Ok, so I am thinking it's time to really get this story going. I feel like its going slowly and that may be because I haven't been writing very long chapters but now I really want to get into a storyline. So short-ish chapter but I think it's a good one.

EPOV

Bella…

What had I done to her? Hearing her story today had really brought the whole thing into light. Clearly she had done well for herself, started a new life, but it was one that I was not a part of and for some reason this made me want to cry.

I had witnessed today the relationship she shares with our son, which was something I had often wondered about when he was with her. They were extremely close and all anyone had to do was look into her eyes to see it, as the adoration there was unmistakable.

I lay on the bed, staring up and the patterned ceiling but I wasn't really seeing it, as I was lost in my own thoughts. Tanya was fast a sleep next to me. All she did when we got back to the hotel was comment on how Bella had clearly just managed to get by on sex appeal, or perhaps just sex. This had really infuriated me and when I demanded that she stop bad mouthing Bella she had yelled at me for taking sides, or somewhere along those lines. How exactly was I taking sides?

I supported her, but I had no reason to hate Bella. Sure we had had our differences but that was a long time ago and we have both changed so much since then.

Bella…

Why couldn't I get her out of my mind. I felt so guilty about everything I had put her through, that I made her leave. But most of all that I didn't go after her. I wanted to, believe me. I got into my car turned on the engine – then turned it off.

Picked up the phone dialled her number – then put it back down.

Because the bottom line was I had no idea what to say. She wanted me to change and at the time I really didn't think I could. When I finally realised I had changed I was already to far deep with Tanya.

I had to apologise and I had to do it soon.

The more I lay there the guiltier I felt. I couldn't think of anything else and sleep was no where to be found. I looked over at the clock, 2am. Perhaps I could call her… No. I couldn't apologise over the phone it just wasn't right.

After another ten minutes I finally gave up.

I swung my legs over the bed, put on a grey T-shirt, and a pair of warn jeans along with my sneakers. I got Bella's address out of my organiser and headed towards her apartment, without a word to my fiancée.

Maybe it was the wrong thing to do but it just felt so right. After seeing her today I could think of nothing else. Those beautiful chocolate eyes and her breath taking smile. Her hair was a lot shorter but I loved it still. All the memories came rushing back, the bad ones to but they were far outweighed by the good.

I should have given her this apology three years ago, I jut hope it's not too late.

BPOV

I stood in the door way and watched my little boy sleep. He looked so happy and relaxed when he slept. I wish I felt the same. Since today my head has been all over the place. Edward brought up all these old feelings and now I can't get away from them and I have been trying to work out what they could mean ever since we got home. Do I like him? Miss him? Love him?

It's all to complicated!

I left Jamie's room and closed the door behind me. I went over to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of wine, I needed to relax a little. I sat on the couch and started watching one of those silly reality shows about rich people. Normally I would fall asleep during one when Angela would stay over and insist on watching it, but tonight I just couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard I tried.

Stupid Edward Cullen!

Suddenly Jake started barking at the front door and then the door bell rang. Who could be here at this hour. I was a little worried as it was so late and I was on my own so I grabbed Jake's collar and brought him over to the door with me so I had some form of protection.

I opened the door and Edward was standing there, soaking wet.

"Edward…..? What….?" I was in complete and unable to form any sort f sentience.

"Bella, I'm sorry!" He blurted out. What was he talking about?

"Sorry for what, Edward?" I asked completely confused at this point. Jake had no interest now he knew there was no danger, took one sniff of Edward and settled himself back down on the rug.

"I'm sorry for everything! How selfish I was, how I never really treated you with the respect you deserve and I am so sorry Bella! If I could take it all back I would in a heart beat. I'm so sorry!" I could see tears welling up in his eyes and I could feel them running down my face.

I was so caught up in the moment that I didn't even think. Before I knew it I leapt at Edward and kissed him. His arms snaked around my waist and he kissed me back.

Bliss, for now anyway.

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