It's been a month?! A FREAKING MONTH?! I am SO sorry. To be honest, I should not be updating stories right now, since I'm in the middle of my exams. I have done 2 exams and have 4 left. Math is next and I seriously dislike Math. I'm bad at it, SO bad so I should practise for Tuesday. Oh well.. I'll do that later today. Wish me luck! :')
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Kendall and Logan were cuddling on the couch in Logan's house. Kendall occasionally rubbed his nose against the side of Logan's head and smiled everytime Logan giggled when he did that. Kendall tightened his hold on Logan and Logan smiled brightly, snuggling closer in Kendall's hold. He loved cuddling with his Rich Boy. Deep down Logan knew Kendall wouldn't hurt him like he thought he did. He needed to remember to thank Carlos. From what he heard from James, it was Carlos idea. Carlos knew Kendall was at the park and brought Logan there to so Kendall could sing his song to Logan and they could make up. Logan was Carlos very thankful that he had planned it. Kendall kissed the side of Logan's head and Logan smiled up at Kendall. He shifted so he sat in Kendalls lap and Kendall smiled. He wrapped his arms tightly around Logan. He kissed the back of Logan's head and rested his chin on Logan's shoulder with a happy smile. They heard rushed footsteps outside and shouting. The door was thrown open and a very angry Carlos came running in with a desperate James behind him.
"I didn't cheat on you! Carlos listen to me!'' James said while trying desperately to get Carlos attention.
Carlos turned around. He looked very angry.
"You didn't? You didn't. Then please explain why THAT SLUTS MOUTH WAS ON YOURS!'' He yelled.
"Carlos, she was kissing me! You have to believe me!'' James was desperate and he really didn't want Carlos to leave him.
James truely loved the guy and he didn't want Carlos to think he was just another side piece to him. He loved Carlos so much and would be devastated if he ever lost the Latino.
"Then why didn't you push her off of you?'' Carlos wasn't yelling anymore but looked at James with hurt eyes.
One look in Carlos' eyes broke the pretty boy's heart. He felt so sorry for the Latino.
"I d-don't k-know... I was shocked I guess... I-"
Carlos held his hand up to silence James.
"Shut up. I don't wanna hear it. I have enough of you're excuses. Leave.''
James shook his head. "No! I want you, believe me!''
Carlos was getting frustrated and grabbed the flowers in out of the vase that was standing on the diner table. Logan's eyes grew wide and he could only think he was happy Carlos didn't grab the vase itself. Cause he knew what Carlos was about to do.
James raised his hand and took a hesistant step closer to Carlos. "Carlos...''
Carlos flung the flowers at him and James tried to shield himself.
"Get ou-out!'' Carlos tried to say but his voice cracked.
James felt bad and made a move to walk to him to comfort him. This time Carlos did grab the vase and threw it at James too. James duck and watched in shock as the vase hit the wall and broke into pieces. If he hadn't had ducked the vase would've definitely hit him. James stood up and glared at Carlos, now angry too.
"Hey!'' he shouted angrily and was about to step towards Carlos.
That was when Kendall and Logan decided to step in between. Logan grabbed Carlos and tried to pull him with him to sit on the couch and to calm him down so he wouldn't throw things at James again. Kendall was pushing a struggling James to the door. Kendall pushed James into the hallway. He was clearly annoyed.
"Calm the fuck down!'' Kendall said and threw his hands in the air.
James glared at Kendall. "HE is the one who needs to calm down!''
"Yeah sure,'' Kendall said and rolled his eyes. "And he's also the one who cheated?''
James face turned from anger to hurt. "That's not fair.''
"How is it not? Is it true what Carlos said? That some girl kissed you?''
James didn't answer but looked at the ground, avoiding Kendalls eyes.
Kendall sighed and shook his head. "That's what I thought.''
James whimpered and wrapped his arms around himself. Kendall put his hands on James' shoulders and James looked at him.
"Give Carlos some time alone. Let him come to you."
James glared again and shook Kendalls hands off of his shoulders.
"Oh yeah? What do you know? You never let Logan alone when he dumped you. You would write girly songs and sing them to him in the hope he would forgive you. You never waited until he came to you! You always came to him! So don't tell me what to do and shut up!'' James yelled.
He walked to the door and slammed it shut behind himself. Kendall sighed frustrated and walked back into the livingroom. He looked and saw Logan comforting a crying Carlos who was trying to tell Logan what happened. Kendall went over to them and sat beside them. He put a comforting hand on Carlos' shoulder and listened to Carlos' side of the story.
"Then that s-s-slut c-came up to h-him and j-just kissed him! He d-didn't d-do anything to push her away. He just let that skunk kiss him!'' Carlos said and bursted out in tears again.
"Oh Carlos,'' Logan said sadly and placed his head on the crying Latino's shoulder and rubbed his arm.
Kendall sighed and rubbed the boy's back. He didn't know what to do for Carlos.
Carlos whipped his eyes dry and looked at Logan with wide eyes. "Do you mind if I stay here? James is possibly going to wait for me at my house. I can't face him.''
