AN You were pretty much neck and neck with the reviews half of you wanted them to get down and dirty now and then deal with the issues and the other half wanted them to ease their way into it. I was really undecided about how I wanted to go with it, so I hope you all enjoy the outcome I have decided to come up with. Oh and don't get too comfortable just because they may have finally found their way to each other, it won't stay that way for long…..always bumps in the road of course…..hehe.
CHRISTIAN POV
I slowly pull away and say "oh Ana I have waited so long to do that, what are doing to me?"
Ana's cheeks are flushed and I can tell she is as turned on as I am. I know I cannot take advantage of her though, she has just had her heartbroken and as much as I want to take her now and claim her as mine I realise I can't do that, well not yet anyway.
"I don't know what I'm doing to you Christian but you are certainly bringing out feelings in me that I've never felt before too". Then she clamps her hand over her mouth, I don't think she wanted to tell me that, but it slipped out.
"Oh is that right Miss Steele and what prey tell are the feelings that I am bringing out in you?"
She puts her head down, blushes for a few seconds, then shakes her head, bites her lip, looks up brazenly at me and says "well if you could feel how drenched my panties are from that kiss, then you would certainly know one feeling that you have bought out in me".
I growl really loud, she is really testing my self-restraint now that's for sure; my cock is getting so painfully hard that it will burst the seam very shortly.
I pull her close to me, put her hand on my bulging penis and say "well Miss Steele you can now feel the feelings that you have bought out in me so what do you propose we do about it?"
Shit I really shouldn't be saying things like this, she has just left her boyfriend I can't jump into bed with her yet, can I? Oh yes please says my hard dick, come on man I want that pussy, none of this hearts and flowers shit get me some of that wet thing right in front of you, its begging for me you know, she wants it, you want it so just put it in already. SHIT! Shut up I say to myself, I need to do this the right way. I never done hearts and flowers, maybe I just need to leave her alone I can't give her what she needs. Come on man, don't think with your head, do the talking with your dick give me some action.
Ana then clicks her fingers in front of my face "Christian did you hear me?"
I snap back to reality, "HUH? Darn you cock you are going to get me into trouble". Well just look after me pal and I'll take care of you.
"What was that Christian, are you talking your cock" and she starts laughing so loud, she starts to cough, choke and splutter.
See man if you'd have kept me happy and fed me that pussy you wouldn't be talking out loud to me, you idiot.
Ana is practically rolling on the floor now, I can't believe I was talking to my cock out loud.
I suddenly pull her up off the floor, change into my Dom mode and grunt out "something amusing Miss Steele, maybe instead of laughing at me talking to my cock I can shove it into your mouth instead to stop you from laughing".
She all of a sudden stops laughing and says "what did you just say?" and she starts to back away from me. Oh shit I've scared her now. See you are no good for her, she can't stand to see you in Dom mode, let her go.
I go to pull her close again, but she takes another step back, shit I have stuffed it up before I have even started. I have no idea how to court a woman.
"Ana I am really sorry, I didn't mean how that came out".
"It wasn't what you said Christian it was how you said it, you scared me a bit then. It was like that if you could have forced your cock down my throat then you would have and I wouldn't have had any say about it. You know all you would have to do is ask me to suck your cock nicely and I probably would have done it. Now I just don't know what I want to do".
A coldness hangs in the air now, darn it, how am I going to fix this? I decide on a bit of honestly, its make or break time really.
"Look Ana maybe it's just better if I let you go. These last few weeks all I have thought about is being buried so deep inside of you begging you to scream my name". A range of emotions flash on her face: anger, disgust, excitement and lust.
Before she can say anything I continue. "I then realise that is not the way to get someone as beautiful as you to come to my bed, I knew then that I had to win you over. I am not the hearts and flowers man Anastasia, in all honesty I just thought that if I fucked you once and got you out of my system then I would be able to move on, but I just don't see that happening now. I want to win you over Ana, I so want you to be mine. And know that I know there is no boyfriend in the picture there is nothing standing in my way now well except you of course. You hold all the cards Ana". I then look down at the ground I can bear to see the look on her face.
