Hello :D Just want to say thank you for your lovely reviews, made my day! Heres the next chapter, I hope you like :) x I do not own Teen Wolf or the characters, I do however own the plot.
Now I know
You were the only one
and now i'm the lonely one
watching the days go by
and I can't
ever forgive myself
think that I need some help
because
I'm afraid of love.
3 days later
Jackson's POV
Jackson watched the screen of his phone light up, he knew what that meant, another missed call from Derek.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, he just couldn't face the guy. He didn't know how to think, where to think, he was scared everyone around him could read his thoughts, read the secrets that made him feel wrong.
Jackson was starting to get parniod, he didn't know what to do. He felt like he couldn't go to Derek, what if he was mad or worse felt guilty.
Jackson didn't even know if he was right, I mean how can a guy get pregnant, that doesn't make sense, its impossible, but then again hes not an ordinary guy, hes a werewolf.
He strolled across his bedroom, pacing the room, trying to find something in his mind that he could do.
Derek would probably know something is up and come over, Jackson had been acting strangly since he figured out what was wrong. He had been igoring Derek's calls and when he did answer he would act weirdly and lie, telling Derek everything was okay and that he was feeling unwell, which was partially true.
Jackson couldn't keep this up, he needed answers, he needed to know what he had to do and even if this was what he thought. Maybe he was over reacting, maybe he wasn't even pregnant. But there is no way to tell, there arent tests like this for guys and he didn't even know if he would want to do that anyway. All he knew was that he was scared.
His phone beeped again on his bedside table, he looked at it with wary eyes, like he was expecting Derek to just jump out of it. Jackson knew Derek would worry and his house would be the first place Derek would go to look for him. He needed to get out but where could he go.
Jackson knew one place, he glanced once more at his beeping phone before leaving the room and hurrying down the stairs. He had to grab on to the banister when a shooting pain went through his stomach, his hand automatically covered the small bump. He looked down at his stomach and felt a lump in his throat, he couldn't cry right now.
He ignored the lump and rushed down the stairs, he didn't have time to worry about his parents not knowing where he would be as he raced off to his car and started to drive.
Derek's POV
Derek paced the length of his house, holding his phone in his hand. Why wasn't Jackson picking up, what was wrong with him lately.
Derek last saw Jackson three days ago, he had been fine and werewolves don't just get sick, something was definatly up. Derek had wanted to give Jackson some space but now this was too much to handle.
He placed his phone into his back pocket and picked up his jacket, he quickly threw it over himself and ran to his car. There was only one way to find out what was going on and that would be to see Jackson himself.
Jackson's POV
Jackson pulled up outside the house and took a deep breathe, wondering if this was the right thing to do. Before he could change his mind he got out of the car and walked up to the door. His hand had stopped in mid air as he considered knocking, God this was stupid. He just shook his head and finally let his knuckles touch the wood. He had only knocked twice before the door opened.
''Jackson'', Stiles said surprised.
''Hey Stiles'', Jackson replied in a low voice, clearly sounding anxious.
''Hey, are you okay'', Stiles asked concerned.
Jackson shook his head and didn't even care how pathetic and needy he must of looked.
''Umm, can I talk you please''.
Stiles didn't answer with words, instead he opened the door further, to allow Jackson to come in.
''Can I get you something to drink, or...'' Stiles began but was interrupted by a head shake from Jackson.
Stiles look at him with worried eyes, he led him into the living room and sat down. Jackson sat next to him, feeling a little stupid for acting so wierd.
''Jackson, whats wrong, your starting to scare me''.
Jackson took a deep breathe, looking around the room, looking anywhere but at Stiles, Finally he turned around to face the boy.
''Stiles'', He began.
''I-I think i'm pregnant''.
He looked at Stiles' facial expression go from worried to completely shocked and confused. There was a long pause.
''Well that's a new one'', Stiles said, looking back at Jackson.
''Umm, I mean how do you know, have you took some sort of test or something'', Stiles asked softly.
''No there arent really tests for this sort of thing you know, I just have this feeling and my stomach is getting rounder and I keep being sick and Oh God what am I going to do'', Jackson started to panic again.
''Jackson, calm down, look we will sort this out okay, have you told Derek yet?''
''No, I don't know how, I mean God hes going to hate me, your the first person I told, you know cause you read alot about this sort of stuff, I thought you would know what to do''.
''Okay, well first of all, Derek isn't going to hate you, That boy...man... Werewolf.. is crazy about you, you know that, he loves you. And I think I have read something about this somewhere..., stay here, i'll be right back.''
Stiles hurried out of the room, and Jackson could hear the thumping of someone running up the stairs.
He hoped Stiles was right about Derek. He needed him more than anything right now.
Before Jackson could think about anything else, Stiles ran back into the room with an old dusted book in his hands. He was scanning a certain page, using his finger as a guideline.
''Here'', he finally said.
''I knew I had heard something about this somewhere'', Stiles sat down next to Jackson, placing the book on his lap and pointed at a long passage.
