Chapter 11
Three days came and went in the summerhouse. Inuyasha wouldn't give up, and neither would Sesshomaru. They were determined to have a pup, despite how hard of a challenge they both knew it was. As mates, they wanted this more than anything. As the night approached on the third day, Inuyasha was awakened suddenly. He curled into a ball when he felt pain shoot through his chest and pelvis, Inuyasha trying not to cry out as he closed his eyes tight.
When it passed he opened his eyes, panting softly as he slowly rose up into a sitting position. He could tell from the black hair surrounding him it was his human night, but he didn't know why it had hurt so much this time. He looked down to his chest when it felt unusually heavy, his eyes widening when he saw he had breasts.
He reached a hand down, his lips parting in shock when he realized he no longer had a member. He was a human female. Inuyasha pulled his hand away slowly, looking to Sesshomaru who lay down next to him. Inuyasha slowly got out of the bed, careful not to wake the demon. He slowly walked to the bathroom, closing the door as quietly as he could.
He locked it, but he knew a door alone could not stop Sesshomaru.
He turned away, looking at himself in the mirror. He couldn't even recognize himself anymore. His face structure was more feminine, his once golden eyes now a dark brown. His long black hair fell over his chest and shoulders, his waist slimmed just slightly. Inuyasha looked away, his chest beating erratically in his heart.
Did this mean he had conceived?
Inuyasha walked over to a drawer, opening it and looking through it for the pregnancy test he had bought a few days before. He didn't know if demon females could use these, but he knew very well a female human could. He took it out of the box, placing it down on the counter.
For a long second he just looked at it.
What if he wasn't?
What if he never could?
What if Sesshomaru didn't want him anymore because he couldn't give him pups?
All these what if's, and Inuyasha only wanted one answer. He sat down on the toilet, biting his bottom lip as he looked to the test. He grabbed it, quickly getting the process over with. He took out a piece of toilet paper, placing the test on it. He washed his hands, leaning against the sink as he waited on pins and needles.
He looked to the door when he heard rustling, but when he didn't hear footsteps he calmed. He looked to the test, grabbing the box and reading how long it would take before he would know. He put the box back down, looking up to the ceiling.
He was nervous, afraid, excited, angered. All that he had given up, and he might not even get what he wanted in return. He started to get cold so unlocked the door, wanting Sesshomaru's warmth. He opened the door, nearly screaming when he saw Sesshomaru standing in front of the door. He held back his scream, panting softly as he tried to get his heart to calm down as it slammed against his chest.
Sesshomaru looked from him to the pregnancy test on the counter, his eyes stoic. Inuyasha took a step back, knowing very well he couldn't stop Sesshomaru if he tried anything. Sesshomaru looked back to him, looking over his new body. Inuyasha covered himself, not even used to this new body yet. Sesshomaru looked to his eyes, his eyebrow rising.
"What are you doing?" He asked, Inuyasha's cheeks burning red as he grabbed a towel to cover himself. Sesshomaru frowned, seeming to be displeased with Inuyasha's actions.
"Nothing asshole!" Inuyasha barked, his voice even higher than normal. He placed a hand over his mouth, his eyes widening slightly.
This was embarrassing.
Sesshomaru wasn't supposed to see him this way.
No one ever should.
Inuyasha always hid when it came to his human night, only his father knowing how he looked as a human. But usually Inuyasha was a male, not a female. He knew his Alpha would accept him how he was, but Inuyasha just couldn't. This was more than he had bargained for when he learned he was a beta.
"What did the test say?" Sesshomaru asked, moving closer so he caged in Inuyasha. Inuyasha took another step back, but he knew there was no escape back there. He looked up to Sesshomaru, suddenly feeling very small and weak. He took another step back, his eyes quickly looking to the test.
"I don't know," Inuyasha whispered, Sesshomaru looking to him with stoic eyes. Inuyasha wanted to know what he was thinking, he wanted to know he couldn't hurt him while he was in this form.
Sesshomaru didn't keep him guessing for long.
"Come back to bed," Sesshomaru suggested, Inuyasha thinking about it. He was very cold at the moment, the towel providing little protection. But at the same time Inuyasha was ashamed of his body, of his human form. He looked back to the test, wanting to know now and then what the answer was. It would make him feel a little better about this form.
He looked back to Sesshomaru when he moved closer, Inuyasha feeling the surge of power he gave off. His thighs started to tingle, his stomach getting warm.
Inuyasha hadn't actually thought it would affect him, but he was fully aroused in only a few seconds. Inuyasha leaned towards him unknowingly, Sesshomaru touching a hand to his cheek. Inuyasha moved closer when he gave off another surge of power, Inuyasha dropping the towel so he could get closer to his Alpha. Sesshomaru smirked as he bit off his claws of one hand, his eyes greedily taking in the sight before him.
