said, "Don't I get a thank you?" We both said thanks and we were about to get out of the car again but then he said, "Can I get a kiss?" Okay freak. Spencer looked at me with cautious eyes and looked at him.

"Who?" Both me and Spencer said at the same time.

"Well how about Spencer since she's closer?"

"Might as well," Spencer said shrugging her shoulders and leaning over giving him a peck on the lips but then he pulled her back and they started to make out but not a full on crazy make out if you know what I mean. They pulled apart and Spencer gave him a smile and we got out of the car with a bye. When I seen her have her back towards Chris she rolled her eyes; it was pretty funny.

"Exactly why I don't date guys," Spencer said under her breath but I still heard her.

"Ha-ha yea me two," We both look at each other and start to laugh but then I see Jessica come up and give Spencer a dirty glare with Kyla come towards us too.. It must be passing period because there are a lot of people roaming around.

"Uh hey Jess," Spencer says noticing the evil glare she is receiving from the girl.

"Don't hey Jess me bitch," and out of nowhere a fist flew straight into Spencer's jaw splitting her lip open. Spencer didn't have time to react she was too shocked to do anything before more punches started flying towards Spencer. Kyla eventually got Jessica to back off with my help. Ashley then came running up.

Kyla was able to get Jessica to walk with her away from us. When Ash finally got to us she asked, "What happened?" She looked at Spencer the whole time keeping her eyes on her. She touched Spencer's lip of where it was bleeding. "Are you okay? You're bleeding"

Spencer just stood there shocked probably thinking what the hell happened? When reality sunk in she pulled away from Ashley giving her a harsh look. "Don't fucking touch me and pretend you care." Right then I knew my answer to the question earlier; does she still love me? No she doesn't because I can see right through her and tell that Ashley has a thing for Spencer.

I wanted to cry so bad because I knew this was coming. I knew she wasn't going to wait for me but as long as she's happy I'm okay. "She cares…" I said that more to myself but Spencer heard me.

"What?" Spencer said in an irritated voice. Ashley was bulging her eyes out at me. I guess she thought that I still couldn't read her like a book. "I can't take this" And Spencer started to walk away but Ashley grabbed her by the arm and pulled her to her so their face were only centimeters apart. And that's when I knew Spencer felt the same. That look mirrored Ashley's. It feels wrong for me to watch but it feels like I'm watching a soap opera and I LOVE soap operas; so much drama.

Their lips finally touched and strangely I couldn't feel happier for them. I love Ashley and if Spencer is who she wants then again that's okay with me. I approve even though my approval isn't needed. They pull apart and finally realize that I'm still here. They both blush which makes them such a cute couple. I couldn't help but smile at them.

"Umm I say all three of us go back to my place because we have to talk," Ashley says finally breaking the silence. And we do just that. When got to Ashley's house it brought back old memories. We went inside and up stairs where Ashley's room is. They sat on her bed while I sat on her couch.

I decided to go first, "Ashley I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was leaving and I was so scared of you because I was falling for you to fast but I just hope you can forgive me and we can still be friends," Spencer gave both of us a weird look and finally realized that Ashley was the one I was talking about earlier.

"Yea I forgive you because I'll always love you but never like how I use to. We can go back to being best friends" I just nodded with a big smile on my face knowing it was going to be okay between us.

"So where does this leave us?" Spencer asked Ashley.

"I hope a couple," Again I smile because I know I did the right thing of letting her go.

"Yea, me two but for now I just want to get to know you more so I say all three of us should watch a movie"

"I'm surprised you guys aren't kicking me out yet because I wouldn't mind if you guys wanted alone time and I would leave" I say getting up and getting ready to leave but Ashley stops me.

"It'll just be friend time for now so stay and watch a movie," Ashley smiled at me and we all walked to her theatre room.

We decided on watching a funny movie so we picked out Good Luck Chuck with Jessica Alba. When it was over I decided I should be heading home so Ashley drove me home and Spencer stayed the night.

I'm glad things worked out okay between everyone besides Jessica; we still have to figure out her problem

Kyla and Jess are probably at Jessica's house. I wonder if they will ever get together because I can tell deep down they both love each other. They're just too afraid to admit it. Well one day it will happen. I just hope some day it will happen for me with a person I love and will be able to love.

Hey guys I am so sorry I'm late posting this. You do not know what kind of weekend I had. Lets just say there was lots of tears. Well I hope you liked the chapter. Please review it will make me feel so much better ) , love always, IWillAlwaysLoveSoN