I can hear Ana blow out a big breath before she steps closer to me, puts her finger under my chin tilts my head up, looks into my grey eyes and says "the last few weeks have been tough on me too Christian, I won't lie and say they haven't. My head has been in so much turmoil, every time I'm with you and we happen to touch there's like this electricity around us, it's exciting but also scary at the same time. When I'm with you it's like nothing else and no one else mattered and they were very scary feelings to be having about someone, not only for someone I had only just met but for someone else who wasn't the man I was with at the time. The relationship I had with Dave was a good one he was everything I wanted in a man, loving, caring, attentive, funny and he looked after me. We were very comfortable with each other and he was easy to love. We also had a very passionate relationship". I try to put my head down as she says this, but she won't let me. "Don't hide from me Christian, you didn't let me finish, as I was saying our relationship was a passionate one but comparing it to the kiss I had with you, I don't even know what to call that, mind blowing, mind numbing, and those are never feelings that I have never felt before in my life. I have no doubt the sex with you would be out of this world and by the size of your package I bet you would blow my mind and my body to smithereens, but I can't just jump straight back into a relationship. I'd like to get to know you Christian, know all about you. I'm sure a quick fuck would be amazing with you too, but I'm glad you are trying to change your thoughts around and want to try another passage. A relationship with friendship and love can really fill and heal your soul and I can see it in your eyes Christian you are very lonely and you need someone to help fill that void in your life. I would like to try and be that person but you have to let me in. I can show you the real me, but you have to show me the real you as well. It's a two way street".
Wow this girl is not only beautiful but so smart and insightful too, everything she has said is so spot on. I don't really have much to say to that only "I think you are so right Ana, and I would like to try a friendship route with you too, though I fear once you get to know me you will run off in the other direction. I am a dark, troubled man Ana, probably too dark for you, but now that I have you in my life I just don't want to imagine my life without you. You may not realise it but I have changed so much in these last few weeks, you have opened my eyes up to the possibility of more and for that I am so thank full, so thankyou Ana for believing in me and giving me a chance. One last thing can I ask? I hope I'm not stepping out of line but are friends still aloud to kiss each other? Now that I've felt those lips on mine I just don't know if can go back to not being able to kiss them."
Before I can say anymore, she stands closer to me, gives me a small peck on the lips which soon turns into another hungry kiss. This time, though it's slower, like we are discovering each other's mouths for the first time. Ana ends the kiss with saying "yeah if every kiss is like that then I think we can do that" and she lets out a small giggle.
"Oh I love that sound Ana, I want to make it my mission to make you giggle every time I am with you".
"I will hold you to that Mr Grey".
We both snapped back to reality a bit and realise that we are still at the bar.
"Where are you staying tonight Ana? I see you left your bag behind the bar."
"Yeah I had planned to stay with Dave and then get him to take me back to Seattle tomorrow, but well that isn't happening now. So I just came here to have a drink and then I was going to look into a hotel for tonight, maybe contact Kate and hopefully she can come and pick me up tomorrow".
"Oh nonsense Ana, I will book a room at the Fairmount you can stay with me tonight and then I'll take you back tomorrow". She looks at me as if to say, 'oh is that right'?
So I quickly add "that's if you would like to of course? No pressure or anything, just thought I'd ask". See Grey look at that, let her make the decision instead of ordering her around, wow I really am trying to change.
"Ok then Christian that sounds nice, but separate room's right? No setting me up now Mr Grey".
I chuckle at her and say "I wouldn't dream of it Miss Steele".
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We make our way to the Fairmount where of course I manage to get the penthouse suite, I'm Christian Grey I still always get want I want, well most of the time anyway.
I show Ana to her room and she seems quite impressed. Each room has their own bathroom so I let her get cleaned up and tell her that I will order some dinner. I asked her what she would like and she said to surprise her, so I order a few different things from the menu.
When our dinner turns up I call Ana to join me for dinner. We have a nice conversation over dinner, she tells me about her family, I tell her about mine. We talk about our hobbies our favourite movies, sports and music. We have quite a few similar tastes which is nice. Who knew that having a simple conversation with someone could be so refreshing. After dinner I ask Ana if she would like to watch a movie, since there's pay TV in the room, Ana chose a comedy "there's something about Mary" which we both had a good laugh at. Ana then decided that she was tired and with a small good night kiss she was off to bed. I decided to do a bit of work I was off to bed too.
Wow what a difference a few hours can make. I go to sleep with a smile on my face and have my first nightmare free sleep.
So where you happy with the outcome or not so much?
And for those who wanted them to get down a dirty If you would like I may skip ahead a bit of time in the next chapter to further progress their relationship so we can do a 'lemon'…Let me know what you think
