Chapter 10
Clary
I was facing both my demons today, how am i gonna kill to birds with one stone now? I see that Max wants to say something and ask me out again I promised him this week was going to be different. And it is going to be different, no more distractions like Jace.
" Hey Clary, Can we talk somewhere private?" He says nervously, No way, I want a scene and i want Jace to know that I'm moving on and he can't stop me.
" No, can we talk here, I have major rounds to do and i cant be late It's also my first day of Chief of Staff." I say loudly, partly because i want jace to hear and the other part was that i as excited.
" Oh yeah sure, umm... you know the Herondale's are going to throw a huge Dinner And Dance ball. And all districts are invited, they also said to bring a date or a partner to the dance so i was wondering... if u wanted to come with me." He says it like a relief.
Oh no... I forgot about the stupid Ball, everyone was supposed to attend and have "a great time" but really it just reminds me of prom. But i have to give Max credit he asked me in front of like 30 people and they were all waiting for my answer. Especially Jace, hmm... I wonder who he was going to ask. Wait maybe his slutty girlfriend Aline.
THAT'S his new girlfriend, I think she's a super model or something. Anyway I'm supposed to move on and i couldn't say no to Max. Like i said I promised him. AND I NEVER BREAK A PROMISE. BeFORE i could answer he said.
" You told me Clary, this week I could you know ask you out." He whispers quietly," I just thought that we could go together , but if you don't want to go to the ball we could go to I don't know, a high-class restaurant. It's up to you though."
I look at Jace, his eyes were burning into mine, telling me softly but yet silently, no don't say yes, don't go with him. I have lisened to him so much that i don't care anymore. If max is dangerous then i guess i have to learn it the hard way. so i say,
" Max, I never break a promise so i will go with you to the ball. One because i said so and i really want to go with you and two because if i don't go with you Izzy will blind date me and tell me to go with somebody i done even know ." I say it proudly
" So you will, i mean, go to the dance with me." He said
" umm... yeah didn't i just say that." After i said that everyone started clapping except one person, Jace. God such a cocky jackass asshat loser.
" GREAT! thanks Clary! so i guess I'll talk to you later." he turned around to leave, but hey whats a date without a first kiss right. SO i stopped him and did the most unthinkable thing ever. I kissed him, hard on the lips and pulled away.
" See yeah after work?" I say a little out of breath.
" Most definitely!" He looks a little red and surprised but he still smirks and leaves.
I turn around to see Jace storming off looking like he could punch something , wow, I wonder what got him so pissed.
Jace
I swear I'm gonna punch the first thing that comes in front of me. But I'm not going to punch a girl that for sure, I'm not that kind of man. Clary. Kissed. Him. Out of the male population she chooses to kiss that loser! I mean yes I'm jealous but who wouldn't be, I have to admit I still have feeling for Clary and i was supposed to ask her out to that dance but shit head Max asked her first. Now who the hell am i supposed to ask?
Clary
I was done talking to a wonderful patient and told her she didn't have cancer, and that the chess pains are natural for some women. But if it hurt again, i told her to come back. This is what i do and i love doing it. I also love tormenting Jace but i have to say it will hurt me to see him with another women at the dance. I was in deep thought and i Didn't here Izzy come up to me and say.
" Girl, you did amazing! you showed Jace who the man was."
" Thanks Izzy." I SAID
" Hey whats wrong?" she said.
" I didn't feel right doing that to him Izzy why the hell do i feel like this! i I-I,' Now i was stuttering my words out," AS soon as he came to my life all he emotions came up again, I know i should feel proud of making him feel that way but i Dont, i don't." I finish quietly, tears were streaming down my face and it was because of jace.
Mealle pov
I was standing at the door way when i heard Clary confront that with Izzy. It's very rarely you hear clary talking about her past and her emotions. She was right, as soon as Jace walked in on her life it was destroyed again! And trust me i hate Jace for what he's done to her and he and i are going to have a little talk.
Jace pov
I was thinking about taking Aline to the ball! God there was one thing i liked about her and it was that she was really good in the bedroom. And really that's what i needed a hot chick and a bedroom. I was going to take her to the ball give her a great time and break up with her. It's not that i had any feelings for her anyway, i was about to call her when i heard the door click and saw someone come in. I thought for a second it was Clary, but it wasn't it was her girlfriend Mealle. Great! I thought sarcastically.
" JACE , I'm not here for sweet talk okay!" she said, man she sounded like she wanted to punch something.
" What do you want, i don't have time for you to fawn over me." I say but really i wanted to know what she had to say. Her and Izzy are the one's that hate my guts the most.
'' I want you to stop sending Clary mixed emotions!" She said it furiously
" I dont want to do this right now! I don't want to talk about Clary with you!" I spat out.
" GOOd then you can hear what i have to say, Clary as we know is shocked that you are here. And that poor girl has to deal with 20 million things and then comes to work and has to face you!" she screamed
" Oh that's great! that's not my problem!" i say
" Jace, I'm going to tell you something, Clary , told us what you did to her. But that's your problem, we both know that she is not telling the whole truth about her past and it scares me and Izzy. We were talking about the ball just the other day and she totally freezes up and faints, She doesnt like going anywhere, she rarely goes on dates and her job is the only thing she loves! ANd suddenly you come out of nowhere and give her fifty-million mixed emotions and she's back to square one. I think she cries herself to sleep everyday, Jace," she says quietly but yet furiously.
I think she's done but she's not,
" Jace, I know you like her okay maybe even more! But she's trying to go out on a date here and your telling her that Max is a phsico path! Admit it Jace you hate it when other people play with your toys and then take it to try to make them happy! and when you don't like that you just take it back and you shit all over it again so they feel miserable. Feel how Clary's feeling, she zones out at random times she just wants to be happy and if you've ever liked her or even were interested in her you should let her go and let her be happy."
" MAX IS A FRICKEN PHYSICO PATH!" I finally say
" OH MY FUCKEN GOD JACE! tell you everything and you only get that part! are you stupid in the head or something. She is miserable and needs someone to care for her and you at like you know everyone bibliography!"
" I know her and i know whats right for her!" i say back
" If you knew her Jace, you woulnt have dumped her in a parking lot while it was raining! you wouln't have done any of those! Prove her right Jace, she says that your a kind man deep inside and i find that really hard to believe but if she says it then I'll beileve her, let her go be her friend. Because as much as i dont want to say this you probbaaly know her better then we do!" she walks to the door and half way out she says softly.
" Your the only one who can convince her to paint again , she's left that to jace, and I'm betting it's because of you." SHE says that and she's out.
I slump down, Clary's been through all that? I never knew that, and she's left the one thing that meant the most to her. PAINTING. I guess she was right she has changed and i don't know Clary anymore. The Clary that smiled almost every day is gone, its replaced with a frown that she never wore. Mealle is right I will be there for her, I'll be her solider and her friend that will help her with anything. But i will protect her from Max.
But my main question is will i be able to prove her right and and be the good guy and let her go , or should i fight for her.
Shit MAN what the hell am i supposed to do?
damn man that was a long chapter for me to write:) sorry i updated so late again its just that i was supposed o update at 7 pm but life caught up with me. anyway thanks for everyone who reviewed again:)
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