a/n-
aobi- hi everyone I'm aobi
cece- and im cece
aobi- and where CAOBI
cece- anyway sorry for the delay
aobi- we had a hard time making a sad past
jeff- aobi there you are take your medicine
aobi- NEVER IT STINKS AND IT'S NASTY plus it leaves weird after taste
jeff- your right it does -throws it away-
aobi-ok if I were a superhero my name would be Give-me-a-minute girl
cece-why?
aobi- b-cuz if there is someone in danger and keeps callng me I would say 'give me a minute'
greg-my name would be homeless guy, solving crimes where ever I might me that day
aobi-cool but anyway enjoy the chap
Pretending
I was 19-years old at the time I met him living with my birth Mother. I was at my sister's party for a Spanish Holiday called La Asunción (Feast of the Assumption).
"Amria this is place on fire" Alisa said walking up to me as I sat down at a bar table
"Yea it is, but Alisa I told you I'm changed my name to-"
"Adria yea yea whatever your true name is Amria which stands for princess so don't deny it for birth name" Alisa said "But aren't you having fun?" she asked me
"No so far I have gotten older guy numbers thanks to this dress" I said standing up and spinning around to show off my red stain dress with match heels and a Camila in my hair "But I don't have any interest in them at all" I said sighing
"Mmm look let me introduce you to my friends brother and I bet you two will eventually like each other" She said leading me to a table in the back of the club where the celebrity usually be at.
"Fine you've got a deal" I said then we stop infront of a guy about 19 or 20 wearing black baggy jeans with a black western shirt unbutton showing a red muscle shirt with a red hat and had some red converses on.
"Raven let me introduce you to my sister Adria" She said pushing me to him
"Why hello Adria it's very nice meet you" He than grab a hold of arm and slowly kissed it which made me blush
"N-nice to meet you too Raven" I said nervously
"Well anyway Raven would you be so kind as into keep Adria company for me tonight" she asked
"Sure I would be glad to unless you have a problem with that?" Raven asked me
"No a problem at all"I said shyly
"Ok have fun you two" Alisa said leaving me with Raven
"So Adria how are you on this lovely night?" He asked
"Good but I don't get it" I said
"What do you mean?"
"Well by now I thought you would ask me if I wanted something to drink"
"Which making you get drunk so I can have sex with you" He said
"Yea mostly"
"Look Adria I know you may have met men like that but believe me I'm no where near like that and besides I'm not sure if your old enough"
"I am -giggles-"
"Did you know that your laugh is pretty cute" He said
"No but thanks for telling me" I said smiling then he smiled back and from that point on I knew that he was someone that was suppose to be in my life, but will he be out of it too was the real question.
3 months later
"Hey Raven nice to see you" My mom said opening the door for him
"Nice to see you too " He said hugging her
"Raven how any times I told you call me Maya" Mom said
"Sure thing Maya, um do you know where Adria is at?" he asked
"Yea she is in her room" She said watering the plants in the window
"ok thank you Maya" He left and walked up to my room and knocked
"Adria babe it's me Raven let me in" Than I opened the door and let him in.
"Raven honey what are you doing here I told you not to come visit me on Thursday you know that my brother Randy and my dad comes here to visit me and I haven't even told the about us yet" I said kissing him
"Daisy I know but it's just I have something important to you" He said shaking a little
"Babe....Raven your shaking what happen?" I asked pushing him down on my bed
"Remember I told you about when my cousin Alex called me yesterday" he said
"Yea babe what about it" He didn't answer "Babe your scaring me whats wrong?"
"Well look don't hate me for this but he told me that he was retiring from this gang called La Familia and wanted me to run it for him I told him no but he said about all the money I could be making so I said yes" He said looking away then I realized he was wearing their colors green and white bandanna was on his wrists.
"Raven how could you join a gang you know how I feel about gangs with young kids getting shot and their own members dying because of a gang fight" I said standing up then he quickly got up and shut the door
"Daisy please keep it down, look babe I know what I did is crazy but I wanted to do this for you" He said stroking my face
"What do you mean for me?" I asked softly
"I wanted to help you pay for college" He admitted
"That's wonderful and all but what will my parents say bout this"
"I know Adria, but babe I know your mom will allow this" He said
"And what about my Papi?"
