Nagisa's grounding was over in a few days. While he should be elated by this, he couldn't help the feeling of dread in his stomach.

He'd been avoiding Karma.

Well, maybe avoiding is a strong word.

There wasn't much he could do about it at school. He interacted with him normally, but as soon as school was over he'd sped over to Asano's, rejecting Karma's offers to walk with him or skip class.

No, he couldn't be alone with him. He didn't think he could handle it after seeing the items Karma hid in his dresser. It scared him immensely.

And that is why Nagisa ended up on his laptop at 3 am typing in the question, "What can go wrong during anal sex?"

Of course most of the links led to people's personal stories, most about how it can tear the inside of your asshole causing bleeding(mild to severe) and that the tear could expose you to bacteria and diseases.

This information had Nagisa hiding under the cover swearing he'd never be able to do it.

However there were a few tips that people said would make it more pleasurable.

1. Use lots of lubricant. (To prevent tears)

2. Use a condom. (To prevent disease)

3. If it hurts tell your partner to stop.

Apparently that last one was stressed by all the sources because it's common for anal sex to be done incorrectly. This leading to the myth that it'll hurt. The bluenette assumed Karma had some knowledge on this as he had lube and condoms in his possession. Whether it be from experience or from his own research.

He felt his stomach twist. Every time he tried to push it down the thoughts kept coming back up.

Why did he have those? Had he used them? Is he a virgin? And the the worst one of all. Is he cheating on him?

No. Nagisa answered the question for himself. Karma wasn't that type of person.

Honestly, Nagisa wanted to let the whole thing go. He want to brush it off as if it meant nothing, but the questions kept popping up in his brain, demanding answers.

He sighed. Avoiding Karma would not fix this problem. The only way to get answers to these questions was to ask Karma directly. However, Nagisa didn't think he could bring himself to ask these questions. He was never good at these kinds of topics.

So he bit his tongue and sucked it up. Pushing away the worries. Hoping by the time his grounding was over he'd be able to look Karma in the eye without feeling his heart shatter inside of him.

"Hey..." Karma said carefully.

Nagisa looked up from his lunch.

"You're grounding is over today, right?"

"Y-yeah." Nagisa said nervously.

Karma stared at him for a while. Nagisa's cheeks grew redder the longer he stared at him. He had taken notice of Nagisa's odd behavior. Though he couldn't figure out why, the bluenette had been acting very nervous lately.

Karma wanted to ask him what was wrong, but it seemed like every time he tried to get a conversation started Nagisa ended up running off somewhere.

They hadn't had any privacy in a week and Karma was hoping that the end of Nagisa grounding would give him a chance to sneak him away, but Nagisa still had a look on his face as if he wanted to run away from him.

"Listen, I know this is last minute, but... My parents wanted to have dinner with you tonight."

Nagisa eyes went wide and Karma was grateful his expression changed.

"Really?" He asked bewildered.

"Yeah... I'll tell them no, if you don't want to-"

"I'd love to!" Nagisa exclaimed.

"Really?" Karma asked, trying not to show how happy he was in his voice. Up until now Nagisa had been rejecting any and all of Karma's offers. He was glad he'd get to spend time with his boyfriend, even if it meant his parents had to be there.

"Okay, come right after your session today." Karma said.

Nagisa smiled softly to himself, but something seemed very sad about his smile.

Karma's father had eyes that mirrored his son's. The only difference was the sternness in the older mans eyes.

Their eyes seemed to be the only thing Karma had in common with him. His father was a rather large man. Not fat, but muscular and tall much like Terasaka, with dark ebony hair.

Karma's mother seemed to be the one that Karma got most of his traits from. The women was skinny and lengthy with artificial blonde hair. Karma had her nose, her soft smile, when he was actually smiling, not smirking, and rather than his fathers large strong hands, Karma's resembled his mothers long nimble fingers.

However, her eyes were dark. Unlike Karma's fiery amber eyes. Nagisa couldn't tell the color of them from across the table.

Nagisa halted his observations to glance at Karma. Karma's eyes stayed on his father's, unyielding. They're was some unspoken tension between the two that Nagisa had noticed the minute he walked in.

If Karma's mother noticed it too she didn't say anything. She simply continued to coo about how cute Nagisa was. She was in the middle of complementing him on how soft his skin looked when Karma's father turned his gaze away from his son to Nagisa.

"So Nagisa..." He cut off his wife.

The bluenette turned his head toward the man.

"Um... Yes?"

Karma's gaze darkened, daring his father to say exactly what he knew he would.

"Well I was just wondering... Do you give it or take it?" He asked.

Nagisa blinked at him.

"I'm sorry?" He asked confused. Give what? He thought.

"You know, are you a pitcher or a catcher?" He asked.

Karma bit the inside of his cheek, glaring at his father.

"What?" Nagisa asked. Is he talking about baseball?

"Dad..." Karma said in a low tone.

"What? I'm just asking a simple question." His father stated.

