Episode 11

Scene One

"Marty, are you okay?" Todd asked as Brody led her back to the cell. He knew her well enough to know that she was angry.

"I'm fine," Marty snapped as Brody locked her cell and walked away.

"No, you're not. Talk to us…tell us what's going on?"

"Patrick and I just got in a big fight."

"Marty, Patrick told me something tonight and I need to know if it's true," Todd began.

"Todd, right now isn't the time." Victor interrupted.

"It's okay, he already told me that he told you that I was in love with you," Marty stated.

"Are you?" Todd whispered.

"How could I be after everything that you've done to me?"

"That's not an answer. Please Marty…I need to know how you feel about me," Todd pleaded.

"I don't know how to answer that question."

"Please try," Todd encouraged.

"I hate you and will always hate you for what you did to me, but Patrick's right, as much as I want to deny it to him, myself and to you, I just can't anymore, because the truth is that I love you too. I hate you too much to forgive you, but I love you too much that I can't cut you out of my life, so the most honest answer is I don't know how I feel about you. It's somewhere in the hazy mess between love and hate and I just don't know how I feel. Is that what you want to hear Todd?"

"Marty, I've always loved you and I would go back in time and change things if I could."

"You can't Todd. I don't want to talk anymore. I'm tired. Goodnight," Marty said as she laid down on her bunk and turned away from Todd and Victor.

"I'll find a way to make it up to you Marty, one day you'll be able to stop hating me and on that day you'll forgive me," Todd said as he laid down on his own bunk and thought about everything that Marty had said.

Victor also laid down for the night feeling disgusted. There was a time, back when he thought that he was Todd, that he would have loved to hear how conflicted Marty was, but now it was different. He wasn't Todd and to hear that she loved his brother made him sick, because despite everything he still loved her. He closed his eyes as he thought about the last time that he was really happy...the night that he had spent hours making love to her. That memory was ingrained into his mind and so were a thousand other equally happy moments that he had spent with her before John ruined it. He had gotten used to replaying his relationship with Marty in his head when he was being held prisoner…it was the only thing that kept him alive. One day he would make her his once again…and he would no longer have to rely on his memories of happier times to get him through the dark nights.

Scene Two

"Pregnant? You were pregnant with my child?" Kevin asked as he looked into Rachel's eyes for answers.

"Children, actually. I was pregnant with twins," Rachel explained.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Kevin asked.

"I was scared…I didn't want it to get in the way of your internship or my dreams of becoming a lawyer like my mother, but the real reason that I didn't tell you is because I was ashamed."

"Of what?"

"Kevin, when you went to London…I didn't handle it well. I messed up and started using cocaine and speed to help me get through school and by the time I found out that I was pregnant, I was so lost inside of my own addiction that I couldn't stop on my own. I was afraid to go and see the doctor because I was certain that my drug use had already hurt our children, and when I did finally go, my doctor told me that my worst fears were true. He told me that they would most likely not survive the pregnancy…a few weeks later I gave birth to them and I was told that they were stillborn."

"Our children died?" Kevin asked as he sat down on the couch.

"No, I don't know…I thought that they had, but then somebody called me and told me that it was a lie that my Doctor told me. They told me that our son is still alive and is living somewhere in Llanview and that our daughter died in some kind of accident, but I don't know if any of this is true or if somebody is just pulling a cruel prank on me, but I have to find out. Please Kevin, I know that you probably hate me right now, but I need your help to find out what happened to our children," Rachel pleaded.

"I…I don't know what to feel, but I could never hate you. Tell me everything that you remember about your pregnancy and the doctor that was treating you and we'll figure out what happened to our children together," Kevin promised as he took her hand into his.

Scene Three

Blair drove around for a few hours thinking about her relationship with Todd and how she could convince him to let go of his unhealthy relationship with Marty. She pulled into the Rodi's parking lot and went inside. She couldn't help but think of Todd as she walked up to the bar. That had been the first place that they had met each other…back then they were just two lost souls that everyone in town hated and they connected that night playing a game of the biggest loser's club.

"Patrick," Blair gasped as she sat down next to a man that she hadn't seen in almost a decade.

"Hey Blair, it looks like you're having as rough of a night as I am," he said as he passed over one of his shot glasses of Tequila.

"Let me guess, you're here because you're wife and my husband just can't seem to stay away from one another," Blair stated as she picked up the shot glass and downed it.

"That about sums it up. Marty and I…we just got into a big fight about Todd, she's never going to let him go."

"He's never going to let her go either. He loves her and it doesn't matter what I do, he's always going to choose her over me."

"Yeah, well forget them…tonight, I just want to have fun catching up with an old friend. Do you want to dance?" Patrick asked as he held his hand out to her.

"Of course," Blair stated as she stood up and walked to the dance floor with him. He placed his hands around her waist as he led her around the dance floor.

Scene Four

The next morning Blair woke up with a pounding headache. The room still seemed like it was spinning around her as she felt somebody's hand wrap around her.

"Todd, did Tea manage to get you out on bail?" Blair groggily asked as she interlocked her fingers with his.

"Todd's not here Blair. He's still behind bars with my wife," she heard a familiar voice state.

"Patrick, what did we do last night?" Blair asked as she sat up in her bed and realized that they were both naked. "Did we sleep together?" she whispered.