DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN DEGRASSI

Maya's POV

"Cam?", I asked, turning around surprised. Why was he at my house? Did he really still not get the message?

"We need to talk...", He said shyly, rubbing the back of his neck. I huffed out a breath to show my annoyance.

"We already talked Cam. I moved on.", I told him bluntly.

"Please Maya. You never have to talk to me again, after this. Just please talk to me now.", Cam pleaded. I rolled my eyes and put my cello back in it's case. I got up and motioned for Cam to sit on the couch with me.

"So what happened?", Cam asked once we sat down.

"With what?", I asked him, a little confused. He had to be more specific.

"Us?", Cam replied, looking at his feet.

"You broke up with me last year.", I told him in an annoyed tone. He was there. Why would he ask me that?

"I know, but I mean now.", Cam said, looking back up at me.

"We're still broken up...", I responded as if it was obvious. Is he stupid or something? He should know that.

"Maya, I'm trying to ask you why you're acting so weird towards me.", He asked, looking at me with concern in his eyes. I rolled my eyes once again.

"You should know Cam. It's not that hard to figure out.", I said rudely.

"Well I can't figure it out, Maya. I thought you'd be happy to see me.", Cam told me. He sounded frustrated. Oh well, it's not my problem.

"Because I don't like you.", I told him bluntly, looking him straight in the eyes. Maybe now he'd get the hint.

"But why, Maya? What did I do that was so bad?", Cam asked me, confused.

"You broke up with me over text. It was pretty rude if you ask me.", I told him, sharply. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms.

"Really?", Cam asked me, but it was more of a statement than question.

"Yeah, and I hate you for it!", I said raising my voice a little. I just wanted him to leave.

"Wow Maya, I can't believe you actually brought that up.", Cam responded, looking down at his feet.

"It's what happened, Cam. You shouldn't be in denial about it.", I told, casually. I'm really starting to think something's wrong with him. Does he not remember last year?

"But you don't understand...", Cam trailed off, still looking down at his feet.

"Understand what? That you lead me on last year, then tossed me aside? That you never really cared about me? That you used me? I have a whole list of things, so I'm pretty sure I understand.", I responded, bitterly. He hurt me so much! How is he so oblivious to it!?

"Maya, of corse I cared about you! Don't say that! I still do!", Cam said, getting a little upset.

"No you didn't! If you did, you wouldn't have left me!", I responded, getting upset too.

"Maya it wasn't my fault!", Cam pleaded. I laughed a little.

"Oh, so suddenly your actions aren't your fault?", I said, laughing. Cam looked at me hurt.

"Maya I was sick!", Cam yelled, getting my attention. He was upset. I could see his eyes tearing up.

"That's no excuse to throw me aside!", I yelled back. I didn't care if he was getting upset.

"I didn't mean to hurt anyone! I was in the wrong mind set! I was depressed! I thought it was best for everyone if I was gone!", Cam yelled. His eyes were still tearing up.

"Exactly Cam, you didn't think! You don't even know what I went through!", I shouted getting really mad. He had to stop playing the victim card. He's not even the real victim.

"I thought it was in your best interest. I didn't do it to hurt you, or anyone.", Cam replied a little calmer. I rolled my eyes.

"Well you did! I was so hurt last year! I didn't understand anything! I was left with so many questions, and regrets! 'What could I have done to help him?'. 'Why didn't he talk to me?'. My life was turned upside down! My boyfriend had just tried to kill himself! What was I supposed to think?!", I yelled at Cam, who was now looking down again. I began to cry. This was too much. Why was he bringing this up?

"I don't know, Maya.", Cam answered honestly, putting his head in his hands. Tears flowed down his cheeks.

"I was so sad for so long! Looking for answers! Finally I decided to move on! And now you're ruining it! I was finally happy again! You can't just show up here!", I sobbed.

"I'm sorry, Maya. I didn't mean to hurt you.", Cam said, looking up at me with tear stained cheeks.

"It's too late for sorry, Cam! You hurt me so much, and now you're ruining my relationship! I hate you!", I yelled at him. My face redden, and I huffed out a breath. I was madder than ever. He couldn't just say sorry and expect everything to be okay.

"But you used to love me. Love doesn't just go away Maya. Trust me.", Cam told me, calmly. It made me think. Does love go away? I thought mine for Cam had, but had it? No, it had. I love Miles now.

"Well mine did for you a long time ago.", I responded, bluntly.

"But mine didn't for you.", Cam said looking into my eyes.

"Too bad because I hate you!", I shot at him.

"Do you really want to throw everything we had away!? I didn't mean to hurt you Maya! I love you! You're the reason I came back to Degrassi!", Cam exclaimed.

"We have nothing!", I shouted at him. I was so mad.

"Why are you being so harsh!?", Cam yelled. I froze. That was the forth time I heard that. Tori. Tristan. Katie. And now Cam. Was I being harsh?

I started to cry again.

"Maya, this isn't you. You don't need to be somebody you're not.", Cam told me, trying to calm me down.

"I don't know who I am anymore...", I cried. Cam put a hand on my shoulder, trying to comfort me. I quickly slapped it away.

"Don't touch me! I hate you!", I sobbed.

"Do you really? Or is that just what you keep telling yourself to heal the wounds? I know I hurt you, but you don't have to pretend to feel differently.", Cam told me. Then he got up and walked out the door. I sat on the couch crying, overwhelmed with emotions. I was so confused with my feelings. Did I still love Cam? Was I in denial? Did I love Miles? Did I put up walls? I didn't even know anymore.

I sobbed and for what felt like the millionth time, Campbell Saunders is the reason I'm crying.

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