Extremely long chapter. Was going to make it into like 3, but I wouldn't have a chance to update for a few days so I put it all into one for you guys, enjoy!
This isn't the end, I know it sounds like it is , but it isn't.

Also, a surprise coming up next chapter for you guys, ahahha!

REVIEW!

About an hour after the fight, the glee kids all sat together in the choir room.
Puck still on the verge of crying, and everyone else stressed and tense.

"Fina-fucking-ly" Santana muttered.

"What?"Quinn asked, clearly confused.

Santana rolled her eyes.
"That Puck cried. It was only a matter of time" She said.

Puck lifted his face from his hands and glared at Santana.
"Shut the fuck up Satan. I promised myself I wouldn't cry" He said.

"Oh please, don't be such a baby. I'm sure everyone in this entire room has cried" she said, matter of factly.

There was murmers of agreement throughout the whole room.

"I don't know why it took everyone this long to realize how great she is" Kurt whispered.

Which was completely true.
The only people that were nice to Rachel were Puck, Finn, Kurt and Tina.
But when it came down to it all, they were a family.

It was an hour after that moment that David Karofsky was arrested for driving while intoxicated, and causing Rachel Berry's death.

The funeral had been the hardest moment of PUck's life. Everyone had just been so broken.
The minute the casket was braught into the room, Kurt and Finn had both burst out crying.

Seeing the two Berry men was even harder. Puck had never seen them like that before. So quiet and lost. He was use to their crazyness.

What surprised him the most was when Santana, Brittany and Quinn went up to sing.
They were teary eyed and their voices were harsh. It amazed him how they could go from hating Rachel to being so touched and lost without her.

The next day, called a Glee club meeting after school.

Once they all arived to the choir room after their classes, was perched up on the piano looking very nervous.

Everyone took their normal spots, not saying a single word to one another.

Once everyone was seated and comfortable, Will slid off the piano and walked to the front of the classroom.

He looked them all over, and smiled.
"How are you all doing? he asked.

No one answered.

He sighed uncomfortably.
"Please guys. How are you all handling this?" He asked.

"I miss Rach" Brittany whispered.

He nodded in agreement.
"Thank you Brittany, anyone else?" He asked.

Quinn shook her head.
" I don't think any of us are ready for this yet" she said, and everyone nodded.

He shook his head.
"No. You are ready, because if I let this slide, then you'll never be ready. Emma gave me some counciling, and she made me realize that I have to push you guys" He said.

Puck clenched his fists.
"Please stop" He whispered.

stepped forward and everyone could see the tears clear in his eyes.
"I know you guys miss her. Rachel was the core of this club, she was what made us who we are, we need to embrace that" he said.

Everyone looked at him confused.

Finn scooted forward in his chair a little bit.
"Can you please just tell us what this whole meeting is about?" He asked, impatiently.

He took a deep breath and pulled out little slips of paper from behind him.

"You all miss Rachel, right?" He asked, holding the paper in the air.

Kurt furrowed his brows.
"What is this about?" He snapped.

He began handing out a piece of paper to each person.

"Well, I want each of you to write the thing you miss most about Rachel on that peicce of paper" He told them.

Puck was about to open his mouth to argue, but when he saw the pleading look in his teachers eyes, he stopped.

Once they were finished, collected their papers and headed to the front of the room.

He smiled at them.
"So how do you feel now?" He asked.

Mercedes shrugged. "Not much different" She spoke for everyone.

Mr.S chuckled.
"Thought so. That's why each of you will be coming up here and telling us exactly what you wrote on that paper" he told them.

Everyone's eyes went wide.

"You guys have been through this, and 2 years together, you have nothing to be embarassed about" He said.

Sam was the first to walk to the front.

"I miss her strength. She tried to change everyone, to help them and even though we shot her down, she still had the strength to keep trying".

Next up was Blaine.
"She was the only one in the club who could keep us levelheaded. She even kept me levelheaded. I didn't know her very well, but I wish I did" he said sadly.