"Sure you can Carlos! You can stay as long as you want.'' Logan said and smiled. Carlos tried his best to smile back.
Carlos thought about something and his smile disappeared again. Fresh tears welled up in his eyes.
"What are you thinking about, Buddy?'' Kendall asked Carlos.
Carlos sighed and blinked the tears away. "I thought he truely loved me...'' He whispered softly.
Kendall and Logan shared a sad glance and comforted the hurt Latino again.
"I thought he would treat me different then Logan cause he truely loved me.'' Carlos paused and looked at Logan. "Sorry, I didn't mean-"
Logan smiled and shook his head. "It's okay, it's true. He never loved me the way he loves you.''
Carlos sighed and fiddled with his hands. "No. He doesn't love me.''
"Carlos-"
"If he really loved him he would've pushed that skunk away.'' Carlos said angrily and crossed his arms, shrugging our hands off of him.
Kendall sighed and let the boy go, knowing he wanted to be alone right now. Kendall reached over Carlos lap and grabbed Logan's hand, standing up and pulling Logan with him. Logan struggled but Kendall whispered something in his ear wich made Logan quiet and blush and let Kendall pull him with him. He looked over his shoulder at Carlos one more time before they walked outside.
Carlos didn't mind being alone for awhile. He was glad Kendall noticed that hint and took Logan outside with him. He couldn't believe James let that girl kiss him. While he was standing right next to him. Carlos sighed sadly and wrapped his arms around himself. He missed James. He missed him so much. He did everything to prove he loved James so much and James did one little thing and screwed it all up. Tears rolled down his cheeks but he didn't whipe them away. He was allowed to cry, because whatever happened, if they will get back together or not, he will always love James. Always. He'll never stop.
James was laying on the grass at the park and was thinking of the little Latino. He missed that boy so damn much. He couldn't believe it was over. Sure, James was a player in the passed but it ended after Logan. Cause after Logan, he got Carlos. And he felt true feelings for the Latino and couldn't bare to hurt him like he did to his other victims. He loved the Latino so much his heart might burst. Carlos was so important to him. James felt his eyes sting and blinked, trying not to cry. He didn't want to cry with all those people around him. It would just be embarrassing. He sighed shakily and ran the palm of his hand over his eyes. He looked up at the sky that was lightly clouded. He thought of something to get Carlos back. He thought of what Kendall said to him and felt his blood boil again. Kendall thought he knew everything better, but he didn't. It wasn't as easy for James as for Kendall. Kendall could tell how he felt by writing songs. That didn't count for James. James had always trouble telling how he felt. He never really talked about his feelings. Maybe that was wrong with him. He only told Carlos he loved him one or twice a week, while the Latino said it almost everyday. James sighed and sat up, resting his arms on his knees. He didn't know what to do. Suddenly a boy around his age walked by and sang softly along with a song James knew all to well. It was James favorite song. Suddenly James got an idea. He smiled to himself, jumped up and jogged to his house. This had to work.
Carlos, Logan and Kendall were watching a movie. Logan was cuddled into Kendalls side and sighed happily. Occasionally he would glance at Carlos and smiled whenever the short boy laughed about something in the movie. It looked like he forget all about James. That was until music started playing and the three boys shared confused glances. Carlos jumped up when he heard a familiar voice start to sing.
"I dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time" They heard someone sing from outside.
Carlos walked to the window and gasped when he saw James standing there in a sexy suit singing to the Latino beauty that was Carlos.
"Hold still right before we crash, 'cause we both know how this endsA clock ticks till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again"
Kendall and Logan stood beside Carlos and looked at the singing James. Kendall glanced sideways at Carlos and saw his jaw was dropped. Kendall smirked and but a thumbs up to James. James smiled when he sang and winked back at Kendall.
"Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
Walk on through a red parade, and refuse to make amendsIt cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense. Don't speak as I try to leave, 'cause we both know what we choose If you pull, then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you"
James sang and kept looking at Carlos with an adoring look in his eyes. Carlos looked back and was smiling while tears were streaming down his cheeks.
"Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
Why are you my clarity? clarity Why are you my remedy? remedy Why are you my clarity? clarity Why are you my remedy? remedy
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?"
James finished the song with a soft smile. Carlos ran to the door and ran straight into James arms.
"JAMIE!'' Carlos shouted happily as he jumped into James' arms.
James smiled and twirled them around once, enjoying the feeling of Carlos in his arms. They pulled back and smiled at each other. Carlos was smiling with tears in his eyes. James whipped the tears away and stroked Carlos' cheek. Carlos reached up and kissed him sweetly and softly. James kissed him back and sighed at the contact. He couldn't live without the Latino by his side. He needed him. He would never hurt him again.
Never again.
Awww! I found this rather cute I loved the James' cover of Clarity and I just had to do something with it! So I did this. I hope you guys liked it as well! My last exam is May 27th so I don't think I will be updating until after May 27th... I hope you guys are okay with that. Wish me luck! ^^ Please review, they make me so happy! :D
Much Love! xxx