Diclaimer: Even I want it badly, I don't own Flashpoint

CHAPTER XI -DON'T YOU CRY

"One mg of epinephrine intravenously!" –the paramedic yelled after defibrillation and started CPR again– 'Come on man, fight!'

Jules was standing paralyzed while staring at Sam's body. She felt lost like a small child in a fog without parents . She couldn't move even for a millimeter.

Sam's blooded bare chest was wrapped with some wires. Chest that she loved to lead her head on. His hand was dangling loosely. Hand that used to caress her body so perfectly. The tube was stuck in his mouth . Mouth that she loved to kiss. And could it be possible that all of that will end? Here? Now? She didn't want it to end . She wanted Sam by her side till they both got old together. Jules devised a good plan for them. She wanted to come back to Toronto and tell him about all her feelings. To live with him happily after, but how she was supposed to live now? For the very first time she understood why people want to kill themselves sometimes. If Sam will die, she wants to die with him. There was no life without him, she was more than sure of that . Jules was staring at his face begging him in mind to stay with her . Her heart was barely pumping the blood , she was dying with him at that moment.

'Stay with me Sam, stay with me' – she repeated in head like a mantra .

Jules closed her eyes and pictures of their relationship shifted in her head. She saw his cocky face when she pulled a gun on him. She almost felt again the touch of his lips when he kissed her for the very first time in front of Royal York. She reminded herself the moments that he spent with her with hospital, the pain that she felt when she had to broke up with him. Pain, that was nothing comparing to hurt that she was experiencing right now. Jules remembered to herself how happy their were when their get back together and how Chief allowed them to stay at Team One . How she heard for the very first time delightful 'I love you' from Sam's mouth. Even though she knew it all the time Could it end now? Unexpectedly , sliding in her head memories broke paramedic 's voice stating with relief "I got pulse".

The high pitched sound stopped to screw in Jules' head and she felt how her heart start to beat again simultaneously with Sam's heart .

Sweet scent of cherry blossom tree mixed with the smell of medicines was filling hospital room. Sam frowned and lifted heavy as he thought his eyelids. Shutters were closed so the room was dimmed. He had no idea what time it was. He realized that he was connected to an I.V. drip and his left arm was in a plaster cast. He tried to lift his right hand but he felt that someone is firmly clamped in his grip. Cherry blossom tree scent was a hint for him but he wanted to check it out. Check if it wasn't a dream. So he directed his eyes on the right side of his bed. Jules' head was lying next to his palm. Her fingers were intertwined in his hand . He felt her warm breath on his skin. She probably had to fall asleep from exhaustion . Her brown curls were covering his arm. She was there, next to him. He moved his fingers gently. Jules lift her head up and her big, hazelnut eyes started to shine.

„Sam, you woke up."- she gently stroke his hand – "I thought you will die up there"

Tears went down through Jules' cheeks. She was crying a river and soaking her sweater.

"Jules.." - Sam whispered and caress her cheek.

'Sam , all I have is you , you are all that I'm breathing for . I need you in my life, Sam. No one could compare to you...Steve and I are just friends…. I'm so sorry that I left from Toronto without a word . I'm so sorry that I didn't tell you about my demons. I couldn't bear to hurt you….'

Sam was staring at her shaking tiny body. She was so scared stiff while she was saying about possibility of loosing him. He gently drew her to him and whispered to her ear :

'Don't you cry" he kissed her cheek "Don't hang your head in sorrow, I still love you, sweetheart. I always did and always will be.'

Door opened silently and five men enter the room. Sam glanced at them with curiosity but he didn't know them at all. Jules turned her head and smiled happily.

'Julianna, I think you should get a rest and change your clothes' the oldest man said. " You have been here all night and day. You do need a rest"

Sam looked at Jules . Her dress was covered with blood stains, sweater was still wet from her tears and mascara's dirt. She had big bags under her eyes from crying and exhaustion.

'Dad, I will change later . I don't need a rest now .Sam just woke up ' she said softly . Sam frowned. So this was Jules' father and probably these for men were her brothers. Well, it wasn't the best way to meet her family but did he got any other option now?

"I told Dad that you won't move from here, but he didn't want to listen. " tall men with short curly hair said "so I brought you some fresh clothes. Go change , Jules"

Jules nodded when he passed her bag with clothes . When she left tall man turned to Sam and said "Hi, I'm Matt. And this is Chris, Luke and Cody. .. I'm glad that I finally met the man that turned upside down world of my little sis." Sam smirked waving his healthy hand .