Stiles began to read it out to him, ''It says that Alpha's are the creators of its species, they are dominant creatures that are the mother, father and leader of its pack and most importantly the maker of new borns. The alpha must be the one responsible for creating stronger beta's in the pack, these beta's must be orignal werewolves which means that they must consist of full genes from two existing werewolves. The alpha must mate with the chosen one to produce the next species of wolves, but only will a wolf be made if the beta is the correct partner for it's alpha, they need to be united as one and bond strongly together. This must be you and Derek, hes your alpha, your both werewolves and well you both kind of have the hots for each other right?''.
Jackson stared at the page, repeating the words over in his head, ''But I don't get it, its says by here that the possibility of finding 'the chosen one' is almost 10000 to 1, why would we be any different''.
''I don't know Jackson, but Derek's a full werewolf right, so maybe that has something to do with it, Look here it says The first full born werewolf was born to Demetrius Nero and Marius Ston. They both sound like guys- I think.''.
''But how the hell am I suppose to give birth to this thing, don't know if you have noticed but I am missing an important reproductive organ''.
''I don't know, maybe the back end'', Stiles said smirking.
Jackson looked at him with worried eyes.
''I'm kidding, I don't think that is suppose to happen, right let me see the book better'', Stiles grabbed the book from Jackson's lap and started reading, turning pages as he skimmed the book.
Jackson looked up at the ceiling, he didn't know how much more he could take, he still needed to tell Derek, but how could he start that converstation. Jackson allowed his eyes to drop to his stomach and he almost wanted to smooth the bump, knowing it was his child in there. He hate this suitation and God he did, but the thing in his stomach was a part of him, it was his and Derek's.
'' I got it, look it says The newborn will grow for 9 months and when fully ready, the alpha will cut open the stomach of his beta and take the child, they will then live together united as one... Oh that sounds totally gross'', Stiles said with a disgusted look on his face.
Jackson stared at him, he didn't know whether to feel relieved or terrified, how was Derek suppose to cut him open, they didn't do caesareans back in those days. His thoughts were interrupted by a loud knock on the door.
Stiles looked at Jackson before getting up and walking to the door, Jackson followed behind him. Stiles opened the door and Jackson suddenly felt nervous when he saw who it was.
''Jackson'', Derek said sounding relieved.
Stiles glanced at Jackson before allowing Derek to come in. Derek raced over to Jackson and threw his arms around him.
''It's good to see you, Where the hell of you been, I've been looking for you everywhere, and you wouldn't answer my calls, Whats going on?'' Derek asked.
Jackson quickly looked at Stiles, the other boy nodded, making Jackson turn back around to Derek.
''Derek, I have something I need to tell you''.
Derek looked at him with the same worried expression Stile had gave him not so long ago.
''Okay, whats going on Jackson?'' Derek asked concerned.
''Derek, I'm pregnant''
Derek stared into his eyes, looking shocked and completely taken back. There was a long silence, Jackson started to panic.
''Look Derek-'', Jackson began but was interrupted.
''Jackson, its great news'', Derek said smiling.
''I'm sorry what'', Jackson asked feeling shocked and a little freaked out.
''Yer what?'' Stiles asked, clearly as surprised as Jackson.
Derek shook his head, still smiling, ''You don't know what this means'', he said.
Jackson and Stiles looked at each other, wondering what the hell Derek was talking about.
''It means we are meant to be together and that we found the one, It means Jackson that I Love You''.
Jackson felt his heart beat faster, that was the first time one of them had say the 3 magic words. He felt his lips curve into little smile.
''I love you too Derek'', He said moving closer and pulling Derek in, He placed a kiss onto his lips. Derek responded by kissing back.
''Umm, guys this is really umm akward and actually rather disturbing'', Stiles said, making them aware of his presence.
''Oh right yer sorry'', Jackson told him.
''But Derek, what are we going to do, I'm a guy and im pregnant, people are going to notice that i'm getting bigger and what about my parents they are going to freak out, there son is having a baby, a werewolf, oh and their son is also one.'', Jackson talked really fast, he had started to pace the room, freaking out again.
''Jackson you need to calm down'', Derek said softly '' Remember your carrying our child in there'', Derek walked over to Jackson and placed a hand on his stomach. ''I know there are alot of problems in this suituation, but we will face them when we cross them, together''.
Jackson started to calm down and smiled, he knelt his head down so that it was resting against Derek's shoulder. He felt the man's arms wrap around him, Jackson was scared but with Derek he felt safe, he actually felt happy.
''Okay guys that great, Now listen should I be cool uncle Stiles or brilliant uncle Stilinski?''.
Derek and Jackson both turned to glare at him.
''Umm, okay, i'm just going to go to my room, You two- umm can let yourselves out'', Stiles answered and quickly walked up the stairs.
Jackson laughed and felt Derek twine his fingers into his, ''Lets go home aye'', Derek said.
Jackson nodded and with that they left hand in hand.
Jackson couldn't help but feel relieved and happy, he had Derek and almost felt silly for being worried about what he would think. Jackson felt like he had everything he dreamed of, Derek and their unborn child growing in his stomach. Derek was right they would cross all the bridges when it came to it but most importantly they would do it together as for they were one.
Christ I think this was a long chapter, I hope I didn't dissapoint, for some reason I feel like this chapter could have been better but whatever :P If anyone needs me to explain anything just ask. For the next couple of chapters i'm just going to do alot of light fluffiness before I get back to the plot :D Thanks again for reading! xx