"That's better," Sesshomaru whispered, moving some of Inuyasha's hair over his shoulder, exposing his chest. Inuyasha shivered when Sesshomaru's hand touched his stomach, his golden eyes looking over Inuyasha's exposed body. Inuyasha took in a sharp breath when Sesshomaru touched his core, his finger pushing inside.
Sesshomaru groaned from the wetness he felt, Inuyasha spreading his legs a tad wider as he moved closer. It certainly felt different from when Sesshomaru played with his ass. Inuyasha didn't feel sick or feel much discomfort from the feeling, gasping when Sesshomaru pushed in his finger deep and quickly. He was trying to see what he could do with Inuyasha's new asset, and Inuyasha wanted to know how everything would feel.
Inuyasha yelped when he was suddenly pushed against the sink, his body shaking as he looked up to Sesshomaru with slight fear. Sesshomaru grabbed his chin with his clean hand, his eyes full of lust and curiosity. Inuyasha felt his bones become mush when Sesshomaru gave off another surge of power, Inuyasha's thighs shaking as he tried to stay standing.
"Stop doing that," Inuyasha whispered, gasping when Sesshomaru pushed his fingers in again. He let his head fall back, his chest arched towards Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru let go of his chin, his hand sliding down between Inuyasha's breasts. Inuyasha spread his legs wider, bucking down against Sesshomaru's fingers.
"Sensitive?" Sesshomaru whispered, enjoying the way he made Inuyasha react with just a little surge of power. He was a lot more responsive than when he was a half demon, Sesshomaru visibly seeing Inuyasha shake. He moved closer, taking out his fingers. He moved them over Inuyasha's clit, Inuyasha crying out sharply as he bucked his hips.
Inuyasha was definitely more sensitive.
Sesshomaru leaned down, licking Inuyasha's nipple. His breasts were a tad bigger than Sesshomaru had thought they would be, nearly overflowing in his hands. Inuyasha wasn't as cute as when he was a half demon, the loss of his ears saddening.
But Sesshomaru was definitely not at a loss.
Sesshomaru nipped Inuyasha's nipple, the hiss he managed to get arousing him further. He pushed down his sweats, Inuyasha lifting his head and looking to him with lidded eyes of lust. Sesshomaru's mouth nearly watered, this part of Inuyasha making him near irresistible.
Sesshomaru would have both sides of Inuyasha, and no one else.
Sesshomaru got down to his knees, Inuyasha confused as to what he was going to do. Inuyasha arched when Sesshomaru licked his clit, spreading his legs farther as he gasped with each pass of his tongue. Sesshomaru liked the way Inuyasha tasted as a woman, his taste sweet with a dash of bitterness. He moved his tongue farther, tasting the wetness of Inuyasha's leaking core against his tongue.
Inuyasha's legs nearly collapsed, Sesshomaru rising up. He placed Inuyasha on the sink, the panting beta a mess of heat and flesh. Sesshomaru got to one knee, able to reach Inuyasha this way. He licked him again, the wetness pouring out onto his tongue. Inuyasha gasped sharply, grabbing a handful of Sesshomaru's hair. He placed his feet on the sink counter, spreading his legs so Sesshomaru could explore more.
"Sessh please," Inuyasha whimpered, Sesshomaru grabbing Inuyasha's thighs as he strived to give him pleasure. Sesshomaru panted through his mouth, loving the taste on his tongue, the heated flesh that seemed to shake beneath his tongue. Sesshomaru pushed his tongue inside, Inuyasha crying out as he felt his body tighten.
He bit his bottom lip as Sesshomaru pulled away, his thumb playing with his clit as he started to lick his core again.
Inuyasha moaned, the faucet digging into his back not even worth his attention. He pulled Sesshomaru closer, arching with a moan as he came. Sesshomaru pulled away slightly, licking a line up Inuyasha's core to his clit. Inuyasha was a shaking mess, Sesshomaru slowly helping him off of the sink.
Sesshomaru led Inuyasha to the toilet, sitting down before pulling him into his lap. Inuyasha wrapped his arms around his neck, his cheeks red with arousal as he grabbed Sesshomaru's member. Sesshomaru bit his bottom lip as he swallowed his groan, trying to stay still as Inuyasha lowered himself down.
Inuyasha let go of his member when he got the head in, Sesshomaru wanting to go deeper and pound away. Inuyasha was human though, Sesshomaru had to be more careful because he could break his beta now.
"Kiss me," Inuyasha whispered, Sesshomaru lifting his head. He kissed Inuyasha's lips, his entire body tensing when Inuyasha fell down quickly. Inuyasha cried out into the kiss, Sesshomaru wrapping an arm around Inuyasha's waist. He hadn't thought Inuyasha would still be a virgin in this body, Sesshomaru trying to stay still as Inuyasha tried to breathe through the pain.
Inuyasha pulled away from the kiss, panting softly as he started to move his hips in small little circles. Sesshomaru gripped Inuyasha's thighs, trying not to let himself lose control. Inuyasha pressed his nose against his neck, taking in his Alpha's scent.