"Yea that's the part I got stuck at, you could lie and said that you bought your own way into college"
"Lie are you serious?!"I replied
"Please babe this our chance to finally have our own place together....please Daisy" He said pouting
"Fine Raven, but I don't know if I can handle you being in a gang"
"Adria you know can handle myself"He said kissing me gently
"Ok please do I love you" I said
"And I love you"
8 months later
It has been a long 8 months living with Raven. You would expect us still not being together but we are. By now Me and Raven have already found a place near the city. But tonight was something serious we decided to tell my dad about our relationship since we were tired of hiding it from him so we invited him to dinner.
"Raven will you stop pacing back and forth " I said laughing
"I know babe but it just well it's your dad and I'm so nervous of what he may say and do"
"Raven your nervous I should be, he is my dad -laugh- but Raven it will be fine ok so relax" I said messaging his shoulders
"Ok ok I'll clam down" then the door bell ringed
"I'll get it" I said fixing my black skirt
"Hey Papi" I said hugging him
"Hey Florina how are you" He said walking
"I'm good come on in the kitchen, dinner is already ready" I said then my dad spotted Raven
"Who is this Adria?" My dad asked confused
"Look daddy this is what I invited you over for....I wanted to tell you a secret that I have been keeping form you for a while now.....This Papi is Raven and he is my boyfriend for 11 months" I said
"He is your WHAT?!" Dad yelled
"Look me and Adria wanted to tell you sooner but we were nervous of how you would react" Raven explained
"And we never wanted to keep it from you please forgive us if not him for me" I said
"*sigh* Fine but you better not hurt my daughter sonny" Papi warned Raven
"I won't sir" He said
"Good so whats for dinner?"
"Baby back ribs and steak with vegetables" I said grinning
"Wow my favorite dish you made it by yourself?" Papi asked
"Actually Raven made the ribs while made the steak" I said hugging Raven
"Well he sure is a cook any what do you do for a living boy?" Dad asked eating the ribs
"I-I'm a technician" He lied
"Nice job"
1 year anniversary
"Wow it's been a whole year since me and Raven been together"I said gazing at the moon waiting for him to come home from his 'delivery' that's when I heard a knock on the door.
"Coming....hello?" I asked it was a police officer
"Hello are you 's girlfriend Adria Orton?" He asked
"Yes sir what do you want?" I asked
"I was wondering is He home tonight" He asked walking in my house
"Um sir you can't come and walk in like this and my my boyfriend isn't home" I said tapping him "Now I'm asking you kindly to leave my house unless I see a paper telling me that you are allowed to search my house then I suggest you leave" I said pointing to the door
"Fine but when he does come back tell him we got our eyes on him" then he left out th door so I ran up to the door and slammed it
"*crying* Where is Raven"I said lying down on the couch
"Daisy I'm home...." No response "Babe where you at" He said looking around
"I'm on the couch babe" I replied then Raven ran into the living room and sat down next to me and started to rub my back
"Babe what happen why are you crying it's our anniversary babe don't cry"
"Today just now the police came here looking for you I was so scared baby I didn't know what to say"
"Daisy I'm sorry that they came here, I know why though one of my best members was killed to day so I had to cover it up some how but now where one ember sort Daisy I don't know what to do I mean I can't retire they will kill me unless I find a new member to help sort out plans and stuff like that" Raven said putting me on his lap and rocking me like a baby.
"Well since you put it that way I guess could do it I mean I don't have a job" I said
"Babe are you sure I don't think it is save for you"
"Raven you know that I'm a fighter like my Papi and my brother so I can handle myself anyway today is our day so to the bathroom "
"Why to the bathroom?"