Artie slowly wheeled himself up to the front of the room. Everyone could see how upset he was over this.
"Rachel, was the only one that didn't look at me differently" he whispered "She didn't look at me differently because of my disability, she treated me like she treated everyone else".

Tina went up next, giving Artie a sad pat on the shoulder.
"Rachel convinced me to tell you guys about my stutter"She whispered."I was scared,andI was going to keep it from you, but she told me I shouldn't try and push people away, and that I was perfect just being myself. I miss how caring she was".

Mercedes moved to the front.
"I miss how competetive she was. No matter what I did or Kurt did, she would never give up that solo. And now that she's gone, I don't even want a solo" she said, chuckling.

A smile spread across everyone's faces.

Matt and Mike devided to go up together.
Mike was the first to speak."I miss how much Rachel would push me. No matter how good of a dancer, I am she still pushed until I was better, and I wish I could have thanked her for that" he whispered.

Matt spoke next.
"Rachel was the only one in this club besides mike to even talk to me. She was the only one that looked past this uniform and saw the real me" he said, pointing to the football jersey he was wearing.

They all watched in utter silence as Santana walked to the front of the room with her jaw clenched.
"I miss her loyalty. No matter that I did to her or what anyone else did to her, she never once said she hated me. If I was her I would have said those words to me a long time ago. But she still believed in me. Did you guys know she helped me with my first song?" She asked, when everyone else looked shocked, Santana nodded "It was exactly 30 minutes after I slushied her. I went to her, and she still helped" She whispered, tears forming in her eyes.

Brittany walked to the front of the room and braught her girlfriend into a tight hug.
"It's okay" she whispered, in the Latina's ear.

Santana wiped her tears away and sat back down, ignoring everyone elses sympathy looks.

Brittany smiled at everyone. "I miss Sundays" she said. "I miss every Sunday for 2 years" she told them.

Everyone looked at her confused. But it was Brittany, so no one bugged her to tell them what the hell they were talking about.

Quinn went up next.
"I miss Rachel's heart" She started. "She was the only one in this entire room that was going to make it somehwere big someday. We tortured her. We made her life a living hell, but still she walked down those hallways like she owned them" She stopped for a second to smile.
"No matter what we did to her, she still never backed down. It breaks my heart into a million peices that it took us this long to realize that if we hadn't joined this club, if we hadn't met Rachel, none of us would be going somewhere. We would all be stuck in this Pudunk town forever. She taught me so much, and I wish that I could spend the rest of my life telling her each and every one of them, I would have loved to have Rachel as a bestfriend" she whispered.

Everyone else was had all known Quinn for years, some longer than others, but no one had ever seen her this upset before.

Kurt went up next.
"I miss her smile"He said, smiling himself. "It's amazing how one smile could light up a whole room, no matter what was happening. Whenever someone took her solo, or even did something that made her mad, she still smiled. Her smile was like a drug. I think after a while we all kind of craved to see that smile. Mercedes and I started giving up solos without a fight. Puck and Finn became her bestfriends, even Britt,Satana and Quinn stopped with the name calling and slushies.
And now, here we are. Each and every one of us, crying because we will never get to see that beautiful smile again" he whispered, tears falling freely from his cheecks.

Finn strolled to the front of the room and threw his arms around his brother, pulling him tight into his chest.
Kurt clutched Finn's shirt from behind and sobbed into his chest, not daring to move.

Finn looked over his shoulder but no body met his gaze.

He pulled away and gave his brother one last squeeze before the younger boy walked back to his seat.

Finn sighed and shifted his foot nervously.
"I miss my bestfriend" he started. "She was the one who convinced everyone to let me stay in the club when it was just her, Mercedes, Tina, Artie and Kurt. They were going to just kick me out, but Rachel convinced them not to. She was the only one who didn't see me as just some dumb jock. Even when I was in the club, still no one gave me a chance, but she did. She helped me with my voice, with my dancing. She was there for me, When the baby thing happened, she was the only one in this entire room who had the guts to tell me what the hell was going on."he felt his blood boiling. "Now it's not fair that she is dead, while all of us are alive. That we all get to live our happy little chipper lives while she is lying in a box covered in dirt" he yelled, clenching his fists.

stepped foward and walked the still angry Finn back to his chair, patting him lightly on the back.

