Sorry I didn't update as soon as I had hoped. I didn't get a lot of reviews on the last chapter so I kinda didn't feel like updating. Also, I might be loosing my horse so I am having a hard time not breaking down every 3 seconds.

I made my friend Ryan listen to my very hyper monologue of camp rock and camp rock 2 last night. I'm watching camp rock 1 right now which I haven't done in like 2 months. I know crazy right? Right now I'm at the kitchen scene where Smitchie meets…

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It was thanksgiving the next day. "You know it feels weird having a holiday without my family." I said to Caitlyn as we set the table. Caitlyn nodded. "Ya I know what you mean. Though I'm kinda used to it." She said. Just then, the guys walked in with the food.

It wasn't the home cooked meal I was used to, but it tasted great all the same.

When we started the pumpkin pie, Jason said, "I want to go around and say what were thankful for." Nate groaned. "Jase, that's so lame." He complained. "Too bad were doing it, and you're gonna start." Jason said stubbornly. Nate thought for a minute and then said "I'm thankful for my music, that I can spend everyday doing what I love with the people that I love." He said. Jason took his turn. "I'm thankful for my birdhouse and my music and our fans and all you guys and-" "ok Jason we got it." Caitlyn said, cutting him off. "Fine then you go." He said. "I'm thankful for this pie." She said. We knew that was all we were going to get and turned to Shane. "My music, our fans, that I get to live my dream, but mostly, I'm thankful for you Mitchie." He said, looking at me. The others pretended to puke. "You turned me back into who I am and you love me regardless of how much of an idiot I can be." He continued. Starting to choke up, I said, "I'm thankful that I get to start living my dream, and even better with all you guys. And of course, I'm thankful for you Shane." He pulled me into a hug, knowing I wasn't going to be able to say anything more.

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The next few days were spent in Eugene OR and Boise ID. We got into Logan UT pretty late and when I woke up the next morning, I felt like crap.

"There's no way she can do a show." Caitlyn said. "I'm fine!" I protested. They ignored me. "Then obviously we cant do one either because Shane wont leave her." Jason said. "He's right." Shane said, stroking my hair. "We'll have Stuart decide." Nate said.

Jason described me to Stuart, who agreed that I shouldn't be preforming until I felt perfect. Which pushed back the tour schedule and going home for Christmas.

Everyone hung around the hotel to keep me company, but after an hour I couldn't take it. "Come on guys. Don't stick around here for me. Go shopping or something." Caitlyn looked at me. "Are you sure?" "Totally. Go on. Have fun. I'm fine."

"I'll take a picture of all the birds I see for you Mitchie!" Jason said, grabbing his coat. "Out Jason!" Nate said, pushing his brother out the door. "Bye Mitchie. Feel better." He said, closing the door after him.

I turned to Shane. "Are you sure you don't want to go?" I asked him. Shane joined me on the couch and took me in his arms.

"I'm sure. Not only would I be worried sick- no pun intended- I have an excuse to spend a day alone with you." he said, kissing my temple. "You're not worried about getting sick?" I asked. Shane made an indignant noise. "How sick are you?" he asked incredulously. "Ok, point taken."

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I know it was a little short, but I'm exhausted and if I started writing this when Smitchie met (remember I'm watching camp rock) and right now Tess is ratting Mitchie out, think about how long I have been working.

Luv ya guys.