"Well I have a surprise for you in the the bathroom in our room" I said kissing his neckline
"A nice warm bath with rose petals and champagne?" He asked grinning
"Mmm" I said sucking on his neck
"I think I'm turning you into a freak" He said picking bridal-style
"I believe you did" I said
3 years later(I skipped so what sue me)
Yea you betcha I'm a gang member now. I have been for 3 years now but me and Raven been together for 4 years and it' been great. Since I'm in the group I haven't been getting any bad jobs. Besides Raven didn't want me to get hurt . I mostly counted the money and the stocks of drugs we sell.
"So far we have 2 tons of cocaine, 30 pounds of Casuist (made up)" I said walking to Raven's meeting room.
"See you guys my babe know how to do business" Raven said pulling me onto his lap "But anyway Daisy the leader of downtown is here an he wants 2 tons of Marijuana"Raven said
"I'll give you 50 pounds but that's it" I said crossing my arms
"No no I want 20 tons" then the guy pulls out a gun pointing it towards me
"You think your pathetic gun is gonna scare me" I said smirking "Try this on for size motherfucker" I pulled out my gun from the back of my pants, then he was about to move so I got my gun ready
"Don't move bitch I got a good aim at your fucking head shit face" I said
"Fine 50 pounds"He replied
"Good nice doing business with you" Me and Raven said then the guy left
"That's my babe for ya" Raven said
"I love you Raven"
"I love you too" then we went for a long passionate kiss
At home
Daisy why did you embarrass me like that" Raven said yelling
"First of all I did what you tot me so don't get all sissy on me Raven" I said calmly unlike Raven
"I know Adria but it's just that all the guy saying that I'm my game" He said
"Babe who gives a fuck what they say and besides you'll never lose you game" I said kissing his neckline which I knew was all mens weakness
"You sure know how to make me feel better" Raven said picking me up bridal-style into our bedroom
"What can I say I know how to please a man" I replied as Raven laid me on the bed.
The next night
"God dammit where is Raven"I said pacing around the house phone
"He hasn't returned your calls?"My close guy friend Micky said
"No he hasn't I gave him 10 calls and 5 voice mails" I said sitting next to Mick
"Adria calm down his phone may have died" He replied
"Micky what am I gonna do I mean I don't no where he is at" I said crying
"Adria stop it you are stronger than this don't let anyone tell you other wise"
"Your right-" then the phone rang
"Hello?"
"Hey Daisy baby it's me Raven" He whispered
"Raven where the hell are you and why are you whispering?" I yelled
"I'm stuck downtown, police came at a short notice but anyway can you pick me up on Market Ave?"
"Yea I'm on my way" I said
"That was Raven?" Micky asked
"Yea he stuck downtown look Micky I gotta go" I said putting on my coat
"Ok I'll see you later Dria" Micky said giving me a short peck on my cheek as we walked out the door
Downtown
"Where the hell is he" I said slowly driving down market ave then I saw him so I pulled over and he got in the passenger seat
"Thanks Daisy that was a close one" he said rubbing the sweat off of his head
"Damn right it was how could you be so careless like that?"
"Look Adria don't start this shit with me so just drive us the fuck home"
"Well excuse me of being fucking worried for your sorry ass"
"Adria I don't want to start right now so just drive" He said looking at the cop cars
"Alright ,but believe e this conversation isn't over Raven" He glared at me
Home
"Daisy what the hell is your problem?" Raven asked me yelling
"This whole thing feels so wrong the gag the drugs everything"
"I don't understand Adria you wanted in this too"
"I hate doing this and I hate when you don't understand me about all this"
"I hate it when you always complain about stupid shit"
"Complain" yelled -Smack- "Don't you ever raise your voice at me" Raven said as he retired his hand ,but I looked at him in fear then he looked at me with a shock face.