"Who is next?" asked.

Everyone watched as Puck walked to the front of the room. The thudding in his chest, almost unbearable.

Will cleared his throat and handed puck his paper.
"Puck, what do you miss most about Rachel?" He asked.

Puck placed his paper on the piano and stepped forward, meeting everyone's gaze.
"I miss everything about her" she said. "She tried to make me a better person, she tried to change me, to help me. She was the only one out of you that didn't call me a Lima loser. The day I sang my first solo was for her, and do you know what she told me? She told me she was proud of me. It was the first time anyone has ever told me they were proud of me and I couldn't ever be more glad that it was from her. I have a song I would like to sing for her today" he said.

He walked over and picked up his guitar, sitting on the stool.
"This one is for you Rachel".

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep Yeah, I don't wanna miss a thing

Once he was done, he looked around the room. Everyone looked shocked. The only solos he had ever sang in Glee club were for Quinn and Rachel last year, but they didn't mean as much as this one did.

broke out of his trance.
"I should have told you guys this sooner, but when we were at the funeral, Rachel's fathers gave this to me" he said, holding up a disk. "They found it on her night table at the hospital, and I want us all to listen to it" he said.

Puck went and sat down in his seat, this time beside Finn.
He felt a hand on his shoulder. He didn't have to look to know it was his bestfriend.

as Will walked to the small stereo at the corner of the room, the click of his shoes was louder than usual.
The click of the play button was even louder.

He felt the hand on his shoulder tighten and a few gasps amongst his friends, as the familiar voice filled the room.

"Hey guys" Rachel's voice was husky.
"I know by now I am probably gone. About an hour after you guys came to visit, I asked the nurse if she would let me record something for you guys. I wanted to take the time to tell each and every one of you something before I left" she whispered.

"Artie, when I came into the Glee club you were the only one who took the time and day to even listen to me, and I will never be able to thank you enough for that.
Don't ever give up on your dream, okay? Personally, I think you'd be a wonderful dancr" she said, and they could hear the smile in her voice.

Everyone looked at Artiem who was blushing. No one knew that he wanted to be a dance.

"Blaine you were a great addition to the New Directions, and I will never forget the time we sang together, it was truly an honour. All that I ask from you is that you please try, and I mean try because it will be hard, to keep Kurt sane" she said, giggling.

There was now smiles on both Kurt and Blaine's faces.

"Sam, please keep Quinn out of trouble. And don't get her pregnant, we all had to deal with that once, and trust me, you were lucky you weren't here" she said.

Sam raised his eyebrow at Quinn who was biting her lip and trying not to smile.

"Matt and Mike, you have both grown so much over these two years, with both your dancing and singing, but so help me god if either of you ever try and sing spice girls again, I will haunt you both" she said, seriously.

Everyone started laughing, even Puck.

"Tina, I want you to make sure that Mercedes and Kurt don't kill eachother. God only knows what is going to happen now that I'm not there to hog all the solos from them. You have been one of the most amazing, best friends that I could have ever asked for, thank you" she whispered.

Tina huddled in closely with Artie, feeling a few tears drip down her face.

"Miss Santana Lopez" Her voice came out clearer for a second and it almost sounded like the old Rachel. "Please do me a favor and think next time you throw a slushy. I know it's hard, and I know you want so badly to be feared by other people, but you don't need that.
I know that you think you're lonely Santana, because hell, I know what it feels like to, but please just look beside you and look at Brittany, the woman who loves you and is going to make your dreams come true. Look at all the friends around you who love you. Santana you are one of the most honest people I have ever met, and I got to meet the real you when you came into my hospital room and all I ask is you please think of that before that cup leaves your hand again" she whispered.

Santana looked around the room. Everyone was nodding their heads at her but the only thing that kept her from breaking down in that moment was the soft hand that enveloped her own.