"Is it tight?" Inuyasha whispered, a shiver running through Sesshomaru's body. Inuyasha grinded his hips against Sesshomaru's, taking in a sharp breath when he felt pleasure with every move. Sesshomaru groaned softly, looking down to where they were connected. He could see a little bit of blood staining his thighs, his hand moving to touch Inuyasha's clit.
He would make that pain worth it.
Inuyasha tightened his hips around him with a moan when Sesshomaru rubbed his clit with his thumb, teasing the sensitive bud. Inuyasha started to move his hips in small circles, rising up slightly before falling back down with a moan. The pain had been more than he had expected, but it was already fading. Sesshomaru licked and nipped his nipples, Inuyasha letting his head fall back as he clawed Sesshomaru's back with his nails.
The beep from the pregnancy test was lost to their ears.
"Sesshomaru..." Inuyasha hissed softly, arching more against him so he would tease more of his body. Sesshomaru pulled away from his breasts, staying connected with Inuyasha as he moved them to the bathroom floor. The door was wide open, but neither cared. Inuyasha was turned head first towards the sink, his hands bracing against the cabinet as Sesshomaru put his thighs on his shoulders.
"Will you scream for me?" Sesshomaru asked, Inuyasha nodding as he looked up to his Alpha. He didn't know he was holding his breath until Sesshomaru started to move, his thrusts starting off slow as they built up a rhythm. Inuyasha wanted it harder.
"Harder Sessh," Inuyasha whispered, Sesshomaru looking down to his face. He pulled his hips back slowly, Inuyasha gasping loudly when his hips snapped forward. Inuyasha arched with a moan as he sped up his thrusts, Sesshomaru watching his beta's facial expressions as he took him as hard as he felt necessary. Inuyasha moaned with each thrust, bucking his hips against Sesshomaru's.
"Why you holding back?" Inuyasha asked, Sesshomaru growling softly at him. Inuyasha wasn't having it though, moving his thighs off of Sesshomaru's shoulders and pulling Sesshomaru closer.
"Don't hold back, I want all of you," Inuyasha moaned into Sesshomaru's ear. Sesshomaru's demon practically purred, Sesshomaru's eyes flashing red. If his beta wanted it that bad, he would give it to him.
Inuyasha gasped when he was pinned down to the floor by his throat, Sesshomaru growling dangerously as he started to move in a way that was enough for Inuyasha, but not hard enough he broke his beta. Inuyasha practically screamed, Sesshomaru grabbing Inuyasha's thighs and spreading them. Inuyasha braced his hands against the sink cabinet, arching when Sesshomaru pushed in impossibly deep.
He was so hot, even more so than normal. Inuyasha was burning alive beneath him, his thighs aching in this position. He could feel him inside his body, could feel his claws dig into his thighs, and could feel the hungry glare he gave him. Inuyasha was drowning in heat as sweat covered his body. He was gasping for air, his eyes barely open as he was swept away in the tide.
He let go of the cabinet, reaching his hands up. Sesshomaru grabbed his hands, linking their fingers. Inuyasha closed his eyes, gripping Sesshomaru's hands. He opened his eyes when Sesshomaru pinned down his hands, Sesshomaru leaning over him.
"Tell me you love me," Inuyasha panted, Sesshomaru kissing his neck. Inuyasha tilted his head to give him better access, Sesshomaru licking a line up to his ear. Inuyasha shivered when he licked the lobe, Sesshomaru's thrusts slowing down just slightly.
"As long as you are mine, I will love you," Sesshomaru growled against his ear, Inuyasha gasping sharply as he came. He arched with a cry of pleasure when Sesshomaru's thrusts added to the pleasure, Sesshomaru stilling inside him with a groan. He came into Inuyasha's willing body, Inuyasha feeling the searing liquid as it filled him. He shook as his orgasm prolonged itself, tears falling down his temples.
"Tell me again," Inuyasha breathed, Sesshomaru kissing his cheek as he slowly pulled out.
"I love you," Sesshomaru whispered into his ear, Inuyasha looking to his Alpha. Sesshomaru was looking down to him with more sincerity Inuyasha had ever seen in his eyes. He leaned up, kissing his Alpha's lips. Sesshomaru groaned softly, Inuyasha closing his eyes as his orgasm finally seemed to end. He deepened the kiss, his body already starting to become hot and ready again.
Sesshomaru reached a hand down, stimulating Inuyasha with his fingers for the moment. Inuyasha pulled away from the kiss, moving to stand so they could try a different position. His fingers slipped on the sink though, something falling down to the floor. They both looked to it, the pregnancy test lying on the floor.
It was turned onto its blank side, Inuyasha reaching towards it and flipping it over. His stomach curled.
It was positive.
Author's note: Formidable. (Wonderful in French)