I'm sorry, it's so late but here is the new chapter. i have to tell you something: I have a mental block, Ahubbard676 help me with that, but now I know the why of that block mental: I have to say "goodbye" to my brother... no, he is not dead! he have to do his life, it's more older than my, he have to work, very far for me. I was sad in this last week and I'm still.
I will go to Guanajuato the next week (Monday 12), this is my last update of this week and maybe this month. Until I recovered from that, is hard for me, my brother is my true best friend of all my life, yeah... just like that.
So, enjoy the chapter.
Study plan.
I was paralyzed, Kurumu was hugging me and I can feel the sweet smell of her scent and the warm of her hug. Her breast gathered to my chest and they are so softs.
"Tsukune, you're cute, but you can hug me too, don't be so shy". Until now, I don't noticed, but the body can move itself. Right now, I'm hugging Kurumu and I feel a very good sensation in my body.
"Kurumu-san... I...". Maybe I will not have other opportunity like this, but I can't do it. Moka-san is the only girl for me; I love her with all my heart. "I have to say you something important, I'm sorry".
"What are you talking about?"
"Everything that I wrote in the letter... is just what I thought about you, because I want to be... your friend".
"What? Only... your friend, Tsukune-kun?"
"Yes, just that". We separated, I made a smile but for my surprise, she gives me a kiss in my cheek and she whispered to me:
"It's ok. But from tomorrow, I will not let you go, Tsukune-kun".
She went and I stayed without speak. What is she talking about? Is this being friends or something more? I can't clear my mind. Everything Kurumu did was nice and a little uncomfortable, but... I think that be loved feels good, but I can't fall in love with her. I'm only love Moka-san. Before, I wondered if it was hard to refuse someone, Kurumu do it so many times and she doesn't care what the others feel with that. But I can't do something like that, I can't fool her. But, for other side, is she in love with me?
Dammit! I have to stop thinking about that. I have to tell this to somebody, somebody that is not my cousin. I have come to the house and I in front of the door, believe me, you can feel the cold get out. The door was opened a women with blank hair (dyed), of deep blue eyes, white skin and she was wearing a Kimono.
"Oh, Tsukune-san, good afternoon"
"Good afternoon, Tsurara-san". Tsurara Shirayuki is the mother of Mizore-san and she is so gently, every time I coming to her house...
"C'mon in, Tsukune-san. You surely you are here for Mizore, right? I did a bit flan, if you wanted". That's what I mean! She always offer me something to eat, always are desserts. The house is very cold, it's because the air conditioning. Mizore-san and her family are from for a very cold place and they can't support the hot weather, maybe is for the white skin.
"Thank so much, yes, I want a little"
"Don't be so formal, Tsukune-san. You are welcome to this house when you want".
The mom of Mizore-san went to the cook and I stayed sit in the chair. The mother of Mizore-san is so gently with me, you know why? Well, in first semester, I didn't know anyone, I met Saizou and he chased me for all the school. I went to the only safe place: The pool. And there was Mizore-san.
"Ah... pant... pant...". I was tired and panting, nobody helped me. She was sitting, seeing her reflect. "Hi"
"...Hi. Are you here for telling me that I'm weird?"
"Eh? Why I should say that? I'm in a... bad situation; can I stay here for a while?"
"...Ok"
And this is how I met Mizore-san. We did not talk in 5 minutes, but later, nothing could stop us to be friends. Later, she was sick and I helped her with the school. If it was not for me, Mizore-san would repeat the first semester. That's why her mother is so gently with me.
"Tsukune"
"Mizore-san, you have to help me"
"Oh no, don't tell me that..."
"You're my confident, no? Mizore-san, I will explain you everything"
We went to her room for more privacy, without her mom listen us. And I explain everything, including my feelings, all that I felt in that moment and the last sentence of Kurumu.
"Tsukune, I told you!"
"Mizore-san, I have a very bad luck! I can't believe this! Now, what should I do?"
"I hate this but I have to admit that Kirito is not was crazy. You have to be her friend that is not bad. But that words..."
I can't talk, I feel guilty, I don't know why exactly, but that's how I feel. But this only one. These opportunities only happen one time in the life.
"Mizore... I'm the bad guy?"
"Ah? No, of course not! But you are idiot, you can't change anything"
"is this something bad?"
"Tsukune, listen: that doesn't matter right now. The exams will start soon; you should be more prepared for that"
"Dammit! If I don't have a 9, that was the end. I will have to go to extra classes! I don't want that. Ah! But before that, we have to reunite, Mizore-san. You know, like always"
"You and your reunions"
Mizore only snorted and went to ask permission to her mother.
"Ok, but I don't want to listen bad words in this house".
Oh yeah, the "bad words". Something like this happen when Kirito, Gin and me play FIFA 12:
"Messi, Messi... GOAAAALLL! IN YOUR FACE, GIN! IN YOUR FACE!"
"YOU! KIRITO, FUCK YOU!
Playing Halo 3:
"You... cursed Gin, I'm going to kill you!". And Kirito died and me too.
"That was a trap! You see my screen, Gin-sempai!"
And so many things.