"Oh my god Adria I' so-"
"Don't touch me" I said as I pushed Raven away and ran into the bed room and locked it
"Adria babe open up"
"Go away Raven"
"Please Adria I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you I love you and you know I do" "If I could kill my self I would but, I know that if I did that I wouldn't be able to hold you and tell you the sweet things I love about you" but I kept silence "Like the way you hold my hand when your scared, the way your hair would look mess up but I would still called you beautiful, the way you would give me a massage when I'm under stress and the love me make at night" then I cracked the door
"You really mean that?" I asked softly
"Yes babe and I always will, I love you so much that it hurts for me to see you one day may walk out on me when you had enough of me and the shit I do wrong to you"
"Raven I would never walk out on you" I said hugging me
"I know babe but what if one day I do really hurt you I don't never want you leave me"
"Stop Rave don't say things like that, you are my strength Raven, without you I wouldn't be so independent now, I love you Raven and not no one could change that"
"I love you Adria"
"I love you too Raven" I said hugging him tight
5 years
For our 5 year anniversary we had a huge party with the family. My Mom, Dad, Randy my sister and cousins where there. Plus Raven's mentor's and closes family was there and his best friend Daniel was there. I was wearing a white skirt with a white tank under a black off shoulder shirt and some white snow boots. While Raven was wearing black jeans with a white unbutton polo over a black muscle shirt and black Jordan.
"Everyone I have an announce to make" He said getting everyones attention so
I walked up to him and he put his arms around my waist "Adria I know we have been dating for 5 years, and we had some good times and bad ones as well, and believe me you could be a hand full" which made everyone laugh "But I know I can be like that to you and I thank you for putting up with me, you make everyday a happiness as my girlfriend but I don't want to call you that" I looked confused "I would love you to call you my wife so will you Adria Michelle Orton become my wife" He than got on his knees and pulled a engagement ring
"Wow" Randy said drinking his whole wine in one sip "I need beer here....anyone?"
"I-I don't know what to say"I said
"Yes yes oh yes if I were I would say yes" My sister said in a singing tone while my mom fan her "Speak lord onto her mind and make her say yes before I do"
"Yes" then Raven slipped the ring on my finger and hugged me tightly not wanting to let go while I silently cry into his neck with joy.
"I love you so much Adria"
"I love you too Raven and I will forever"
1 month later- 7/4/08
"Where is Raven we have to plan for the after party and he isn't here yet I mean the wedding is in 3 day" I said pacing around our Wedding's Planner's office
"Don't worry Ms,Orton he will be here soon....I hope" She said muttering the last part
"Arr it's 12:09 and the appointment started at 10:00 you know what forget it I'll see yea tomorrow sorry for wasting your time" I said leaving her office
Home
I walked in the door with tears in my eyes so I went up to my room to get some rest. But when I open the door I saw something that broke my heart. There was Raven and his friends with strippers on pole,which I never knew was there. I slam the door shut and ran down the stairs which made Raven realize I saw him.
"ADRIA WAIT" Raven said walking down the stairs. But I didn't stop I grabbed the keys and walked out the door. As I was in the car I saw Raven running but he wasn't fast enough so he gave up.
"How could I be so stupid" I said talking to Micky on the phone (he is not gay)
"Dria thats how we guys are well most of us but don't worry it's gonna be fine"
"I feel like calling off the wedding, but I love him so much that I want to still marry him is that dumb'
"I wouldn't think so, anyway wanna come over to the skate park?" He asked
"Sure, is the gang there?"
"Yea Tyler and Wayne is here"
"Ok here I come"
At the skate park
"Oh my god I haven't been here in years" I said riding on my red skate board trying to find the gang, but I found them on our favorite ramp 'Dead Man Drop'
"Dria" Tyler said running to me
"Ty-Ty" I said hugging him to death
"I missed you so much"
"I missed you too Ty-Ty....Ah Way" I said body slamming Wayne
"It's nice to see you too Dria but would you be so kind as into removing your awesome skate board I bought when you where 10 out of my ass, the wheel is hurting me" He said pleading
"Oh I'm so sorry Way" I replied helping him up of the ground
"I see your wearing our team colors" He said eyeing my pleated blue skirt over fishnet tights and knee high converse and a blue shirt with a skull on it with some fingerless black gloves
"Hey what can I say I have to tell these kiddies who help make this park famous"
"Good you made it Dria"Micky said walking up to us
"Anyway what are we gonna do?"