Nagisa looked between the two of them confused.

"Now, Nagisa are you a seme or an uke?"

"What?"

"Dad!" Karma yelled slamming his fist on the table.

"I just want to know who tops and who bottoms!"

Nagisa face went beet red. He mentally slapped himself for not understanding sooner.

"He tops! That's right, he fucks my tight ass all the time!" Karma shouted at his father.

"Karma!" His mother scolded.

"We've done it in my room, you're room, on the couch, even on this table." Karma said casually, as he glared at his father.

"Karma!" His mother hissed.

"He started it." Karma mumbled.

Nagisa, not beginning able to handle the embarrassment anymore, mutter an excuse and left the table. Karma quickly followed him, not bothering to excuse himself. He grabbed Nagisa by the arm and brought him up to his room. Once inside Karma shut the door. Nagisa walked to the other side of the room. His back to Karma.

"Listen, my dad's an idiot about stuff like this. Don't be embarrassed or offended by any of the stuff he says."

Nagisa crossed his arms over his chest.

"Why does he think we're having sex?" Nagisa asked. The condoms in Karma's drawer kept finding their way back into Nagisa's mind. If Karma had been having sex before his parents must know, judging by the casual tone his father used. Nagisa had hoped this dinner would help him forget and move pass this, but it only furthered his worries.

"I don't know. They're-"

"The way your dad talked about it so casually... Like he expected it..." Nagisa mumbled.

"What?" Karma asked stepping closer to hear him better.

"How many people have you been with before?" Nagisa asked. The topic was already out there. He might as well get answers out of him.

"What? Why are you asking that?" Karma questioned.

"You're dad talked about it like it was nothing!" Nagisa hands clenched into fists, his back still to Karma.

"Nagisa, that doesn't mean I've -"

"Don't lie! I saw the condoms in you're drawer!" Nagisa snapped. He spun around to face Karma eyes furious and filled with tears.

Karma paused shocked. Then an offended look found its way on his face.

"You went through my stuff." He said in angry tone.

"No! Last week when you were in the shower, you asked me to get you socks, so I looked in your drawer and they were sitting on top of your underwear!" Nagisa yelled back.

Karma was silent for a minute.

Nagisa was usually good at reading his expression, but tears blurred his vision at the moment.

"Is that why you've been acting weird for the past week?" Karma asked quietly.

Nagisa sniffled and wiped his wet cheeks with the sleeve of his sweater. "Why do you have them?" He asked.

He heard the red head gulp.'

"They were...a precaution."

"What?" Nagisa breathed.

"Just in case we ever..."

"And what made you think I'd ever want to-"

"I didn't know!" Karma cut him off. "I didn't know when or if you'd be ready. So I got them... as a precaution."

Nagisa looked downed at his feet, tears still dripping from his eyes. Karma sighed and went to open the drawer. Nagisa lifted his head to see his boyfriend pick up the contents of the drawer. In a swift motion he threw the items at him.

He fumbled to catch them, dropping the bottle and catching the box. He ran his hand over the sealed box.

"They've never been opened. I've never had sex. Satisfied?"

Nagisa lowered his hands to his side.

He sniffled. "Sorry." He whispered.

Karma walked toward him, closing the distance between them. Not just the physical distance, but the emotional distance that had been building between them all week.

"I'm sorry. You've been worrying about this all week haven't you. I didn't even know it was my fault." He ran a hand through his boyfriend's hair, "But it shouldn't matter how many people I've been with, or how many people you've been with, I love you and only you."

Nagisa laid his head against Karma's chest sighing in relief, he nodded, letting the stress of the past week fade as Karma patted his hair down.

"So...when?" Karma asked.

Nagisa leaned his head on Karma's shoulder, playing with the bedspread beneath his hand.

"My birthday's coming up. We could do it then."

"Are we seriously gonna plan this?"

Nagisa nodded. "I don't know why, but it makes me feel happy about it."

Karma rubbed the back of his neck. "Okay, if that's what you want."

Nagisa smiled and wrapped his arms around Karma.

"Oh they're so cute!" Karma's mother gushed as she peered through the crack in her son's door.

"There is no way that boy could be the top." Karma's father whispered.

"Oh shut up!" His wife hissed.

Nagisa stepped out of Karma's house, hand in hand with him as Karma had offered to ride the train back with him.

They had barely walked a yard before Karma's mother came running out of the house calling out to them. Nagisa turned to the tall woman admiring how fast she ran despite the high heels she was wearing.

"I almost forgot this." She said, she grabbed Nagisa's hand and placed a small sheet of paper into his palm. She leaned down to whisper in his ear. "Karma can be a handful, but please take good care of him. If you ever need anything just call."

Nagisa stared at the woman with wide eyes, before a smile found its way onto his face. He nodded and she turned to leave.

Karma stared at his boyfriend curiously.

"What did she say to you?"

Nagisa smiled at his boyfriend shoving the piece of paper into his pocket.

"Nothing."

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