Austin pov
I cant believe that i kissed ally.
Her lips were so soft and shes a really good kisser to bad Trish had to ruin it. im also kinda mad at myself for kissing her because shes myy stepsister. once i got in the school i mett up with my 'freinds'. '' hey guys'' i said fake smiling. why do i ever hang out with them. they all just looked at me and went back to there conversation. they look mad. '' what did i do''i said they turned there attention to me '' cassidy went to your house last night to see if you wanted to go to a party, and guess who she sees through the window Ally freaking Dawson' and lets not add how mad we were when you went to go sit next to her at lunch' Trent said '' what was she doing there'' cassidy said angry '' why does it matter'' i said angry as hell '' Austin our rule is to never EVER associate with a lower class of popularity and if you cant follow it they were cant be your friends'' Trent said '' what the hell are you talking bout, I GAVE YOU POPULARITY, YOU CANT THROW ME OUT, IF IT WASNT FOR ME YOU GUYS WOULD BE ON THE LOWER CLASS'' i yelled. by now theres a crowd '' tell us austin why was ally dawson at your house'' trent yelled '' does it matter'' i said calmly '' yes '' trent yelled. that when i got mad and yelled '' Shes my step- sister'' i yelled. everyone was shocked. then the whispering began. i walked away. i heard footsteps running toward me. i turned around to see Ally. '' you told them'' she said shocked '' i thoght you wanted to keep it a secret'' she added '' it just came out '' i said '' do you regret telling them '' he said curious. i looked at her'' nope because i am happy and honored to have you as a sister''i said smiling. she smilied and them the smile faded '' all im ever gonna be to you is a sister'' she said hitting realization '' thats what your basically telling me '' she said sad. '' ally, im not gonna say i didnt ejoy the kiss but we can never be something because your my step- sister'' i said slowly and carefully '' you know i had a dream that you came into my room and tod me you wanted to be with me. i said bt were step-sisters and guess what you said 'i dont care all i care about is you' i prayed that the dream was real, i actually thought that you could actually feel the same way'' ally said angry '' look that kiss shouldnt have happened'' i said calmly '' then why did it happen'' she yelled '' Ally please. just drop it '' i said '' ill do a whole lot better than drop it'' she said walking away after the bell rung. what just happen. i walked to my class thinking what the hell did i just do.
Ally pov
i ran to the bathroom and cried. i got out my purse a dangerous weapon and did something i didnt do in a long time. i cut myself with a knife. it felt so painful but i felt that pleasure i use to feel. i use to cut alot becuse my mother died. my father caught me trying to cut myself one day and took my to see a theripist. i got better over the months and completely stopped but now since Austin broke my heart i m starting again. i cut my arm three more times and got out my bag a black sweater with long sleeves. i put it on and dried my ears and went to class. '' your late''my english teacher said '' sorry i sai making my way to an empty desk. i seen Austin looking at me but i ignored him and listed to the teacher. after class it was lunch so i went to the cafe and met up with trish '' whats wrong '' she said '' i talked to austin about the relationship thing and he told me we cant date becuase we are step- siblings'' i said '' im sorry'' trish said '' its fine '' i said sitting down '' someone can from behind me. i turned around hoping it was Austin and it wasnt it was Elliot. Yah! how he just brings joy to my heart hitting on me everyday. '' hey ally '' he said '' hi elliot '' i said fake smling. '' can i sit '' he said '' yes'' i said over ecxited atleast that what he thought. Elliot was taking to me about his pet turtle, but i bloacked him out while eating my food saying a occasional ' thats cool or ' uh huh'. i looked up from my food to see Austin looking at me and them elliot. i then came to realization, hes jealous. huh maybe i can you that against him. yeah i will do that. i turned to elliot '' wanna come over today '' i said '' yeah '' he said shocked '' cool '' i said writing down my adress '' so im guessing austin will be there'' he said '' yeah'' i said '' can i drive to my house with you'' i said '' yeah'' he said. today is going to be intersting