jen had gone to price slice for some vodka diane had finished her shift jen took the vodka to the folly and started drinking it the first gulp she took she winced but all the others just went down like water
after tilly left liam had offered jen to stay at his but she refused saying it was all his fault so he left jen booked a hotel room for a couple of nights before she came to hollyoaks make sure she had a plan she had put her things in there
it was poring down with rain but jen had her coat back at the hotel but she didnt care about the weather al she wanted was tilly and she couldnt have her so she drownded her sorrows into vodka
not long after buying the bottle she had drank it so she popped to the shop and bought another couple of bottles before walking back to her hotel
when she got to her rom she put the bag down and sat down
next to her bed was a photo of her and tilly at the beach jen layed thee photo down so she couldnt see it and she opened another bottle of vodka
after drinking another bottle she got out her phone and plugged in her head phones and she laid onto the bed
the next song that came on was all i want by kodaline and jen started crying
When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side
But If you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is,
And all I need is
To find somebody.
I'll find somebody like you.
Oooohhhh ohhh
jen opened another bottle of vodka she grabbed her phoned and started a new messege
she was drunk and trying to type wich is not good and to make things worst she was trying to send a messege to tilly
after typing out a messege she pressed send and fell asleep
over the other side of village tilly was sat awake unable to sleep not knowing how jen was it was killing tilly she felt so bad for jen but she had to do it for jens sake just then her phone buzzed she grabbed it and seen jens name displayed on the front she opened the messege and red it
drunken text
"i hopr you ae prouf of ypueself fot what you have caused me i am ltuinhg here in pain you have hurt ,e so bad o dont unferstand what i have done wrounf to you er were gettom along so goof and then you do tyhi to is to me i hate you for tjos i love you tilly so much i, sory come nack to mr er can make it work out i love you i always will do you jusyt remever that iloveyoutillyevans ypu brokt us up i have lost everything now im sowwyxxxxxx"
trnaslation
"i hope you are proud of yourself for what you have caused me i am lying here in pain you have hurt me so bad i dont understand what i have done wrong to you we were getting along so good and then you do this to us to me i hate you for this i love you tilly so much im sorry come back to me we can make it work out i love you i always will do you just remeber that ILOVEYOUTILLYEVANS you broke us up i have lost everything now im sorry xxxxx"
tilly started crying again
she felt so bad jen hadnt done anything wrong to tilly but she knew she couldnt let jen choose her over liam because she had already lost everything she couldnt lose her brother after thinking for a while tilly laid down and got to sleep finally as her eyes were killing from all of the crying and her heart was stinging the only way to make it go away was to go to sleep so she gave in