Opposites Attract – Chapter 11 – Death in the Family Part 2

BPOV

We were still on the sofa in with our bodies entangled together. His arms had loosened a bit and dropped to my hips again but he was still holding on so tightly. I glanced around to the clock on the DVD player and saw that it was almost 2am. Had we really been sitting here for that long? It only felt like an hour or two but not 5. I have to get some sleep and I know that some sleep would do him good and maybe he would feel better tomorrow. Or at least be able to communicate. I slowly unhitched his hands from my hips and started to rise up on my knees and stood in front of him on the sofa. He looked up at me with those green eyes that and it melted my heart he was in so much pain and hurt and all that I saw in his eyes is that he was lost.

I took his hand and led him up the stairs and into his bedroom where I drew his covers back and pushed him gently to sit on the edge of his bed. I bent down and untied his shoes and slipped them off slowly and placed them together next to his nightstand. He was limp like a rag doll. There was no strength to his limbs he was just an empty shell. He was wearing jeans and a sweater but I could see a white t-shirt collar under the sweater and it was quite warm in here with the heat and then once he was under the blankets he would probably be too warm so I slowly lifted his sweater up and he raised his arms to comply with my actions and I hung the sweater over his chair. I pushed his shoulders back so that his head was lying on the pillow and I brought each of his legs up to rest on the bed and then I pulled his covers over him and turned to leave but he seized my wrist and pulled me back and looked up at me questioningly like he was scared I was leaving. He tugged on my arm a bit and gestured for a hug. So I leaned over him and gave him a hug and stroked my hand over his cheek causing him to lean into my touch and I once again began to leave but he seized my hand once again. I was not going to stay in that room on that bed with him and who knows what bodily fluids and what not were on those sheets where he was with all of those girls I would do anything to help him for Alice or Esme but I would not could not sleep in THAT bed next to him. I was not one of those cheap easy girls.

"Edward I can't sleep in THAT bed with you after knowing what goes on under those covers. I am sorry and I know you are upset but I'll do anything else but I can't be in that bed with you." I was now starting to tear up thinking about all the things that had happened in that bed and how could this Edward be the same Edward that did all of those vile things.

He let go of my hand and I walked towards the door but I heard him get up and I turned around and he was holding his pillow in his hand and standing right behind me. I guess he was going to follow me and that was alright with me but I couldn't be in that room another second. I walked back into the hallway and then realized I had to pee. Crap now what was I going to do. I wondered if he had to pee also. So I walked to wards the bathroom and went inside and he stopped at the door and just stood there still holding his pillow. I held up my finger so he would just wait right there and I would just be a minute and he nodded and shut the door. I quickly went pee and watched the keyhole the entire time seeing if maybe he was watching me but there was nothing. I washed my hands and flushed the toilet and took some mouth wash and rinsed out my mouth and gargled a little and rinsed again. I felt a lot better now and my sweatshirt was still wet so I took it off and carried it out of the bathroom where Edward was standing in exactly the same spot like he hadn't moved.

I took his hand and led him into the bathroom and gestured for the toilet and turned a left and closed the door behind me. I listened by the door and I heard him peeing and I felt a little relieved that he could function a little bit more now. I heard him wash his hands and brush his teeth and then he was there in the doorway looking down at me questioning me like I was supposed to know what was going to happen next.

All I knew is that I was tired and if I had to share a bed with Edward then that is what I was going to have to do it's not like he was in any state of mind to take advantage of me. If anything I could probably take advantage of him right now. Gosh my mind was wondering in all sorts of directions. I have never wished to see Alice more in my life than that moment. But I was the one that was here and I was the one that would take care of him. I walked towards the guest bedroom and glanced outside at the window and it was still snowing like crazy outside. I looked down and saw my truck covered in snow. I could vaguely see the red side mirror but it looked like it was almost covered in snow. Edward was standing beside me looking down also and his expression still didn't change. I pulled the covers down from the bed and took my socks off and looked around to see if I had left any clothes here in the guestroom and in a drawer I found some of my clothes. I grabbed the pajamas and walked over to Edward and put my hands on his shoulders and turned him around and he just stood there so I quickly took off my shirt and bra and khaki pants and put on the cotton shorts and tank top I folded my clothes and put them on top of the dresser and remembered I left my phone downstairs. I ran quickly downstairs to grab it and I found his phone on the kitchen table and I sprinted back up the stairs only to knock right into his hard chest knocking me to the floor in the middle of the hallway. OUCH