"Mercedes, please do me one thing. Every song you sing in this club, every song you sing out of this club, please sing it with everything you have in you. I know that you are going to make it big one day, and I know you are going to be bigger than beyonce, and it makes me sad that I couldn't be here to buy your first album."
she whispered, a hint of sadness in her voice.

"Britt" Rachel started. "You have been such a good friend to me these past two years. I have enjoyed every single dance class we shared, and I'm so so so sorry, that I won't be here to visit the ducks with you anymore. I know if you ask Santana, she would be happy to go with you" Rachel said.

Everyone looked at Brittany with raised eyebrows. They didn't know that Rachel even took dance, let alone took it with Brittany, or hung out with her.

"Kurt Hummel" Rachel said huskily. Kurt clenched his fists together when he heard his name leave her lips.
"You do not understand how much you mean to me, and how much I am going to miss you. You were the only one in this club that I was scared I might lose my spot to, and now I couldn't be happier to lose my spot to you. I don't think that I have ever met anyone in this world as brave as you Kurt and I am so honoured that I had the chance to know, let alone be such close friends with someone like you. Thank you for everything you have done for me, and remember, you might be lonely, but you aren't alone" she said.

Kurt had his arms around Blaine the second she was done talking.

"Quinn" rachel whispered. "First off I want to thank you for what you said the other day in my hospital room, it lifted alot of weight off of my shoulders.
I don't hate you Quinn, I could never hate you. I know you probably feel guilty right now, for our past and everything but you ahve nothing to worry about.
You are a remarkable person. I know you think things are hard right now but they will get better I promise. You're a very beautiful girl Quinn, and you can do anything that you want to do" she said, smile noticable in her voice.

Puck glanced over at Quinn who had a hand over her mouth and was openly sobbing into it.

"Finn" Rachel said, and Puck felt the hand on his shoulder tighten immensley.
"You are honestly the best friend that anyone could have ever asked for. You believed in me when no one else did. You braught me back to Glee club when no one else even noticed I was gone. You were the only one who actually had the time and day to put up with me." she stopped for a moment and Puck could hear the tears in her voice. "You were the best friend I ever had, and I wouldn't have given it up for anything. Thank you. Oh, and Finn? Please stop trailing after Quinn like a lost puppy. Im sorry to say this infront of everyone but it needs to be said. Sorry Sam, but Finn if you want Quinn so badly then go for her. IfI remember correctly,
you never give up" she said.

Finn felt stinging in his eyes as he looked over at Quinn. She was looking at him with a hint of a smile and tears in her eyes as well.
Finn felt something inside of him. It felt like a glimmer of hope.

Puck felt his heart skip a beat at his own name coming out of her mouth.

"Noah" she breathed.
Puck hadn't realized how badly he had wanted to hear her say his name until she finally did it.
"I don't have much to say to you. You were the only person who I could count on. You were always there for me, as a friend and so much more. I don't regret anything that had ever happened in our friendship. I love you Noah, I always have. And I know that it's selfish of me to tell you this now, but I can't leave without you knowing that. You are going to grow up and have a beautiful family someday, and I'm so sorry that I couldn't be there to watch it happen" she said, puck felt his heart breaking at every word.

Puck was breathing heavily now, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. He had been waiting for this moment for as long as he could remember, and now that the words were finally coming out of her mouth, he didn't know if he was dreaming or not.

Rachel sighed.
"I know you're all probably scared and upset right now but it will ger better, I promise you. and I can't leave without blowing this house down with another solo,
so here is one last song I want to sing for you guys".

Everyone started smiling when Rachel began to sing the song "Smile" by Charlie Chaplin.

By the time the song was done everyone was crying happy tears. Puck had his hand clasped tightly in Finn's while both of them were crying. Quinn was smiling and had tears running down her face while her hand was in Brittany's. Brittany was holding both Santana and Quinn's hands, and was crying as well.

PUck reached into his back pocket and pulled out a slightly crumpled picture of him and Rachel.
He smiled, he didn't care anymore.

Rachel loved him, and that was all that mattered.

NOT THE END OF THE STORY. I know it sounds like the end, but it isn't REVIEW please.