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Eddy's POV

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Kay...First day of school for the week, not so good..

But I ignored it, it was a totally different world back home.

I saw Sarah sitting outside her steps by herself.

Jimmy wasn't around her? That's a first..

I was pretty sure I was gonna regret it later..But I told Double D I'd be at his place later this afternoon.

I made sure no one was around before I turned into 'Happy Eddy'...

I ti[ toed behind the steps of Ed's house.

Peeking,

She was writing in her diary. I remember seeing words.

Suicide.

Even.

Justice.

And The last word I read was Inferior.

What could she be writing about that would have such harsh words,

We didn't think she would take it so hard. Since she was the one who'd normaly take advantage of him.

Wasn't long after that, she heard me.

"I can hear your panting." She said without moving.

I shrugged, no reason for hiding now I guess. And took one step onto her porch.

"What're you writin'?" Sounding Huskily.

The slammed the book shut, some of its pages snuck out before I had the chance to read it.

"None, of your buisness." She hissed.

Leaning up against the porch pole gave me a sence of pride...

"So how're you dealing with all this?"
"Horribly." She said plain out. "Horribly."

I quickly scratched the back of my head, running fingers threw my hair.

"You seem to be dealing with this awfully well.." I remembered her saying,

everyone says that, it's as if no one realises I have feelings as well.

This kinda thing always ticks me off.

"I'm suffering as well as you," I grunted. "Double D too."
"Double D too.." Heck yes.

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Depression, one of the more important things you have to deal with,

especially when you were recently broken hearted.

And you can't go threw it alone.

Which is why I made a deal with the group.

To come to Ed's funeral.

Nazz said she would have agreed anyway, with or without the allowance.

Yes, I sacrificed my weekly allowance for them all.

Don't see why...A funeral is nothing to overeact apon.

But im sure Kevin just suggested it cause he needed some cash.

I didn't feel like arguing, so I let it pass.

Now I just have to convince Sarah for the kids to go.

Ed would have wanted all his friends to come along.

Sarah has to realise his life wasn't based on only chores and commands, but friendship was his biggest alighnment.

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Edd's POV

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The next day Eddy and I went with mother to buy some Tuxedos, mother wasn't amused with Eddy coming along..

But what other way to assume Eddy's size.

"Tuxedos R us" Was the place we went to. Tuxedos for the taking.

White, tan, goth, and the unoriginal black.

Which ofcourse Eddy got.

I took white, it always had a taste in white..Even though I have a black hat.

After that we went to lunch at the nearest restaurant.

I started to talk to Eddy about his math, (I am tutoring him after all)
He said this is no time for school, we have more important things to discuss.

Like, "Should I wear a hat at the funeral party?"
I had to keep reminding him it was no 'party'

I hated correcting him..I did it so often.