"Well the reason we are here is because they are having a reunion for-"
"For all the oldies who were once here before" Tyler said
"Hey I wanted to tell" Micky replied then they went back ad forth arguing
"Shut up" Me and Wayne said
"Just like old times" I said
"Oh my god it's Blue-Blood' Some random kid said which made a crowd form
"Can I get your autograph Adria" a little boy said
"Sure kid" I said bending to his height level "What your name"
"Donnie" he said
"Well aren't you a cutie" I said playing with his hair "Here you go Donnie"
"Thank you, your my hero" he said but I looked at his tag on his shirt
"Here let me make you a promise if I ever come back to this skate park I will make sure I adopt you as my own got it" I said sticking out my picky
"You will?"he asked with hope wrapping his picky with mine
"Would I lie to you of course not I will" I said
"Thank you bye" He said leaving
"How did you know the kid was an orphan?"Tyler asked me
"He had a tag that said orphan" I said sadly "And I will keep my promise"
Home
I decided to confront Raven ad see what he had to say in all of this. I found Raven looking out the living room window. I cleared my throat which got attention.
"Adria there you are I wanted to talk to you" He said wrapping his arms around my waist
"And I need to talk to you Raven" I said sadly
"You first"He said
"Look Raven if you are gonna do things like that then I can't always forgive you and if you do then I can't marry you" then Raven looked at me in disbelieve of what I said. Then the most crazies thing happen. A feel of a hand went across my face which made me hit the wall and slide down slowly.
"Adria you think your sadness is gonna make me go soft on you ha and believe me if it weren't for me you wouldn't gone through college and have all these nice things, so I suggest you be a good girl and shut up cause you will marry me if you want to or not" He then left me on the floor crying. And I started to sing softly remembering what my mom had to go through with my step-dad.
Once upon a time there was a girl
In her early years she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never knew just where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Every time my step-father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling, I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon
Bruises fade step-father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
And every morning that I wake I look back at yesterday
And I'm okay
The Wedding Day
It was my wedding day and my family and friends were there. I'm doing the right thing was the only thing playing in my head.'Why am I still here shouldn't I run away' I thought looking spinning around in my wedding my dress trying to pretend how happy I was while my mom compliment me.
"It's time Adria"My mom said leading me to the door where my dad lade me down the idle where Raven was standing waiting for me.
Skip
"Do you Raven take Adria Michelle Orton to be your wive for sickness and in heath, poor and rich until death do you part?"
"I do"Raven said
"Do you Adria take Raven El Cullen to be your husband for blah blah" (skipping sorry)
"I-I...."I looked down and back up "I don't" Then someone knocked down the doors and it was the police
"Raven Cullen you have the right to remain silence" a cop said
"Is this the man ?" the lead cop asked me
"Yes that's him" I said sadly
"What you told on me Adria....you little bitch I'll get you for this Daisy" Raven said s he was token away.
"Good-bye Raven" I said as tears ran down my eyes
Present
"See that's the story" I said looking away from him, but he kept silent for a while. Soon I felt a warm hand moved my face to face Matt's. I looked him in his eyes and all I saw was sadness and concern. 'no matter how hard I try I can't seem to stop falling in love with you, but all you see me is nothing but a pleasure buddy and you may not want anything more than that so all I can do is pretend you do,so I'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears But I'm scared of loving you' I thought still looking at him then I felt his lips slowly touch mine. 'I know that even if you can't love me still make me believe you do'
'If only you knew how much I love you....but what you have have been through is so hard to believe that you still smile, we may be pleasure buddies but if sex is the pretending way of loving you then I can't do that,but in the end it's the only way to be near you ' Matt thought
a/n-
aobi- we need your help
cece- as you may remember next chap is the Halloween chapter of cyber Sunday
aobi- so you can decide who is who
cece-in your review type in any costume you want each diva to wear
aobi- and let's think big ok
cece- guess what we have our own website
aobi- yup we do, just go to our page and scroll down -not to far- until you see a blue highlighted link , click on it and then our there
caobi- bye bye