"Hope my grip at bar wasn't too strong " Cody asked Sam "We didn't want you to kill someone down there. " All men laughed and Sam shook his head. He have noticed that these people got the same as Jules' eyes . Big, hazelnut, truthful eyes. Callaghan eyes.

He redirected his eyes on Mike Callaghan. He was standing quietly observing Sam's face . He turned his head to his sons and said " Leave us alone boys"

Four men left the room and Mike came to shutter and opened it. While he was looking through the window he said with a strong voice .

"When Julianna was five she wasn't playing dolls like other girls . She was running around house with her brothers. She was holding a stick pretending that it is a sniper rifle. I thought that it will fade away. But when I asked her few years later who she want to be in future she answered "I want a be a cop like you Daddy" and she took from her small pocked my photo in uniform. She smiled widely and kissed me." Mike smirked "When she grown up she became a police officer at Royal Canadian Mounted Police. I wasn't happy because of that. I've tried to force her to change her mind .But Julianna is as stubborn as her mother. She didn't change her mind. What is more she called me one day and said that she got a spot at SRU in Toronto as a sniper. It was so nerve racking for me. We got a quarrel about that. I was so scared about her. I know what is like to be a cop. I know this job." Mike sighed " When my wife died I promised to myself that I will protect Julianna. That she will be my eye in head. That's why I couldn't stand this feeling that she is living on the edge every day. We haven't been spoken since few years. We have only exchanging occasional cards for Christmas . When I found out that she has been shot I thought my heart will explode. My little, precious girl almost died that day. So I came one day to Toronto' s hospital to visit her. And then I saw you two strolling around hospital hall. Julianna was wearing panda slippers and she was leaning on the arm of a tall blonde man. Your arm Sam. I saw how you were looking at her. How you were holding her hand, how you were stoking her hair. I knew that there is someone who is taking care of her. I couldn't have enough guts to came to you two so I came back home."

Old Callaghan hung his voice for a second " Julianna came here last week unexpectedly. I didn't ask her what was going on. But I saw her cloudy face. She got the same face expression like her mother when she got problems. One when she was sitting in garden I heard her talk with Steve. She was saying that she failed as a woman. But she love you so much to let you find someone more worthy than she is. Then Steve tried to persuade her this thought … Sam, she had tough childhood. I've raised her by myself, but I couldn't replace her mother. And even I'm a man and I haven't been spoken with her a long time, a can clearly see that she loves you . When she is saying your name sparks are glittering in her eyes. "

"I love her too, sir" – Sam interjected.

"Glad to hear that" Mike smirked and stepped closer to Sam's bed. "But remember, If you ever hurt my daughter, I'm gonna find you with my sons and we will tear you apart. Never again let her to suffer inside. It's your job as a man to make her feel beautiful, safe and loved. You have to be her support . I'm counting on you" Mike's hand was placed on Sam's shoulder.

"Yes, sir" – Sam said with serious tone "Jules is the best that happened to me ever . She is…."

The door opened and Jules came inside. She washed her face and change her clothes . Now she was wearing black jeans and light blue shirt. Her hairs were gathered in a braid. She still looked tired but happy.

" So you get along together? " she asked sitting on the Sam's edge and smiling.

Two men nodded and smirked softly looking and smiling hazelnut eyes of Jules.

*week later, Toronto*

"Wooohaaa… Samtastic , looking at you ,the car that collided with you went probably to the scrap metal" Spike grinned and stood up to great with Sam and Jules. "Keep your hands off my Babycakes , man"

Team One laughed and made a spot for them to sit next to the table. Ed ordered drinks for them and smiled.

"Sammo, you own Donna a big beer. She resigned from her days off to cover your place since you two won't back from Alberta. We may lack one member in team but two? That's way beyond even MY amazing skills" He blinked his eye and took a sip of beer.

Greg smirked and asked Jules straightaway: "So Jules, I assume that you are willing to have this things back? " he smiled and put on table her badge and gun. She smiled back and said:

"If you want me still in team after I left you."

"Well I don't know.. you have to buy a round for us first" Raf grinned.

Jules laughed " It's good to be back with you guys" She lifted her beer making a toast " To the team!".

Greg took a sip of soda and said: " Jules, you shouldn't be doubting that we want you back. Especially now when Sam won't be able to be an active part of team till he will fully recover after accident." Greg smiled "But I have to tell you something, Jules. Chief want you to take psychological tests tomorrow morning before shift."

Jules frowned and released air almost whistling.

"Fine. I'll do it if that's the condition. You know who will conduct them?"

Greg rubbed his forehead and sighed heavily.

"Our old friend. Larry Toth."

A/N : I couldn't kill Sam :) I'm so in love with JAM :) Thank's for reviews!