"OWE" I cried out as my butt his the hardwood floor. Before I had a chance to get up He bent down and scooped me up in his arms and walked back to the guestroom and he gently set me on the left side of the bed near the window. He slowly walked to the other side and got in pulling the covers up a little over his body. He rolled onto his side looking at me and he reached out and pulled me close to him. I was frozen and limp acting like him from the moment he scooped me up. I was in shock and I had to hold it together I couldn't freak out on him right now he needed me to be strong and I needed myself to be strong. I set both of our phones on the nightstand and let him pull me closer. As long as I could sleep I didn't care how close he wanted to be.

Edward scooted down further in the bed and slid closer to me resting his head on my chest right between my breasts, his head was tilted down and his nose was on my stomach all I could see was his bronze hair on top of my breasts. This wasn't so bad I could do this I mean we would just be asleep. He brought his right hand up and rested on my arm and slowly slid it down to my hand his touch was so warm and gentle. I was a horrible person. I was having the most erotic thoughts at this moment when he is in so much pain. He rested his hand over mine and I lay there waiting for him to fall asleep and I must have dozed off myself.

I woke up to a phone ringing and reached over to grab it and it was Alice and I saw the time was 9am.

"Hi Alice" I said through a tired state. I was still exhausted.

"Hi Bella how is everything there? Is Edward ok?"

"Yes Alice we are fine but he is asleep right now and he hasn't spoken a word since your mom told him."

"Oh he has taken it worse than I thought."

"How is the weather out are you guys able to make it back to the house yet?"

"No that's actually why I am calling we are going to be stuck here for a couple days do you mind if Rosalie crashes on your bed?"

"No that's fine. When do you think the roads will be ok to drive on?"

"I am not sure I know I have been watching the news and the entire city and half the state is on emergency lockdown they are having medical personnel shuttled around in Hummers but other than that they are asking people to stay inside until the snow stops and starts to melt. School is cancelled until further notice and a lot of stores aren't even opened. But I'll keep you updated I didn't mean to wake you call me later after you guys wake up ok and thanks again Bella I appreciate it a lot."

"Ok thanks Alice talk to you later." And we hung up. I glanced down to see if the phone or my talking had woken Edward up but he didn't' seem to notice.

I spoke to soon he started to stir on top of me and he scooted further on top and he was now laying directly on me and squishy my legs. I squirmed a little bit trying to get out or roll or something he was crushing me. He reached for my knees and spread them apart and his chest was now directly over my groin. This was a little awkward and I wasn't sure if he was entirely awake yet but if he took any of his clothes off I didn't care how upset he was I was going to put up a fight. He lifted up a bit with his hands on either side of my stomach and turned his face the other way so he was facing the door instead of the window now. He nuzzled into my stomach now and put his hands up on the bed next to my body and rested his hands on the side of my body resting right above my ribs. He was inches away from my breasts now and I was starting to feel a burning inside my stomach and an ache in my groin.

God what was wrong with me. Someone is dead and I'm sitting here imagining Edward Cullen thrusting his cock into me and taking my virginity. I thought for a second that if he wanted to do this I would go along with it just to satisfy the aching that was building inside me. But I knew I wouldn't be able to do that. I sometimes with I was more adventurous and open minded to explore my sexuality more but I was too scared.

I rested my right hand on his arm and I moved my thumb in a circular motion to sooth him back to sleep while I ran my fingers through his hair with my left hand. And eventually he fell asleep and I drifted off again as well.

A/N : What do you think? What should happen next? Please review I am at a crossroads and I have several different ideas but I would love to hear from you all. What do you think? What should happen next? Please review I am at a crossroads and I have several different ideas but I would love to hear from you all. What do you think? What should happen next? Please review I am at a crossroads and I have several different ideas but I would love to hear from you all. SOMEONE REVIEW OR GIVE ME FEEDBACK PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE ! ! !

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